Just got kicked out of my house. I'm not sure what to do now. What would you do? Pic related...

I might in a few days. I don't think I should be forgiven easily for what I did and I truly feel like a sick son of a bitch. Also last update until I reach the main station since I can't get a decent signal.

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kill them

Stay away from home for a month, and when you get back, make a genuine effort to be a better man.

go on a journey to find yourself

Go innawoods, set up camp. Though if I was in your situation, I would already have a tent.

I'm at the main station. 12:24am and I forgot to fucking pee on my way here. I transferred to another line and plan to go out of state now. I will probably pee in whatever place I manage to drop off.
I'll reply to you guys in my next post since my phone is so fucking bad and slow

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I won't. My brother needs them and I don't want him to suffer more than I already have.
A month sounds like something great but I don't even think I'll last a week. My goal is to change my ways this week before I gave them again. I really want to know what's so fucking wrong with me to the point of hitting my mother.
I plan to start drawing again. I might even make the lyrics to some songs I plan on making. I'll take these as a reflection of what I've been doing right and wrong.
Gosh I've been wanting to go camp in the woods but if I do that I'll definitely die in the woods by choice. I want to go back and at least apologise sincerely to my mother, my father and my brother.

OK, but put a bug out bag together so if you get kicked out again, you'll be ready to camp. The only thing a hotel has over camping is a shower. But there are ways to get an outdoor shower going.

I wish I had a bad but my parents barely allowed me to take my college bag after inspecting it. I need to either find some public showers or something cause I don't want to smell bad. Also need clothes but I have no money for anything now I dont know if I should beg for food either.

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What the ass? They kicked you out, grab your shit and don't let them tell you what you can and can't take.

Going underground. I will post as soon as I can.

Dad would kick the shit out of me and plus I deserve to not get my shit

have fun try not to die it would like really bum your parents out probably

Find enlightenment in Buddha

you can start sucking dick now before you look trashy and charge more money

work that ass and ask gay fwb

I always put in my mind, that it's not my house, so obviously i dont have a right to do something like this. Also as i grew up, our parent-son relationship, i view now as something like a business kind of thing-maybe its part of growing up or something, i dont know. That is why i always make an effort to help around the house, and save to be someday become a master of my own. Maybe changing perspectives will change some of your views, and hopefully respect your parents. Stay safe out there.

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU SPEND $500 on a FUCKING PHONE

YOU WOULD HAVE SOME MONEY IF YOU HAD ANY FUCKING COMMON SENSE

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What state are you in dude? I've got a guest room, maybe you could crash there. Also, wtf? Like said, a phone is the last thing you need to be dropping $500 on is a smart-phone.

Almost out and I think they said bathrooms are closed so I hope I'm not fucked.
Maybe they said they still had some hope in me but like anything goes from now on
Not gonna a lie maybe this could be good for me.
I already look trashy but like I'm never going to do that I'd rather go to the forest at that point.
I'll work if I can find one. I'm not sure about the gay part.
Cause my phone is shit and I really wanted to make a long term investment. I wasn't planning on getting kicked out so yeah.

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Eat grass. Cows do it.

so op's doomed
cool story op
when you finally reincarnate after starving don't sperg out and treat your family like shit

buddha is calling to you, fren.
you must find tranquility.

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The homeless might be able to sell you something for that.

I've been running around for an hour looking for a bathroom. Sorry for late replies I found a McDonald's and I'll pee here.
Humans can't digest grass
IDK I'm pretty on the abusive side but I'll try.
Thanks bud. I'll keep that in mind for sure.
Was in NJ, currently in NYC since I originally planned to go to Massachusetts. I realized I still have classes to attend so we plan on returning soon after making some.money and purchasing hygiene products. Also like I mentioned, this was not planned and the phone was supposed to be a ping term investment.

It'll still take away the hunger pains.

I'm in OK bro, sorry I can't be any help.

I have more pics but it's hard to compress them and find a bathroom around town. I finally peed so I'll maybe think about where to sleep now.
This may be my last meal. Found $5 in my bag's secret pocket so yeah I'll be thankful for that.
OK is a nice state. I was there for a bit last summer and I liked passing through. Also thanks bud I'll try to stay safe

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Oh shit they are hiring for $15 an hour maybe I'll become a wagi here and sleep on the streets or something to start off. Also if I answer a survey I can get a free quarter pounder so might as well. Also it turns out I had a nose bleed but I was so in a hurry to pee I didn't notice till now

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goodnight fren
post updates tmrw pls

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What's your number, OP?

I'm tired, no where to sleep and I have to walk to another station now. I seriously fucked up. The only reason I'm not dead is cause I have to apologise to my mother sincerely.
If I survive the night then yes.
What number? My phone number?

Yes, nigga. Your phone number. I wanna continue to hear about your story.

