/SIG/ Drugs/Alcohol recovery

The difference between addiction recovery from anything is an incredibly complex process.
drugrehab.com/treatment/
What are you addicted to?
strawpoll.me/18624064
Are you willing to seek treatment?
strawpoll.me/18624065
Please let me know so we can gauge how this board is doing.

Tips:
You can quit heroin usually cold turkey, it just sucks bad. Hurts a lot.
Quitting heavy drinking however can be deadly and cause permanent nerve damage. On top of the nerve damage that can be caused by heavy drinking. If you drink heavily, and aren't thinking about quitting. Eat lots of fish to compensate. Your body needs compensational nutrition. Study up.

Politically do you agree that we need right now a dynamic system to help people recover? Or rather, should propaganda be implemented to encourage recovery in the subconscious?
This thread exists for 4 reasons.
* To help people who may need it during recovery
* To asses the current level of health on the board
* To talk about ways to help people quit, get community involved
* To provide tips and hints to other anons walking the path to recovery from our own experiences.

You are not alone anons. I desire to help you as I help myself. I thought I was going crazy a moment ago, until I realized I had stopped drinking for too long. God bless you all, and god speed.

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Weed makes White boys gay for Big Black COCK

Are you addicted to something user? I am here to talk through recovery with you. I am not licensed and am probably not prepared for it. But I am here for you.

No I'm just painting out the obvious little dicklet cumskin.
WHITE WOMEN MOAN LIKE BANSHEES FOR BIG BLACK COCK and SCREAM "BLACKPOWER BLACK GODS!!!"

I'm addicted to alcohol and nicotine.
I felt like my body was being drained when I tried to skip a day.

It's okay to hurt inside user. Especially in this confused and warped society. But please respectfully take this bait elsewhere. This thread exists to help people.
I know that feeling user. With alcohol your brain enters a hyperactive state to compensate for the alcohol intake. You have to slowly ween yourself off of it to prevent seizures.

Just so anons know. I will be here for about 4 hours.

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>It's okay to hurt inside user. Especially in this confused and warped society. But please respectfully take this bait elsewhere. This thread exists to help people.
Watch BLACKED get ADDICTED and realize the White Race deserves fucking extinction. YOUR WOMEN WANT IT MORE THEN ANYONE ELSE! LMFAO!
ASIAN IDENTITY RISE UP!!!!!

Assuming an identity fuels the ego. The ego fears the changing of the seasons. It's not a good idea, for the brain which is always changing. To attach too strongly to any solid abstract idea. Step away from the race identitarianism user. It hurts your mental health. Do it slowly, and ween yourself off fetish porn. Then off of porn altogether. It is terrible for your mental health.

Interested in any thoughts you've got on quitting booze. The longest I've been able to sober up is 4 weeks, then the boredom and anxiety are just too much.

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Can i get un that fort?
It seems comfy

Stop being a fucking retard you cumskin mayboi
accept Asian Men are superior fag and go back to wrshipping BIG BLACK COCK

about to smoke a fatass blunt. have fun being miserable sober.

I fear i Will star smoking pot like a maniac, i simply cant handle my emitions

Emotions*

I wouldn't recommend quitting booze then. The problem is the amount we drink user. Build a guide to slowly reduce the amount you drink. To what you consider healthy levels. After a few months, just see how you do with less then that. It takes a while to adjust to drinking, so does it too for not drinking. Let me know how much you drink on average.

One more thing. Quitting alcohol too fast causes lots of anxiety because the default setting for your brains activity is higher than normal.
Please start helping yourself. These imeddiate angry reactions aren't healthy. Try taking up meditation and clearing your mind more often. Racial sexual tension is far worse than just racial tensions. It affects you on your deepest biological level in a bad way.
Of course you can. All are welcome.
I'm not sober user. There is no reason to be. The thing is managing healthy conditions for unwinding chemically. I'm not saying abstain. Have a good smoke. Just don't smoke too much that it ruins the enjoyment of it.
It's okay user, you have nothing to worry about. I'm not here to say stop smoking. I'm here to say we should slowly cut back and grow as people. So we don't need these things so often. I'm drinking tonight too. I'm keeping it more chill though.

