Does anyone else feel bad about the things they done when they were younger?

Does anyone else feel bad about the things they done when they were younger?

>Had my early start back in the days with IRC in the early 2000's, where i met certain people
>These people introduced me to botnets, specifically IRC bots.
>Before i knew it, i was invited to various marketplaces and private forums that required invites and approvals
>Mid 2000's, i was going around targeting Australian gaming websites (DDoS) and certain big ones, and constantly taking down CS1.6 and CSS servers, and when i wasn't
>2007-2010 i believe, i attacked a lot more Australian gaming websites for fun
>i was ruining the servers and player bases by constantly cheating (Aimbotting, wall-hacks etc..)
>Dipped my foot in that area for a few years, and ran various IRC nets
>And then when HTTP bots went into fashion, i switched over to where i found myself in the Spy-Eye, Zeus, and a bit of Citadel scene since i knew the owner Citadel for a while
>When i got over with that, and knew i was pushing my luck i switched over to reverse engineering, and went after banking malware C&C servers which i constantly rooted, and took all the logs which i used for myself
>Stopped all this years ago

Mid twenties now, served in the Australian army, and deployed to Afghanistan. First time thinking about this, and it made me feel bad. Especially realizing those websites i attacked are no more, and died not too long after because of the bills.

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>humble-bragging about being a piece of shit

Fuck off.

>Humble bragging

Not really, happened many moons ago, cant brag about that sort of shit this late in life. I felt bad when i decided to check if such websites are alive, but all are dead and gone from the web.

you fucken goon bag of a human being

Goon bags are for abos and disgusting thots with no self respect, i do however enjoy a nice bottle Shiraz.

Nobody cares that you were and still a piece of shit.

>You know, I am a REAL badass! I used an aimbot in a children's game!
So incredibly tough. Everyone, watch out! OP can kick your digital buttocks from behind 7 proxies! What an absolute legend!

Its okay user, we all did things deemed unworthy when we were younger.

Im glad maturity has taken over the better of you, irrespective of everything you will still be going to hell.

>still a piece of shit.
I'm a man of god now.
>7 proxies
I was content with only one, or a bulletproof VPN, my friend.
>you will still be going to hell.
Unfortunately

Australians are fucking retarded. Whole country should be banned from this site and the country sunk to the bottom of the ocean.

as far as you'r shit about making bots and hacks. I don't feel bad at all, in fact i'm proud of similar things I did. I wrote cheats for many flash games. I created items for diablo that would make the character I traded them to unable to perform any action (the only solution was to hack the game yourself or delete your character). I defaced websites that were vulnerable to sql injection or had "logins" that simply checked your password in javascript. I played around on a website called hackthissite and hackthisbox that were about exploiting websites, cracking encryption, and compromising servers. A lot of this stuff was how I used fun as a teen to get into computers and programming until I was more mature and could study more serious CS subjects.

As far as things I *actually* feel bad about from when I was younger...
> made my girlfriend have an abortion when I got her pregnant
> stole from grocery stores for fun (I stole shit I didn't even want or need just for the rush, gave most of it away to friends)
> did drugs and introduced my peers to drugs (many of these peers have absolutely destroyed their lives through addiction)
> was an absolute asshole to my parents and family, such that many of them want nothing to do with me to this day
> made explosives I learned about on TOTSE for fun, caused one of my friends to get a domestic terrorism charge when we got busted blowing stuff up
> used my first car which my dad bought me to smash construction pylons and go >100mph in residential areas
> slept with girls in committed relationships (one went on to marry the guy she was cheating on)
i'll stop there, don't want to dump my life onto Jow Forums. The point is that all the shit you did was harmless fun, at least you didn't actually hurt anyone.

>hackthissite

I remember it, just checked and I'm very surprised it's actually still up.. i also used this website, and rooted many websites with SQL injections. It was good fun, especially taking everything, and putting up your deface page.
>slept with girls in committed relationships (one went on to marry the guy she was cheating on)
Surprised you even mentioned that, i find it difficult to analyze how people can be faithful to one person, and enjoy eating the same food everyday.

