What's the best moment you've ever had in your life? For me it was probably kissing with someone I really loved...

Most of my good memories are related to videogames too... I don't think it's a bad thing.
That's kind of grim. Did you not like him at all?
Don't give up hope, I'm sure you can find even better moments than that as long as you don't give up :D
This hits hard, childhood was so innocent and joyous

this pic is oddly comfy
probably when I got my first smartphone desu
there arent many nice moments in my life, definetly nothing nice enough to call a "best moment"

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playing through dark souls for the first time with friends

making love with a girl I was really into

completing a raid lair on destiny 2 with my best friends blind

saged

In all honesty, i'm not sure. My guess is when i was a kid, but i can't remember much from that time.
I don't recall a moment in my life that i could easily look back at and call it the best.
I'm happy right now, i guess. I can't name anything in my life that makes me want to end it all.
I used to be able to name many, though. For the past year, my life has looked like a total progression towards a better time.
To put it short, I would say that my best time, and my best moment in life is right now, but at the same time, I feel like I'm flying too high, that one day, I'll be flying so high, that when one day, i hit something, I won't be able to recover. I'm happy, but i haven't ever been more afraid.

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cant think of anything at all. I was happy until i was about 11 and since then i havent really been happy at all.
what the fuck happened

>That's kind of grim. Did you not like him at all?

No. He was the emotional coldest motherfucker you can imagine while being extremely strict at the same time. No partying, no internet after 6pm, no private money, no girls, not going out meeting with friends. My grades were never good enough, my school work never good enough. He thought i was a failure and prefered my brother much more then me and he let me feel it every single day. No hugging, no words of encouragement.

He controlled every single aspect of my life. He never hit me cause he didnt need to and prefered psychological torture. And this way okay, as bad as it sounds.

He ran into financial problems and so he stole from me and my entire family. He started drinking and that when the very bad days started. He basically threatened to kill me and my family multiple times. Till my mom broke up with him and we had to flee more or less into another city.

Son of a bitch got blood cancer only a couple of months later and died alone in some shitty hospital. Nobody ever burried him and i think his urn is inside some storage unity for 8 years now.

that sounds tough

I don’t remember

That sounds like a pretty good moment. You may say now that there aren't many "nice" moments in your life, but simple peaceful days are better than bad days, so maybe try appreciating the niceness of mundane-ity?
Dark souls is a great game. Though I usually play it with strangers online, I've only played with friends a few times.
I'm a little jealous, sounds like you're happy. Try not to worry too much about the future and just enjoy what you have. Some people don't have it.
Adulthood kind of steals away your innocence and happiness.
Woah, that's pretty dark. Uhh, I hope you're doing better now at least.

I’m depressed right now.

alchohol or weed is what you need buddy

What's wrong? Tell me about it.

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I don’t want to pump my body up with drugs, that just makes me feel even worse.

I feel like Jow Forums has made my life worse as it has made me feel very negative about things. I feel less close to my family and friends because this stuff has made me more cynical and made me hide more. And not just that, this website isn’t even that great nowadays because bait threads are getting hundreds of replies while actual good threads don’t even get replies or very few. I don’t want to stay here, but I know Im always here forever, so what do I do?

Hmm. How exactly is it affecting your life with family and friends? What is it you're feeling negative about? As a site it's just like anything else you're exposed to on a day to day basis, so it shouldn't affect you so badly. Maybe you need to be distracted to stay away from it. I find music helps distract me from things.

>Woah, that's pretty dark. Uhh, I hope you're doing better now at least.

Yeah took me atleast 5 years to recover but im doing good now. Thanks.

i found 5 dollars in a used jacket i bought.

I feel ya, user. Life's been the same for me, except my father is still alive and blows the family money on prostitutes and acquaintances rather than alcohol.

From a very young age I've had to protect my siblings from him. He would often come home shouting about how we were parasites living off his money and interfering with his "love life".

He's also been threatened by some pretty bad people because the stupid motherfucker borrows money from every place he can and then gets aggressive when they ask him to pay back.

Worst of all is that my mother will never leave him because she's catholic and doesn't believe in divorce.

kot.

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