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Based, and fren pilled

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So far we have a couple people doing heavier drugs than cannabis. If you are still here, feel free to post anything you want about them. Stories from trips. Talk about if you are feeling burned out, etc.

Only 1/4 people said yes to treatment. All said they are at least willing to think about it. That is good anons. I am glad you are thinking about it. I am with you on thinking about it. I don't want to go to an institution though for alcoholism. So I'm setting up a personal guide for cutting back.

former heroin fiend here

>You can quit heroin usually cold turkey, it just sucks bad. Hurts a lot.

that's an understatement and even when going cold turkey you need some medical support, diazepam to get your blood pressure down, gabapentin helps with the RLS. You need those prescribed from a doctor, best is to seek help with cold turkey anyway. It lasts up to 8 days, and is excruciatingly debilitating. I cannot stress this enough. After physical agonies are over there will be an immediate spike in craving for the product again.
You need to get rid of all contacts, preferable would be moving away to a new place.

If you don't want to go the hard way, you can get on a substitution program and gradually taper off suboxone or methadone depending on the severity of your habit. Try to avoid methadone. You gradually taper off with physician's guiding, this can take several months to a year. Meanwhile you get your shit together, get a job, manage your debts, GET RID OF ALL AND ANY DRUG CONTACTS, get a new cell phone number if necessary. And try not looking back.

Thank you for the information user. I'll make sure to include this in the next thread. Glad to see that "former" in there. It will give hope to the other anons. Thank you for speaking out.

I'm going to do the best I can for you guys. Nobody else is willing to help us out on Jow Forums. From paid shills, to glowniggers, to Jaded posters. I'm going to do my best to help you. Tomorrow in thread will be new questions. I look forward to watching you and myself as we grow together.

recently got off suboxone cold turkey

3 months later still feel like shit and out of it

contemplating smoking weed again

Fuk opiates and benzos

If you feel the need to smoke weed. Please set up a reasonable schedule. Times where you smoke little to take the edge off, fewer times for that relaxation you need. There is nothing wrong with needing that edge, the toll on the brain is exhausting. Please as I continue these generals. Report in, and let me know how you are doing.

at that point take antabus so you can't relapse

Thanks, Im sure you are about o make a really positive impact on many peoples lifes, my lifes consist on going from engineering college to home and from there to the gym, many superficial frenships but nobody Who i can really talk to now that she is gone , and i feel many peoples lives around here is more or less like this.

I'll be here tomorrow by this hour for reporting in.

I hope I can help people user. I also hope in helping others, I can help myself. I'll be doing my best to keep up on threads. Tonight I'll be working on tomorrows thread. With more information for you guys based on the polls. If you ever need to talk about anything, just post it in the thread. No need for too much information either. Just get that feeling out of your chest, sometimes that can help alot. I'll see you tomorrow user!

acsh.org/news/2018/03/01/antabuse-very-good-pill-stop-drinking-dont-cheat-12631
Keep in mind that this can be very dangerous for you. So can going cold turkey with alcohol. Ween yourself first, then possibly follow up with this drug if you feel you need it, and have consulted a healthcare professional. They will recommend something else of course. It's for profit. Just ask if the drug is safe for you, so you can get a yes or no response.

Alcoholic user here. Haven’t drank in over 4 years. You need to implement a system to deal with the boredom and anxiety that you use alcohol to cope with, otherwise you’ll keep returning to it. This is a huge part of why so many people fail to maintain sobriety, and where things like AA or religion can really help - they give you tools to recognize, process, and correct your personal flaws, so you’re not just bouncing between being sober and struggling with negative emotional states and drinking to cope with them.

I’d like to see some funding diverted from the war on drugs to provide better rehabilitation services for people with substance abuse issues. Decriminalization and/or moving a lot of illegal drugs to controlled substances.

Politically I’ve become much more libertarian/conservative since getting sober. Before I was a colossal lefty faggot who liked Bernie Sanders and was just interested in how the government could take care of me. One of the things I’ve learned from AA is you can’t help someone who’s not willing to help themselves, or take responsibility of their lives, lest you just wind up enabling them to continue being degenerate hedonists, in which case why should they ever change? The same is generally true for all people, and all I can see from Democrats is promises to enable people’s shitty decisions, lifestyles, and behaviors. Want to illegally enter and reside in a foreign country? We’ll have open borders! Don’t want to work? Universal basic income! Keep getting knocked up and can’t be bothered to get an abortion until you’re literally giving birth? We’ll keep your baby comfortable while you decide if you want us to kill it or not! Etc etc etc.