Otherwise I'm glad i never fell for the drug and alcohol meme at that age, and still haven't. A red wine every now and then I'm fine with.

>> slept with girls in committed relationships (one went on to marry the guy she was cheating on)
> Surprised you even mentioned that, i find it difficult to analyze how people can be faithful to one person, and enjoy eating the same food everyday.
At the time it meant nothing to me, I figured if they were willing to cheat then it wasn't really my problem. Still, I figure if it wasn't with me, it'd be with someone else. But my opinion about some things like this has changed a lot since I got married. Being in a positive committed relationship really is being half of a whole, it's no more tiresome to be with that same person than it is to be with yourself every day. If I cheated or was cheated on I wouldn't hesitate to instantly end any relationship, that said, I've had opportunities and if during a moment of weakness a woman pushed me enough I'm sure I'd have cheated, so I wonder if I ever played that role in reverse.

>Mid 20s
So u were a script kiddie that actually learned a few tricks of your own? Good job mate

Glowing in the dark much?

>Married
Made me shudder, good luck mate.
Sure, although i did a lot of things myself, including making my own Web-injects for banks / PayPal upon various others for Zeus and Spy-eye etc... not going to divulge all my details.
No, although i do want to work for them.

>I'm a man of god now
If you were you would knew that the only good one is God.

You are, quite simply, a piece of shit.
You assisted in destroying many communities.
You are one of the reasons why many people stopped hosting their servers and are relying on large corporations and the "cloud" instead.
Fuck you.

I don't believe in god, but if there's one, I hope he sends you to hell.

I feel bad about the things I haven't done. Like showering every day when I hit 14, or lifting.

You talk so much about programming, but you cant talk about hacking because you cant actually do anything. I run a hacked network of computers that I programmed to click on googles ads in my secret website. I even write my own viruses to make people get hacked into my network. I work at home and have a bunch of screens showing me what people on my network are doing on their screens. I can even set it so that i can see the code of their computers. can you guys do any of that? I dont think so. I bet you dont know where all the websites real hackers hang out are either? if you name them, I just might tell them that marshviperX sent you.

Yeah
>get my first PC at 6 yo
>didn't get interested in programming until I hit 20s
could've been writing everything in assembly nowadays if I did back then

No reason to feel bad op most people act like cunts in their teen years

I bullied a couple lads pretty horrendously while I was in my early teens for no other reason than the fun of violence. I feel pretty bad about that now

>ruining other people's enjoyment for your own satisfaction
>harmless

did basically the same shit except with a lot more cheat coding for CS:S and fucking with le epic pro sceme by ddosing their matches and social engineering the passwords to their servers
>join a pro team's server right before their match starts
>my name is a name of one of their players
>this was way back in the day when Steam didn't have profiles and shit yet, so they had no idea it wasn't the real guy
>they start the match with me on their team, it goes on for at least 5 rounds before the actual player shows up in ther voip or some shit and they realize im a fake
>teamkill them all and say some racial slur shit, get kicked
>all of this was infront of a live audience of like 10k people watching the game on SourceTV and some stream
i also once crashed a pro's game by gifting him Bad Rats in the middle of a LAN final and spammed voice chat to a bunch of broadcaster / commentator retards on multiple occasion during live games. CSS was the best game ever simply because of how autistic the scene was.

Yes, I started fapping to gayporn. Should have never done that.

>is asshole for no good reason
>joins the army
>feels bad
Probably not. Age isn't an excuse for things like this. You've got serious mental issues. Someone lock this guy up.
Same goes for you.

>late in life
>mid twenties
Fuck off gay kid.

What vpns you rec?

Fuck off tripfag

i hope you feel bad, you should kill yourself you fucking cunt

Fuck off newfag

I fucked your mom and I'm fine with that.

>wasted youth being a script kiddie

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All I can ask is... why?
Why be a shit head during the golden era of the internet?

>thinks locking people up over arbitrary shit that had nothing to do with him is the right call
>thinks he's not an asshole himself
you're the problem with america.. kys pussy

>Does anyone else feel bad about the things they done when they were younger?
Yes its called growing up, we all can't be edgy teens and 20 year olds forever. Almost everyone has done something they aren't proud of.