GO ON A JOURNEY OP

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Find a police officer explain your situation and tell him to escort you to an homeless shelter or to arrest you and let you in the temporary jail inside the central, you can sleep in the police central for the night with no criminal record if the cope move to compassion, also good luck user

Possibly last update till tomorrow. Going back underground for train and need to charge my phone. I might also cry now for a bit so if I stay up I'll be back in 1-2 hours. Currently 2:40am
I might give some form of contact later on but for now I just want to find a place to rest.
If tomorrow is shit I might as well actually go to some woods and live off the land.
I'll look for a shelter tomorrow after I find a place to keep my stuff safe in another place.

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shit I think Ive been here

Also uh yeah, gl out there user, there's hope and a way for everyone
mild advice from a NY user myself, it's not easy to live here on min wage if you were gonna look for something, though homeless shelters and people are abundant, its quite possible to get help here

If you are a young adult male and you did not have unpleasant body charcteristic (very fat/long hair and beard/piercing/bad smell) i suggest you another strategy: go to a homeless shelter in the morning showing your freshest smile and present yourself as a volunteer that want to help people in trouble and ask if they need help, you are a very motivated young adult that believe in god and want to really help the homeless you need to look like a young adult uni student.
Consider that you dont want to sleep with the homeless so the trick if they accept you as a volunteer is to work hard all the day, dont forget that homeless shelter has food water and coffee for the volunteers and also you can use the volunteers bathroom(you want to clean your self on any given occasion in order to be as pleasant as possible) after a long day and part of the night of "work" ask the boss if you can crash there for the night since you are tired they will prolly let you use a couch or if you are lucky a bed in the volunteers room.
Now you have survive the night keep working there, be an example of dedication because the crucial phase is coming.

Yeah I don't like NY already. It's too overwhelming for me. I'll seek options in NJ for now but I might head West if I have no luck
The thing is i need money to make. Maybe it's a good idea until I get myself a job but I'd like to are money and keep studying at my uni.

Best of luck; let me know if you end up in CT I'll get you some food and bag of bullshit

5:20am
I managed to sneak to a few trains and sleep in them for a few periods of time since my last update. I honestly feel like shit now and want to sleep more but I was finally kicked out around 20 mins ago. Made it back to the main station at my state. Fucking nose bleeds make this more frustrating. I just want rest.
If it weren't for my finals, I'd already be there. Thanks for the offer. Means a lot considering how I don't even have a spare change of clothes.

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find an abandoned house

stay with any friends if you can if not just stand around in 24 hour stores and shit and wait until day time and go from there or just go to a homless shelter. if you are lucky you can beg to be back in the house. hope you work your shit out.

For fucks sake my nose bleed hasn't stopped and it's not allowing me to at least stay calm.
I find a shelter a bit ago that might be alright. If I can't make it there then I'll also try this.
>friends
Been mostly walking around and taking trains which I slept in. I can "beg" to come back but I would still be the same aggressive cunt and I'd just get kicked out permanently. I'm using these days as a self reflection and improvisation time which I really need before I talk with my parents again

there are probably a lot more abandoned houses than you'd think, maybe depending on where you are

Yeah but there are a lot of niggers in them so I'm trying to avoid those while I can. They are still on option though.

Maybe you could do menial labor to get money to feed yourself? Good luck.

true, i guess there might be some competition with hobos and junkies

go to a hotel

I can. I won't mind much as long as I get paid decently.
Would be nice if hotels were cheap and I had spare cash to crash.

wish you luck

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Start a YouTube channel to document the beginning life of a homeless person

Just finished my only class today. I made it to my uni at 7am and slept on pic related till 8:20. Another nose bleed and then headed to class. I returned here to sleep some more until I plan my visit to a shelter or something.
Don't have a decent phone or place to upload/edit videos. Also they would probably be lame I got nothing special to show .

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Go travel the world you are free now. Find some hippies doing the same, join them engage in their orgies.
Never say to people you are homeless, tell them you are on a journey around the world and ask them to help you out if they can.

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Just go home you dick

Just woke up. I'll go back to sleep and then go to the computer lab to finish a lot of work I have.
Sounds fun but I don't like hippies
Can't afford to go back now

call police
your parents will end up in jail
you underage fuck

he's in uni retard

Go to yurope and be poor, so sick of you gross people here

Find a homeless shelter and start looking for a job. Otherwise you're fucked OP

Im 19 you have Hungarian scum
Wow bro that's a little harsh also I don't have money to even go there
Planning to soon. I'll start looking for a job now as well.

1:05pm
I wasn't planning on eating any lunch today due to lack of funds, but some club in my uni was giving away food an hour ago and I managed to get some leftovers. No drink but I can probably ask for some water somewhere else. My teeth hurt a bit and now I'll probably have to talk so some old pals from HS if they can loan me $20 so I can buy a toothbrush, toothpaste, shampoo, etc

Get sucking then poorfag, go be with your kind

Huh you must really enjoy that kind of stuff.