OP seems like kind of a fag, but I’ll also lurk thread to answe any questions from any anons about any of this shit.

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My role in these threads isn't to judge the people who enter. It's to fill a multi-role. It's okay to think I'm a fag user, I'm just glad you are here with your two cents. Lots of boards on Jow Forums have these issues, and these posters need outreach and help. Thank you so much for your information. Every post helps.

I have some naltrexone coming, also going to see a shrink on friday. I was successfully moderating while I was in therapy a couple years ago. After I stopped going it slowly crept back up on me, took about 2 years for it to become an issues again. Still never got close to where I was at my worst. I quit for almost 4 years once upon a time.
Find an online support system, I like drugs-forum.com, start a recovery journal.
If you are trying to mod get away from your drink you like to binge on. Mine is beer. I also can't do mixed drinks or even straight booze on ice. I just drink too fast. Wine or hard stuff neat I am way more likely to stop before I do any damage.

As to shifting money from war, to treatment. It's seems the only rational thing to do with that money. You aren't gonna stop a rapidly evolving enemy. You can help understand slowly evolving human biology, and build up civilizational temperance far quicker.
Thank you user for your input. I will be adding your website to the next general.

7 years next month.

Good job user. What were you doing? Do you have any tips to offer?

I've tried naltrexone and it gives me immense cold chills reminding me off heroin cold turkey, which triggered immedate craving to "self-medicate" this away. Didn't work for me but your situation might be different, given my history of opiates abuse.

After quitting heroin, to cope with boredom and anxiety, I then went on acquirring an alcohol habit which had me drinoing 3 bottles of wine a day at least. I quit that too and got on antabuse. Since then I've been ok, you still get the boredom/anxiety/craving but you know you can't drink even a sip without getting really sick. Best then is to seek a hobby. I took up book binding, and when financials are looking better I'll planning to take up archery. Already have a bow and there are several archery guilds in my area due to medieval tradition (every male had to be a trained archer to be able to defend the city)

Sorry, maybe I’m just being cynical, but a lot of times when I see someone collecting statistical data on board members, I suspect there’s something else behind it other than a concerned user.

Well they are a psychiatrist

I've been lucky enough to get over a prescription pill addiction and a meth addiction, been clean for about 3 years. I still struggle with a porn/masturbation addiction. What's sad is since getting sober I've moved back in with my wife and kids, but I would still masturbate in the shower watching porn and am kindof disgusted with myself when I take a step back and look at the situation. I feel like I've definitely gotten better but need to stop from slipping back into porn. Thank you for making this thread

My story with addiction and how i kicked it(weed);
>me 16
>start tokin' errday
>me, like 21-22 or some shit
>teach myself to go a single day without toking
>teach myself to go a single day without toking and without feeling like über shit
>not addicted to weed anymore
>26, smoke a couple of times a week, can totally abstain, have a relaxed non-addicted relationship with it
>tfw this experience became central in how i approach harder drugs(lsd, mdma, amphetamines, alcohol)
>tfw not struggling with any drugs except nicotine because i still have a longer road ahead

For me I had to just learn to be sober again and be kwl with it. Green tea, meditation, working out, those things help.

I think we need both a dynamic system to help people *and* we need propaganda which encourages sobriety, and the way you encourage sobriety is to idealize things you can only do comfortably when you're sober. Weed is attractive to young people because they are already playing videogames and browsing mindlessly. Drugs themselves aren't the problem but the lifestyle they enable and promote. Promote /fitness/, /out/, Jow Forums, /sci/, and stop promoting anime/videogames/youtube-creators

OP here
Posting on mobile.
Strawpoll or rehabd or drugforum may collect your data. I don't know. But they aren't there for us. I know "us" implies I'm with you. I'm on mobile to fuel my terrible nicotine addiction because my apartment does not allow us to smoke on our patio. I won't collect your data. Jow Forums might. The websites might. I am here for you though. I wish I could set up a website for you that doesn't do that. But the CIA collects data at the firmware level. The hardware is infected. I swear on my soul I personally I am here for you though. So please help yourself, this is my life-line in troubled waters to the people I care deeply for.

