HOW HAPPY ARE YOU ON A SCALE OF 1-10 GO
HOW HAPPY ARE YOU ON A SCALE OF 1-10 GO
Andrew Green
Blake Gonzalez
SHUT THE FUCK UP RETARDED INCEL KYS FAGGOT INCEL KEK
Aaron James
173597287589324687497692486fuckitkeepschanginghelpmeI'mbipolar
Ian Nguyen
a good 8
Levi Sullivan
Soooo. 10?
Is it fun being bipolar?
Yey
Caleb Mitchell
2
Austin Evans
No you uphill garderner, I'm a solid £
Christian Young
The fuck is an uphill gardener?
Nevermind; I wanna £ you.
Adam Torres
3
Henry Young
10 desu
Landon Perez
What would it take to make that a 3?
A £ is 1.21USD. That is very sad user, take it easy
Does this headpat help?
Hooray!
Leo Jones
5
Aaron Lewis
IT IS YOU
Justin Miller
6 but that's relative to my normal level of happiness
Caleb Cox
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Christopher Perry
It is me. I am here.
Honestly no I just want to be happy but I'm constantly worrying about myself and others
Like even when I am happy, I have a nagging doubt in me that's like "what if something bad is going to happen" or "I'm worried about other people so I shouldn't be happy"
Are you happy?
ᵖˡˢ ˢᵃʸ ʸᵉˢ
Oliver Martinez
4
Landon Howard
6 because the only thing making me unhappy at the moment is me failing my subjects
Blake Baker
Living in a sunny place filled with parties and hedonism does not help.
If only I lived in a nordic country filled with sadfags like me... I would feel less lonely.
Jeremiah Jackson
alright 4
Gavin Adams
Oh wait I didn't look at your image. No lying allowed!
Does this image make it a 6?
How happy is your normal level of happiness on a scale of 1-10 go!
YESSSSSSSSSSSS
No but everything is fine I'm about a 4 maybe 4.5ish
Be more happy! Do a little dance or something!
Fuck school!
Maybe a little hedonism would help? When I get particularly depressed I tend to get loose with alcohol and drugs and honestly ᶦᵗ ʰᵉᶫᵖˢ
Yey!
Asher Murphy
>How happy is your normal level of happiness on a scale of 1-10 go!
3ish
Landon Jones
I need a hug
Can I hug you
Adam Wilson
About a 4 I guess. Got nothing going on in my life. The 4 points are all from my family too since they are all I got.
Isaiah Foster
So your actual score is closer to 4! Be more happy! Do something that makes you happy! Nao!
Yes!
I can relate to not having anything going on. Stagnation is the main source of my discontent
Jordan Nelson
If you say so
Dominic Nguyen
What's the number for numb and cold but stable?
Oliver Edwards
6.5
Michael Lopez
What are you doing that makes you happy?
3 or 4ish? It's all arbitrary anyway! Look, a funny picture!
That's not bad! Now treat yourself to something that will bring you to optimum happiness levels!
Jordan Reed
heh
Adrian Diaz
im autisti an on met
s 9
Xavier Rivera
Due to mental and health issues I have no job, no friends, no girl friend, no desire. All I do nowadays is stay on the family farm and do the chores and cook
Juan Torres
7 i only go below that when someone put it upon himself to ruin my mood
Luis Martin
Getting an early night's sleep and then being productive in the early morning
Justin Thompson
-10 desu
Charles Cooper
>ruins your hecking mood
Nicholas Brooks
0
Daniel Edwards
See? Everything is good. Make a hot chocolate or something.
I don't understand but 9 is good!
Maybe you should study? Studying is... Fun... At any rate you need to put yourself out there somehow
Don't listen to those dumb people. Just do whatever you wan and forget about them
Good! Do that! It'll be great!
NOOO ᶰᵒᵗ ˢʰᶦᵗᵖᵒˢᵗ what's wrong?
Play nice now
Aw user why are you sad?
Kayden Garcia
dice+1d10
Alexander Edwards
Nothing wrong, it's just the way I am. Always have optimism in my heart but always low. Nothing but eternal screaming on the inside, but all smile on the outside. Blah blah blah.
It's just that there are somethings in my life that I know what people would say but won't have an answer to the issues I have. In-fact no one does. It's not that people are betraying me, hating, loving and/or just leaving me. It's a lot of problems that are much deeper then I sad hug thing. The best thing I can do is put on smile and go about my day.