So basically you're a spoiled child. Oh boy you're about to meet the real world. I'd usually tell someone like you to get fucked but I'm feeling extra nice today.

If I were you I'd sell or return that stupid phone you just bought and apply to all fast food jobs you can, if you don't want to go hungry real soon. Look in Craigslist or whatever ad site is popular to rent a room asap. The longer you wait the harder it'll become. And learn some basic personal finance you're at it now.

With a min wage job you'd generally be able to pay through a shared flat and most of your expenses. Maybe the experience will be humbling enough to stop being such a spoiled piece of excrement.

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>Spain telling people they’re spoiled
Excuse me what the fuck

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Not going to lie this is spot on. I'm doing some job search in a bit after I finish some of my uni assignments. I'll try to return the phone if I can intercept so I can at least have some cash for my basic needs.

What, he isn't wrong here you know. His reply was one of the most realistic ones in this whole thread.

resell drug

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you can live with me, user

How much money do you have rn?

Nah I like asian hookers personally, going back to thailand next week

>got kicked out of my house
>train station
By toy gun and hold up the railway station.

don t you have neetbucks in the us?

Bro, i had the same situation two weeks ago, my biggest advice, go back. You did a stupid thing in anger, admit you were an asshole and a retard and make up with them. The only reason i held out for two weeks was because friends were there for me, if you got none, go back now you still can.

>literally wasting 500$
I am a ritchfag and I don't feel sorry for you you piece of shit, you are the type of person who should be hit with the Darwin hammer and die of hunger, tuberculosis or killed by a nigger. Hope your bloodline goes extinct you fucking nigger.

>a fucking mutt having opinions
hope you are learning spanish because you are going to need it soon lmao

jajaja

Damn OP. Three things you might want to consider if you haven't already:
You should be able to hide out in buildings on your Uni's campus to spend the night with a roof over your head. Libraries are great, but you can probably hide in any lecture hall once you know the custodians have cleared that floor.
Also, it might be useful in getting you back under your parent's roof by mailing them an apology letter first. Real long and drawn out and shit. That way it's a strictly one sided conversation and they will be softened up/cooled down more when you come home in person. I'm sure you can bum a stamp from someone at the local post office.
Lastly, don't be afraid to ask strangers for their leftovers if they are about to thrown it away or even eat food out of the trash. Perfectly good stuff often goes to waste, plus since (assuming) you look like a uni student and not a bum, people on campus will be nicer towards you.
But yeah, getting a job should be #1 priority. Try to talk to your profs about getting some lenience on your workload because of your situation.
Stay strong, dude.
OK squad!

use the 21 day mindfullness program or narxotics so you dont flip out on your parents again

An old pal happened to pass by an loaned me $15 so I'll head to a convenience store after I finish looking fir a job online.
Don't want to get into that cause I have to prove my parents I'm not going to resort to any bullshit like that to survive.
Big if true.
Pic related is the last of my money. Found it going through my bag once more.
That's the place were all the tranny hookers are so it makes sense
Don't have money to buy one.
Its probably a long process and I have to find somewhere to stay and a job first
I'll surely talk to them in the coming days. I really need to get myself to change first before I can fave them and ask them for forgiveness.
My campus is pretty tight on security but I'll start checking for places to stay here though, maybe a bathroom or closet thats not being used if I can't get into a shelter. Im going to start looking for jobs right now as well before I leave campus. Thanks for the advice user

If uni has panal ceiling you could probably climb up into it and sleep there.

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15$ can hold you up for a few days go to goodwill if you need any clothes and visit Costco for food, from what i hear their chicken bake is dirt cheap, idk about shelter just keep away from any shady alleyways since your phone would be a target for thieves. Good luck OP and try to fix your relation with your family asap.

Job search was a bust. Most places require prior experience, 21+ or drivers licence. A couple of jobs I wanted to take are full time and I can't do that until the end of my uni finals. Taking a piss before going out to shop for supplies. Calling the shelter to see if I can get in as well.
I'll keep the 21 day mindfulness program in mind. Anything to help me change my shit attitude is welcomed.
I've thought that but the only places that have them have the highest security since those are the remodeled places.
If Costco wasn't miles away I'd be getting a hotdog and soda for $1.50 every day. Those hotdogs are huge and the meal usually satisfies me for half a day.

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How much battery does your phone have left?

I guess you are free now.

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At a Dollar General right now buying these things. If I need to shower and can't get into a shelter with showers, I'll buy a gallon of water tomorrow and shower in a park.
97. Lucky I always have a charger and power bank in my bag in case of emergency. The power bank still has 70%+ charge but I'm not that when I can go to my Uni and plug my phone.
Yeah I do. It's not the best kind of freedom but I'll work it out.

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Was there room in the shelter?

No luck. Was full. I'll see if there are any more shelters if not then I might sleep at a park today. I just don't want to get assaulted at night. Whatever I'll have to work this out fast because it's 5:30pm.