Hi.... I'm feeling rather comfy today and I need to be reminded of how WRONG I am (I'm MtF trans)...
People are often very kind and respectful toward me. I love it... but sometimes it gets a little daunting. Would anyone be kind enough to invite me to a discord to treat me poorly? Nothing sexual please, just platonic bullying.
Thanks.
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I do not have a discord server, apologies. I wanted to join someone else's.
Can you join the 40% faggot? Or are you too lazy to do that? Also Mr. Booboo my mom won’t give me a vagina killing himself was funny as fuck seeing all the trannies and atheists seething.
Hang yourself in your bathroom.
I don't plan to kill myself - apologies. I also don't plan to get bottom surgery, keep my cock.
It doesn't work too well, though.
Hi.... I'm feeling rather comfy today and I need to be reminded of how WRONG I am (I'm MtF trans)...
People are often very kind and respectful toward me. I love it... but sometimes it gets a little daunting. Would anyone be kind enough to invite me to a discord to treat me poorly? Nothing sexual please, just platonic bullying.
Thanks.
That's an old man!
I'm kinda old, but I look and sound exactly like a young woman. People tell me it's incredibly disturbing.
Why my bathroom? Would you care to tell me how to neck myself via discord?
All of you are too kind to actually say it in voice.
Jump into a highway just like Mr.Booboo my mum won’t give me a vagina.
Don't worry, I love cute trannies!
I'm too autistic to understand........ I don't wanna go outside.
Uh - I don't want love... not right now.
Aw that's a shame
For what reason? Genuinely curious.
do you want be put on a leash
It's not that big of a deal, I appreciate your kindness anyway!
Honestly? When I start feeling too comfortable, it kinda feeds into my ego in a way that I find really uncomfortable - sometimes I feel narcissistic - developing delusions of grandeur, sometimes I feel 'disconnected' from people, etc.
When I'm treated poorly, it 'normalizes' me, kinda balances me out in a sense. I hope that makes sense?
Most people assume it's a kink. It -does- make me feel good, especially if the hatred and disdain / disgust is authentic, but I don't get off to it.
>Would anyone be kind enough to invite me to a discord to treat me poorly?
Sure fren, I'll post the D*scord password below.
>KY$_dUm_fagg0t223
You're too sweet...
I feel like people are normalizing my mental condition... and it's wrong. But I don't want to kill myself. I'm just kinda stuck in limbo here.
>MtF trans
>discord
the jokes write themselves
Seriously though
>Mentioning d*scord on bant
First mistake.
Yea, I get it. I'm a stereotypical discord tranny and all of that - but people always mistake me for a girl. So I'm happy.
>people always mistake me for a girl. So I'm happy.
(PRESSING X INTENSEFIYS)
Apologies... I make a lot of mistakes.
I promise you, I sound more feminine than most real girls. That's what people tell me. They've no reason to lie. You'd most likely think the same thing.
Please add everytime if you make a thread your pronounces at the end or I will accidentally insult your true self, woah I don't even know if I can say you to you, holy shit I'm so sorry to you, OH NOOOOOOOOO
Stop being mean to her!
I don't understand but I want you to go ahead and admit to me that you won.
Okay. You won.
STOP!
>I promise you, I sound more feminine than most real girls. That's what people tell me. They've no reason to lie. You'd most likely think the same thing.
(PRESSING X EVEN HARDER)
>Her
Yes, HER
>her
Do you want a vocaroo so you can judge for yourself? It's low quality so it'll fuck my voice, but you'll get an idea.... XXXXXXXXXXXX
.... Look - you can call me by any pronoun.
Yes Her
OK look my pronoun doesn't MATTER....
;w;
Call me whatever ok!? But ya.... thanks.
God I hate eye contact. Will anyone just talk to me? I feel isolated.
I'd do that
>It's low quality so it'll fuck my voice, but you'll get an idea....
the idea you sound like shit
>
>her
Will you bully me? I promise I'm not lewd about it, I just want to feel like a normal me again.