Cooper Bell
I rolled a d10 for you irl, you got 9 you're very hap congratulations
Well I think feigning happiness is probably part of the problem. If you feel shitty than be shitty. Also anti-depressants. Those will help, it'll just be a pain finding the right ones.
David Flores
>good
Nah, everything is just ok. Good is when I don't have to stay in the city, particularly in the summer. I miss foraging for mushrooms. I miss swimming in the sea even more. Thankfully, summer ends soon I can stop missing out on it.
Aiden Robinson
>anti-depressants.
Nah, I don't want any drugs. I'll just ride it out, until happiness hits my soul. I know it's out there but I just have to keep looking. Even if it takes me most of my life to find it. Nothing wrong with feigning happiness desu. It's pretty much faith by this point for me. Even if disappoint myself time after time, I know tomorrow will be a new day. Could bring some good times or bad times, but at-least I don't get the same day twice.
Ryan Thompson
Day to day? Roughly 2, maybe a 3 at times.
I just want to be better and happier
Nathaniel Garcia
no
Jeremiah Clark
I'd say a 7. I had a good rest and I've got a fun commander deck I'm building to bring it to my LGS tonight.
Taking stuff out is the hardest part though ;_;
Gavin Davis
What sort of mushrooms?
idk man, I can't force you but I think anti-depressants are underrated. People often avoid them because they feel it'd be some sort of failure on their part. It's not though, the failure is not recognizing when you actually need them. Idk what your life is like, fixing depression is often a matter of identifying and amending the problems in your life, but if everything is going well and you still feel like shit, yeah anti depressants 100%.
What problems do you have?
Yes
I know that feeling EVERYTHING IS ESSENTIAL AAAAAAAA
Christian Thompson
Maybe you're right but I feel like take those might just be a temporary fix to a long term issue.
Nicholas Wright
The edible tasty kind. Pic related is my favourite. Nothing quite like whipping up fried potatoes with mushrooms for dinner after roaming around the woods in the morning.
Asher Reed
Really depends on which ones you get. There's so many different kinds, you'll probably have to go through a few just to find ones that you actually like. It doesn't have to be temporary though, you can just take pills for the rest of your life. If it makes you happy seriously who cares dude. It's worth looking into.
Do you ever get the psychedelic, fun kind? Do those even grow in Russia? idk mushrooms I'm not a mushroomoligist
Colton Baker
1 but unironically
Grayson Morris
I think there is a species of psylocibin shrooms growing in some places here, usually picked clean by druggies. There's also always the old amanita muscaria - these colourful guys are everywhere.
Never tried any of them though - I'm a control freak when it comes to my mind and body. Being impaired in any way doesn't appeal to me
Alexander Gray
Okay, I'll give them a try.
Jeremiah Walker
You play commander, user? :)
Isaac Thompson
Am good user, solid 8/10
How're you?
Noah Moore
Why are you sad?
Not even alcohol? Being impaired can be fun so long as you do it within your own reasonable boundaries. There's a difference between one beer and getting drunk. Also I find drugs like MDMA and meth don't feel like they impair you. They do mind you, but you don't have that feeling of losing control, if anything you feel like you have more control. Unless they're mixed with something that makes it feel chargy, anyway. Last time I did meth I got so much shit done I swear to god.
Yey! let me know how that goes in like, a couple years or something.
Nope I've never heard of it! I've just played other trading card games.
das good fren I'm okay. Just talking to people on the internet
Nolan Ortiz
I barely drink, if I do it's to supplement the taste of whatever I'm eating. I just hate being in an altered state of consciousness - I'm a stubborn fucker, so I prefer making decisions and changing myself only under the approval of the unfiltered, lucid, current me, if that makes sense. Maybe I'm just spooked about drugs though. Doesn't really matter either way.
Julian Price
With me, every now and then I feel the need to shake off the monotony of my life and do something crazy. It's like, every day is just drab, boring, and perfectly fine. Eventually it wears down on me to the point where I'm like FUCK I just need to do hard drugs stay up all night masturbate for 3 hours straight and actually do something different and fun for a change u kno?
Actually that reminds me I've been meaning to give ketamine a try, might start looking into sourcing some.
Elijah Hill
You should try new things that are not as risky, fren.
