i don't think im capable of living alone whenever i get to be alone for extended periods of time i start to really neglect myself; get drunk every night alone, eat only processed garbage, don't go outside, lay in bed for days straight
but when im back with my parents I try not to do those things so they don't notice or worry and confront me about it
but on the other hand there is nothing i want more than to be alone, i am so miserable every second of the day when im living with my parents or anyone else
>whenever i get to be alone for extended periods of time i start to really neglect myself; get drunk every night alone, eat only processed garbage, don't go outside, lay in bed for days straight
just quit buying alcohol altogether. get a grip of ur life u worthless trash. its not that hard, faggot.
alcohol's the only thing that lets me really enjoy anything anymore
ive got to be laying in bed for at least 12 hours now, and that's all ive been doing for weeks, just the thought of this is so absurd It is unbelievable how pathetic and ridiculous I am
hope you're able to get pills user, and I hope they work better for than they do for me
well i've tried all of them except diazepam which is such a bitch to get
i know the solution, it means having more patience finally getting a fucking job out here, drinking literally nothing so i don't tax myself mentally like that which just makes it easier to keep drinking
actually exercise too
but its fucking hard to make yourself do things sometimes if you've been applying for the same shit online for years
there's just no tangable way forward for me if someone asked me if i'd shovel shit for $15 an hour i wouldn't even second guess it
no, i don't want a gf as i said having to live with someone in a close relationship such as that would put me in a constant state of discomfort i don't even like 3d and don't have to capacity to return any kind of affection. it would just be a huge disaster
Tyler Green
Don't do what wrote the user . Just try to enjoy productive things by yourself. People will appear in your life by accident. First of all you need to learn how to value yourself for your work.