Why would I bully someone?
why are trannies always looking for validation if they themselves are so fucking sure of what they're doing
its ludicrous also 41% op
Look - if you don't wanna bully me, then I don't wish for you to. I am looking for someone who will be truly disgusted with my presence. I want their perspective, and their disdain.
I am seeking invalidation, sir. Big difference from validation... which I get consistently. This society practically worships my delusion.
I need HELP... please.
Yea, my voice is kind of whack, but most people tell me it sounds very convincing. Check voc.
I can't do that sorry
you still sound like a guy
How? She sound very feminine It's almost surreal
..... I DON'T SOUND THAT MANLY.
Whatever, I think I did a good job on it. I'll pitch up my voice and you won't tell....
.... is it really that obvious?
...why would i take time out of my day to talk to you if i'm disgusted by your presence.
you will always be a man
I don't want you to have to put up with me, I am just giving people the option to treat me badly. Sometimes, that makes people happy. Like venting, you know? Apologies either way.
I'm aware of that bud. Thanks for stating what is simply a LOGICAL fact. (I may be born a man, but I still think I'm more feminine than most girls.... who don't even seem to be trying anymore).
if treating you badly makes you happy why would anyone who hates trannies bully you
Well..... that's a good question. And I think that's why people avoid bullying me. It's a real problem I am dealing with regularly.
lmao this the whole point was op fucking off and notice they never do it
I would fuck off if someone would just isolate me on discord and make me cry. And no one will do it; now I'm on a server with people jerking me off - and it fucking sucks.
You know, I won't lie: I really like neglect too, so this is working out just FINE.
>Her
If you're born with a penis you will always be a dude no matter what grotesque surgeries you go through, clothes you wear, or names you pour through. Same if you're a lady.
It's NICE to call me a 'she / her' though. It won't make me think I'm an actual woman, but it does make me feel more comfortable, especially with everything I've done to get to where I am now. I think if you spoke to me, you'd just naturally call me a she.
I don't care if she has a penis, to me she's just a special girl
Fuck..... I don't want to be SPECIAL. I want to be NORMAL.
I'm sorry then to have called you that way, I didn't mean to offend you
don't worry you're the bestest most normal shemale discord user there is
You didn't offend me, I WANT to be offended!
So... try harder. Please. ;w;
I think I am, honestly.
>I think I am, honestly.
yeah you think you're a lot of things
like a woman for example
God dambit, I don't THINK I'm a woman... I just FEEL LIKE I should have been a woman, it makes the most sense, and as I look and sound like a woman my dysphoria wanes....
Right? I know I'm a man. I know I'm mentally ill. I know I am Greek. I know I'm autistic. I am not deluded, I am just dictated by delusion. Makes sense?
then why make thread?
Because I want someone to make me feel LIKE SHIT!
I'm difficult to offend, what can I say? I'm stuck on my high horse, I'm a narcissistic freak. I need help feeling less like a God-complex suffering freak. No one can give me the helping hand back down, though.
Too soft.
actual brain problems
You got that right, here is an MRI scan of my brain. You can clearly see the scarification - especially around my prefrontal cortex.
This was taking at the age of 18, and I've had dysphoria for a lot longer than that - but surely it's correlated.
STOP TALKING TO ME ABOUT YOURSELF CUNT I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN SCANS
I'm sorry. Apologies, honestly, I just wanted to let you know that you were correct.
Uhm... tell me about yourself then? Will than make me seem less egotistical?
>tranny
>normal
P ick one
I know being trans is an abnormality in and of itself, but I am trying to be AS NORMAL as possible, despite my condition. I am not going to pride parades jerking off a dragon dildo GIMP suit dick and I'm not running around exposing myself to people.
I'm a housetrap who stays at home, cleans, cooks, does all that shit and I generally mind my own business. I'm just a little more open on the internet because otherwise - everyone would think I was a girl.
And I'd enjoy that too much.
Ok, you guys win. I jerked off.
Now that's what I call a #victoryroyale oh yeah yeah oh yeah yeah
ok
Did you have fun?
Fuck you.
Yea but I really wanted to fucking TALK to someone. I'll end up wanting to be slaughtered later tonight I'm sure.