Christopher Roberts
No that's a lie, I won't even try the stuff. I just said that because I had nothing else to say.
Colton Sullivan
solid 8.5 because I just had some nice spaget
Charles Thomas
Bit late for that. Anyway I'm always careful about my doses and whatnot.
I suspected that might be the case, nobody concedes that easily, it was uncanny. Anyway just promise you'll give them a chance before you kill yourself, if you ever get to that stage. Might as well take the pills if you're gonna be dead otherwise anyway.
Noice
Connor Foster
Try it out - it's not like it'll harm you, even in the long term, since you seem careful enough to not die or lapse into addiction.
We're just made of different dough, then - I like to anchor myself to something constant, bend my head down and slowly, surely work on something that interests me in the moment. While you seem like someone who needs interesting times to be happy, it's always funny to see how different people can be in their mindsets here.
Jordan Cox
There's always a better way
Do you have anything regular going on in your life?
You should expand it if you already do and if not, you should try to find one.
I'm not a very social person, but my group of friends give me a great sense of meaning, I enjoy just being in their presence.
Juan Adams
> kill yourself
I think that's a partially the reason I want to join the military. Not only to help other get home but to feel alive until the very end. At-least I know after I die I can bring others happiness when they see their loved ones.
Jaxson Wood
God I sound like a asshole
Joseph Rodriguez
No you don't.Don't form any preconceived notions of yourself, but also don't base your self-worth off what others tell you.It sounds contradictory but that's the best way to get a better self-esteem and slowly build up from there.I'm glad you are trying though, please keep on doing that, no matter how hopeless it seems.
Landon Bailey
I have to say, there's some sort of dark humor to be found in the irony, though. You're always such a nice guy, and your posts brighten the days of others, so one really has to wonder, why?
Christian Ramirez
You're assuming that drugs are inherently bad. That's a very common assumption that's beaten into most people from a young age. They're not healthy sure but neither is McDonald's, and I'd bet good money McDonald's has killed more people than drugs ever have. So yeah I like to let loose and have fun every now and then. I don't see the issue.
Who's loved ones? The people you don't kill? I'm not being a dick I'm actually just confused. Also you don't sound like an asshole is okay there there.
Nathaniel Murphy
oop I forgot to fill your reply space. Yeah dats pretty much it friend. That being said I do have some meth taunting me, usually I dont have any left overs so its not there to tempt me but this time I do. Should be fine tho, I'm aware of it. Worst case scenario I give it to someone or throw it out.
John White
a fucking 0
spent all day too sick to move so i watched dungeons and dragons lore videos all day
also i think i broke my twink's brain
Alexander Nelson
Be responsible and get rid of it fren - it's ketamine time for you now, not meth. Don't go forming drug based routines - you don't seem to like them
Austin Flores
Of course, the relative danger that comes with safe and controlled dosaging is quite low, but isn't it kind of becoming a habitual part of your lifestyle for you? Maybe I'm just being stupid, but I don't want a guy like you to become one of those people that face the infinite cycle of poverty and addiction.I really don't remember you taking drugs this frequently.
Camden Powell
rolling for ten
Ian Howard
The further I climb up the mountain of adversity the more my hopes go down. I don't like the feeling of failure. Believe me, I failed at so many thing the only way I made it this far is that I learned from my mistakes, but even still there are people out there irl who still looks down on me or they don't have faith in my ability to do the task. It hurt me. Hell I was supposed go last year to the military but I met someone who told me I couldn't and I'm just basically a nobody. His words fucking just got me and my whole body just gave up. Doubt was in my mind and it wasn't until someone close to die that made me go at it again.
In the lowest point in my life, I still want to smile.
Look war isn't pretty and I want it to end as soon as possible but it's not. This what I to be.
youtube.com
Alexander Stewart
I'm so happy I'm off the charts.
Justin Diaz
This will sound really insensitive, but you're going to have to deal with those kinds of people all the time if you want to graduate from boot camp.
Failure sucks, of course, you have every right to be upset, but don't let others push you down, stand up when they do, after all isn't that what Americans love doing?
It's going to be a hard journey, and it sounds like someone close to you said that, but know this, others have faith in you too, even if they might not explicitly say it, I, for one, really, honestly, believe that you can do it.You strike me as that sort of person, so, you should have a little more faith in yourself too!
