This shit, every day

>be me
>constantly have self-hate/doubt issues
>grow up in military
>know that I will likely never hear from 99% of the people I meet
>become genuine and honest
>become confident
>be friendly
>do well in school
>become one of the more articulate in my schools
>grow beard at 14
>"You look and act 30 user!"
>Teachers say good things about me
>students say good things
>family says good things
>Dad's friends/workers say good things
>Mom's friends say good things
>friends say good things
>not a gril chaser
>kissless virgin but Idc
>"you're pretty funny, user"
>"user, you're very kind"
>"wow user, you're very smart for your age"
>"Mr. and Mrs.user, you have a good son, he has a lot of potential"
>"he's so mature Mr/Mrs. user!"

>mfw I still hate myself
>mfw everything they say feels disingenuous
>mfw emotions fucking me over again
>mfw nothing I do brings satisfaction
>mfw even my passions are slipping

Anyone got tips to solve this dumb shit

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have sex

Be you be faggot eat shit die explode in your grave unrecognizableface.png another slavshit rapebaby down

Looks like clinical depression, since you seem to have a very healthy life yet are still a miserable fuck

>grow up in military

Would you be kind enough to elaborate?
Hmmmmm, I'll give it a think over
Not physically healthy, but pretty socially healthy

>grow beard at 14
Gigachad Pole

>"you're pretty funny, user"
>"user, you're very kind"
>"wow user, you're very smart for your age"
>"Mr. and Mrs.user, you have a good son, he has a lot of potential"
>"he's so mature Mr/Mrs. user!"

>mfw I still hate myself
>mfw everything they say feels disingenuous
>mfw emotions fucking me over again
>mfw nothing I do brings satisfaction
>mfw even my passions are slipping
relatable.

Ameri-pole
My best wishes, in any case, in any difference

TL;DR user!! Make things shorter if you want people to read! AND PUT A NAMEFAG ON FOR GOD'S SAKE YOU COWARD!!

Wait how come you went into the military at 14?

born in American military, been in civie world for 4 ish years
that's fair with tl:dr, but this is an anonymous posting, so no thank you

Put a name on you coward!!!!

No thank you, though the input is noted

You will see Anonymous....

We are legion
We do not forgive
We do not forget
Except us (namefags)

yes

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unironically become a gamer and laugh at society

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already one 800 hrs in WT and an additional 800 in TF2

>8547718
Poles in the American military or yanks in poland?

American in Poland, but have Polish family, and am half Polish

Get a healthier lifestyle. If you still down, move to based Mediterranean and get an even healthier lifestyle.

Develop an interest in engineering (any kind) and put all of your time into inventing shit, drawing up complex blueprints/formulae, that kind of thing.
Force yourself into thinking you enjoy it if you don't already. Worked for me.

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I'm gonna pull an "I'm an engineer" and "use more gun" to my fucking forehead
No really though, that actually sounds pretty interesting, I'll keep it in mind

>Polish
>Constantly hates self
I don't blame you