It's just a sad state of affairs.
I can't help you there, abusing people isn't really my forte. Maybe next time try a different tact, instead of directly asking people to be mean to you, go into a discord chat where people are likely to not like trans people, and deliberately start grinding some gears. Might have more desirable results.
I tried doing that for the past two days. They either ban me, or become my friend (based tranny bullshit).
It's a curse, I'm telling you. I can't find a place that will keep me and bully me.
In that case you might wanna be open about the fact that it gets you off and look for it on a fetish site. Might be able to find someone on fetlife.com. Its basically a BDSM social media site. If you put what you're into in your profile it might go somewhere.
Just bear in mind it is a social media site for general discussion and meetups, it's not really a hookup site or anything like that... You can meet people through it though.
Who the fuck are you
I'll be honest - I didn't jerk off to this. I just went downstairs and jerked off to porn, and I felt really dirty.
THIS thread was something meant to help me feel less narcissistic. It doesn't work well, but occasionally I find a gem, a real malevolent piece of heaven.
Kill yourself
fuck off back to /tttt/
Hello - I'm Septic, the MtF mess.
Do you think you'd be willing to tell me to kill myself over discord?
Hi faggot
I don't really visit any chans anymore, I don't know why I'm here.
Hi. How are you tonight? ...
Doing good how about you
Being a selfish, hedonistic piece of shit - as you can see here in this thread.
Really quite shameless, I feel filthy for wanting to be treated poorly. I'm just glad arousal has nothing to do with it.
I have ramen.
I see what you did there
I didn't see it.
Your using mental illnesses to make others feel bad as a counter argument
Tripsfriend!
No, I don't want people to feel bad. I want to use them so I can feel normal tonight.
I am the one who should feel bad.
if it makes you feel bad i want you to know i'm both disgusted and confused and wouldn't touch you with a thousand foot pole
You selfish bastard
Okay, I'll remind you how wrong you are.
You watched too much porn and it got to your mirror neurons. These are specialized brain cells that allow you to learn things by watching someone else do them. Normally that's helpful, but that changes when porn gets involved. When men watch porn, they're not interested in the males in the scene. They look exclusively at the females and when they do so, they see someone trying to do the same thing they are: get off. This gets even worse when viewing solo girls or lesbians because there's no dick to remind them to view their dick as the source of pleasure, so they actually start to imagine themselves as having a vagina and getting off more strongly with this imagined vagina than their actual genitalia.
This is autogynephilia. It's not enough to make a man overcome the social and medical barriers to trying to live as a woman, they need some kind of justification. That's often in the form of trying to escape something bad in their lives, or fantasizing about how much easier life would be if they were a woman, or just enough pressure from online tranny communities.
Autogynephilia does not happen when having sex. You're not trying to do the exact same thing as the person you're fucking. And without easy access to porn (or showgirls, they can cause it too), the only satisfactory way to get off is to have sex. Consequently, there are no evolved biological protections from this. Instead, you have to use your sentience, and be smart about jacking off. Keeping in the right mindset, avoiding dangerous imagery, and thinking the right thoughts can prevent the problem.
And it case it wasn't obvious, anime is chocked full of dangerous imagery.
I don't want you or anyone else to touch me. I much prefer everything be done at a distance - safely, and never in a physical or sexual manner.
I don't mean to bother you. I'm being a pussy retard right now.
>I don't want you or anyone else to touch me
Lol what am i reading
I appreciate everything written but I am not AGP so I cannot relate to most of this.
I also started feeling 'off' when I was around 5 years old (Kindergarten). As I grew up, it became more apparent, and my parents tried 'correcting me' - they were not supportive of it. I also had no influenced in my life - raised in the Bible belt midwest by Catholics.
I've always felt I was meant to be a female, it makes the most sense, gaining more awareness and understanding of my body over time only further exacerbated my gender dysphoria.
Today, I have VERY little interest in porn and sexual activity. I've essentially destroyed my sex drive and I'm sterile (celebrate).
You deserve a reward
He wasn't correct about my case in any sense, but plenty of AGP trannies exist, so it's a useful chunk of information.