"i love you user"

no reason to think this. It will sooner or later

they are all gross.
meh

im done

What’s wrong with them? the girls are beautiful.

>girls
meh whatever. get out of my sight

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is something wrong?

Good, I don't like Parsee.

everything is wrong
ok

Also fEM ID. How you doing this boring of a Monday?

hm, usually best course of action is to pinpoint what is wrong exactly and then fix it. I dont think depressive threads are helping

i walked home. slept so many hours.i still feel tired

Faggots like you belong on a cross.

depressing threads is what im resorting to because its the only way i can talk with someone without pretending to be happy

just stone me already. im shit even for a fag

user loves me.

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good. kill yourself

I understand. Sadly most people here probably gonna make it worse.

it doesnt matter at all

No bully.

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whatever

i love you user

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ritsu its late, go to sleep. you're having a mental breakdown again. you will thank me when you wake up, thats a fact.

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love is unachiavable for some induviduals. most cases of "love" ends in misery. dont take this lightly

Well what's the problem?

I got nobody IRL but myself.

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Interesting. Well, if it somehow helps you I guess..

i already woke up from my slumber. it doesnt matter
everything. my vacay is gonna kill me

why did you get upset when you weren't loved but then you say that it ends in misery

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nobody really talks with me much so i resort to Jow Forums

i have loved someone before. i have never been loved. loving another person is painful

>I got nobody IRL but myself.
i think thats a wise choice. there is a lot of freedom in loneliness.

we're here for you, friend. at least kiriy and I are unironically. love u.

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Learn to love yourself

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im so done with friends, family and people in general. you are all heaps of trash
I HAVE LOVED MYSELF. but it only leads to the discovery that your a shit person and thats why nobody is really interested in you

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Loneliness can kill someone.

There where days in college I didn't open my mouth once because I had nobody to talk to.

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calm down, my child. start out by typing out exactly what has happened today that has set you off so much.

yeah, lack of socialising and a broken heart can have horrible results. I remember having similar thoughts a year ago. I got over it, and I hope you will too.

nothing bad has happened today. im just thinking of myself.
it hurts and i thought it was going away but has only returned stronger

i dunno man, i cant really relate. if i go out with friends, i need the rest of the week to recharge before i can go again. i think people are really exhausting and annoying. all i need is my parents and my little sister.

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I know. For me it lasted for almost a year. It was hell, but I'm kinda glad it happened to me. It helped me to understand many things better and I think I came out of it a better person

but why do you think so negatively of yourself? do you get bullied at school or at home? this isn't normal.

it isnt helping me in any way. its JUST MAKING ME MORE HURT. FUCK YOU AND YOUR BULLSHIT.
im not bullied in school or at home. i even have friends at school which is much better then last year. its just that im a faulty person

but why exactly are you a faulty person. i bet you can't pinpoint exactly why you think so, because you're not. thats a fact

also don't be mean to kiriy you know he is nice. he is one of the nicest on this website.

When I'm alone I look around and notice all the normie things I don't have.
Just feels lonely.

Every time i lose a friend due to them movie I feel like I lost a part of me.

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>nice
>nice
>nice
>nice
>nice
ahhaha. everything about me is faulty. i hate being gay. i hate being ugly. i hate being such a fucking SHIT BOTTOM while everyone is better then me. i just want to be cute and have a bf. people keep pity lying to me. I WANT TO KILL YOU ALL

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Well, should've known. If I told myself from the past this I would have probably got the same reaction. I'm sorry if "my bullshit" offended you. You may say whatever you want, I still will believe in you

i have been in a situation similar to sayori. it hurts. while i try to look for others i dont have the good enough looks. there is a limit to how much u can improve on what u have. it hurts so much. its bullshit because its gonna make me feel good for some days to only come down crashing on my sanity when i realise its all lies

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>i hate being ugly
>i just want to be cute and have a bf
literally the most ridiculous shit i've heard in my life. everyone on this board (except the trolls of course) including me has called you cute. do you think we're all lying?

>i hate being such a fucking SHIT BOTTOM while everyone is better then me
and in what way is everyone better than you? if i remember correctly, you said that your grades at school have improved a lot, which is badass as fuck and i wish i was smart enough to get good grades when i only get 2-3 at everything and barely pass.
the only thing i could best you at is a fight irl, thats where it stops and you become better than me at everything else.

oof that sounds really fucked up. especially if they were childhood friends and you're too shy to speak to new people, which i totally get.

do you want to be friends
or does it have to be a bf

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everyone is lying. i look disfigured. i got good grades. but it feels meaningless. my future feels meaningless.
all friends leave eventually. i dont want a e-bf either because its just a pain

>for some days to only come down crashing on my sanity when i realise its all lies
it doesn't have to end like this. I don't try to make you delusionally happy. I suggest you to accept your problems and move forward.

I CANT ACCEPT THEM. i will never be happy like this.

I lost all my childhood friends and I lost all my college friends that dropped out in 1st year.

Now its just me a Chad. Luckily he took me in.
He told me if I where to drop out he'd drop out.

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if we lived in the same city and i wasn't a midget autist i'd gladly have you as my qt bf.

if you literally went to any norwegian dating site you could easily charm your way into getting a bf/gf easily. fact.

i know

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>qt
>easily
DOUBT. i can barely talk to strangers. this summer im gonna do nothing im gonna be in my room for days
it hurts so much

>Now its just me a Chad. Luckily he took me in. He told me if I where to drop out he'd drop out.
i don't understand this sentence, can you simplify? i know i'm dumb.