Levi Mitchell
Aw there there. You'll feel better soon and your twink will recover too I'm sure. Here, have a headpat.
But there's so much there and I'll just need to buy more at some point... I mean I have the money but still.
When was the last time you remember me taking drugs?
7s not bad you're pretty hap
So basically you wanna be lifeline from Overwatch? That sounds like a noble pursuit. Are you smart enough though? Sounds like you gotta be a doctor and a soldier, pretty rough.
Yey!
Angel White
yay
Tyler Hernandez
>lifeline from overwatch
LIFELINE FROM APEX LEGENDS
god I'm not even drinking... Yet
Robert Anderson
to be fair, in terms of art direction they're basically the same now
Jonathan Kelly
-10
Landon Edwards
Jeez, it was a long time ago
You took LSD and then posted for the whole night or something like that
Camden Ross
>those kinds of people all the time if you want to graduate from boot camp.
I want positive aggregation instead of them some random guy putting doubt in my head. If that makes sense.
> you should have a little more faith in yourself too!
I keep telling myself to never quit in my head until success or failure. So far failure has been winning, with success coming in last as always.
>Are you smart enough though?
The school has a 9 out of ten 10 dropout rate. I don't care how many times I fail, I will keep going until my body stops.
Charles Ward
T posing on bed is a truely happy thing I guess
>fap
Brayden Perez
>Maybe a little hedonism would help? When I get particularly depressed I tend to get loose with alcohol and drugs and honestly ᶦᵗ ʰᵉᶫᵖˢ
I don't like alcohol, I don't like loud music, and I don't like to be surrounded by lots of unknown people. When I try to go party I always get extremely bored. I just can't enjoy hedonism.
Oliver Reed
Super Sexy Squatter
Jacob Sanchez
Of course! I'm just saying that those people are really commonplace, especially in the military. We'll always be here if you need cheering up, you know!
As for success and failures, there's a saying in Chinese-失败是成功之母
Failure is the mother of success, so as contrary as it sounds, failures improve your chance of success in the future, so try to keep an optimist tone, if not for positivity, then in order for it to not become a self-fulfilling prophesy.
Jaxon Russell
You weren't lying about being happy... WERE YOU?
Not really. They're both sci-fi but overwatch has more of a larger than life, super hero vibe while apex is a bit more grounded.
Tell me your woes
Funny, I don't even remember taking acid and posting on Jow Forums. Does sound like something id do though. Anyway I'm always careful to avoid addiction especially with the harder stuff. A good friend of mine was addicted to meth and made it through that, and I don't intend to follow in his footsteps. Here and there it's fine but yeah not all the time.
You are right I am looking forward to bed.
hedonism comes in many forms. I do drugs in my house by myself because I also don't like loud music or being surrounded by lots of unknown people. I meant it in more of a broad way. Treat yourself to some sort of hedonistic pleasure and don't feel bad about it. That's what I do.
Camden Morales
Okay, I trust you and won't be like a nagging mum, I was just concerned.Stay safe okay, I'm going to sleep now, send shqiptoast my regards.
Asher Stewart
Okay but I can only go so far with optimism.
Other then that there's more I won't tell you guys but anytime I think about it I just feel shame and anger. Only small percent of you will understand but none will not know the right answer for there is no answer.
Sleep well
Charles Reed
I'm current a solid 4
Austin Perez
It wasn't a lie.
Jordan Evans
7, I'm doing good
Henry Roberts
Oh right forgot to respond to this. That looks pretty rough. It's pretty easy to say you'll keep trying no matter how many times you fail but it might be hard to stick to that after you actually have failed though, in the event that you do. In any case absolutely go for it, the 10% statistic is ultimately meaningless, the only thing that matters is your willpower and perseverance.
Not good enough! Make it a 5! go get yourself a nice drink or some ice cream or something!
Yey
Hooray! Keep it up!
Wyatt Jones
It might hard for you, but for me I not quit sure, I want to push myself. And right now I'm listening to hype up motivational speeches. As cheesy as it is, this is the only thing that's keep on moving me.
youtube.com
Ryan Hall
-10
Charles Price
Dumb frogposter
Ryan Lopez
I just watched that whole video and now I wanna start my workout routine again. God damn it you
It's okay you can post frogs if you like I don't judge
Gavin Thomas
WORKOUT OR ELSE