It's only your choice. I can't force you to. My friends helped me alot when I was depressed. I can't provide this, as I'm only a naive random guy on the internet, but I will try my best to atleast give you someone to talk to.

no it doesn't
if you endure it long enough you get used to it...kind of. long time no see ritsu, wonder if you rember me

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are you sure
i think you could really use a friend right now
having someone who likes you to talk to can really make you feel like you're worth something

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it wont help. it will keep me being depressed
i thought the same but the only thing holding me stable is delusions. i cant hold it for longer

Its just me an my friend left. Friend Is a Chad.

He took me in as one of his own. Most people just say good bye and leave. But he'd take me with him.
If i wouldn't have been there he wouldn't shop up to class.

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friends are only temporary i dont need to talk to anyone i can just talk with strangers on the internet

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i cant talk to strangers either. being an autist is hard, i know, i've been one for 20 years.
i'm not gonna do anything this summer either. only time i'm gonna leave my room is when i go outside to the backyard to jump around and be a weeb.

do you have any hobby whatsoever? i can understand that your life feels meaningless if you have nothing to do all day expect for just exist.

i spend time "talking" with "friends" on the internet. i listen to depressing music to lighten the mood. otherwise i just watch random shit to keep time going

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OOF chads are actually really kind irl. one of my childhood friends is an alphachad and he is unironically the kindest most gentle person i know of.

do you think you really want this? being lonely and being alone are two different things. are you sure you can handle "i love you user"?
personally I can't, but you might be different

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temporary friends aren't friends

i crave it.
then i have no real friends

Every day I wake up and go on Jow Forums, and what do I see? I see anime. I see people being gay. I see people being gay whilst posting anime. Only a literal retard would deny the connection at this point, and I know at least half of you guys are not that far gone.
Seriously, it needs to fucking stop. Every thread with the generic 'lol i'm gay' or 'tee hee i'm not homo but i do [faggy thing] OP is made by an An*MEfag. Every single fucking one. And then all the gayposters flood in, like roaches when you turn off the lights, and it's another thread that'll spend a day at the top of the catalogue, fuled by faggoty circle jerking.
I'm sick of it. Just fuckign go outside and find a bf and stop posting here. Anime is a fucking disease, gay is the symptom, and a noose is the cure. Fuck you.

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yes
because my name is not user

i dont care. i hope you die in a carcrash by some old lady

have you ever thought about becoming a martial artist (its all i know, no bulli), or any kind of artist? waking up early, inhaling the beautiful pure morning air and practicing your art is the most life-fulfilling activity that one can possibly do. i definitely recommend it!

whatever

what do you find so appealing about it? if you really crave it, why dont you do something about it? you dont have to interact with normies, you can always find another lonely autist desu

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Seems like all gayposters are incels

FUCK I WISH I HAD FELLOW MARTIAL ARTIST WEEB FRIENDS. Every weeb i run into is out of shape and every martial artist i run into thinks weebery is stupid I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN DO BOTH.
youtube.com/watch?v=qdgyk6Vv2ZI

i dont wanna do anything like that. anyways i live in a apartment near so many outlandish people i dont know. every morning is a pain. the only good mornings i had where back when i lived with my dad in the summers. but now i live in a boring apartment.
because i want to feel things! as a human i need to feel to wanna be alive! u cant go on if u dont have gas.

in a grand scheme of things everything is temporary and one should try not to "count time till the end". Maybe you have real friends. you just don't perceive them as such

im not a incel. i wouldnt give a damn about women.
doesnt matter. i had close friends just never talk to me again. real friends fake friends whatever. people are people and they are all faulty

they fell for the e-buddy meme

well you like hatsune mike dont you? get an electric guitar (or acoustic if you prefer than, i think electric would fit miku better) hook earbuds into it so that neighbors cant hear and learn to jam some miku tunes with it.

youtube.com/watch?v=LezJ-eeLcWI

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ok well here's an email if you ever want to talk, ritsu
i don't know how long i'll be checking it though
[email protected]

this is a good idea
you seem to have lots of emotions and art is a great way to express them, and it can make you feel like you're spending your time well
you can make your apartment more lively by putting up some art on the walls

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i would love to. buy i dont have enough money for stuff like that yet
i dont like emails. my apartment is meh it doesnt matter

its so cute that we're all coming together and spending our night talking to a depressed boy who genuinely needs help.

i dont know how he still thinks of us as pieces of shit

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guys i can happily say i was browsing r9k all day just a few years ago, i have several folders of categorically organized and labeled frog/wojak/spurdo/etc photos, and now i have a near-10/10 wonderful girlfriend who ive been dating for over a year now and as far as i can tell really loves me :) dont lose hope anons

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smart frogposter

i'm sure you can find a way to scrape up the money! i know your budget might be tight so thats why i suggested an acoustic guitar since they are cheaper i believe.

you see ritsu, i'm not that dumb, i have some good ideas!

I see. Sadly right now I can't do anything to help it seems. See you later, Ritsu. Hope you'll feel better

you are only people. people are all shit. some are less shit i guess. im glad you people came because nobody really talks with me otherwise about this. im still angry at everyone though. so meh.its useless okey. i have gone through this back and forth thousands of times. only way for me to be happy is living lies.
your just lucky. some live their life with no true love
i suck at music. so meh
its fine

if you want to talk to me somewhere else you can tell me in an email if you want
or we can just talk on here, that's ok too
you can get an acoustic guitar for very cheap, check your local music store and see how much they're selling for
or you can also make music on the computer without having to spend any extra money

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how do you know you suck at music if you never tried