I’m addicted to procrastating and Jow Forums pls halp

Dont feel disgusted in a way that tears yourself down. Whenever you feel that feel only hear this thought. "I'm going to do better because I can" if you need further help seek it. Just don't tear yourself down unless it serves a purpose and has a plan.

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keep trying to change, do small steps so that you actually do it, realize when you're not following small steps you're not changing shit. trick is to make the steps so small so that you actually do it, then patiently baby-stepping towards becomming a non-procrastinating person.

And in Valhalla they all drank a shot in his honour, for he died in battle.

How the fuck do people get "addicted" to shit?
I mean, I've done everything I've ever come across, except heroin: weed, mushrooms, LSD, DMT, meth, glue, amyl, caffeine, MDMA, GHB, ketamine, oxys, vicodin, percocet, etc, etc.
I drink like a fish and smoke like a chimney when I feel like it and have enough free time.
For example, tonight I've put away a liter of Buffalo Trace and the better part of a 12 pack, yet the last time I drank anything was the weekend after Memorial day. Was too busy this summer to even go camping, let alone get shitfaced.

Type slow, like you're talking to a retarded 5 year old, because that's about my level of comprehension of the subject.
I just don't get it.

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If you have a phone, set an alarmand follow through on whatever it is. Even if you think it doesn't mean much. It will in a years time if you keep sticking to your schedule. Your brain adjusts slowly, be calm and walk with it towards brighter days. Post updates so we can help you plan.

Different biology has different responses. Go 2 weeks without anything and report in user. You might not have addictive traits, it may be neurological deception. I don't have enough data to respond.

Drinking leads to cocaine for me so I need to stop drinking. Can't even drink casually or I will find cocaine. Never used to be this way but here we are.

Cocaine steals a little part of the soul every time you take it

and gives it to the ego

I'm glad you have gotten over the drug addiction user. Nicotene honestly isn't too terrible, especially not in moderation. Do you use e-cigs or Juuls?
I'm right there with you, we need treatment and cultural follow through. Even if it's artificially induced. Waited to respond on my computer, because there was a lot to respond to. I would like to take the time to say, thank you. I know in text the extra words don't mean much by themselves. The time I spent typing meant a lot to me though. If you want to sit in thread, I welcome your help and advice. If not, have a wonderful day and night!

2 years ago i was injecting ketamine cocaine and heroin. Quit cold turkey for about a year. i had a minor relapse and did a few grams of both of them, but no injecting, this spring. Stopped that in june, along with stopping smoking weed.

Now i have been completely sober from alcohol and quit smoking as well for 6 weeks. Also started distance running, ran my first half marathon a couple of weeks ago.

I feel fucking great, i was such a weak willed slob. I always kept it in control enough not to lose my job and all of that, but i was a fucking mess.

Drugs are totally degenerate, and they make you weaker. i plan on staying sober for a long fucking time, at least until i have finished paying my accumulated credit card debt, which may take up to 2 years.

Maybe after that i could have a nice LSD trip or something sometimes, but life without drugs is so much better

Sure, whatever. It just feels like I get drunk then do cocaine and become sober and don't sleep. It's the dumbest most boring cycle and I should just stop both.

Kratom works well for opioid/alcohol recovery.

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Don't say that this is the worst state user. Fatalism often leads to deeper fatalism. Seek the day where our drinking is slowly less and less. Set an announcement on your phone! Or talk to a trusted friend. Or post in this thread every day your progress. I want to see you back here user with stories and everything. Thank you for your story.

You should probably go to a spa for a few days.

I tried that and it was good but now it just makes me throw up right away

sweat it out

get a lymph drainage

If you can afford cocaine, you can afford a spa

user, I am so glad to hear you are doing better. It's an inspiration to me, maybe others as well. If you do, do drugs again. Make a plan for any cravings you might. IE: plan a really busy week afterwards. It takes about 7 years for most of the braincells, with the exception of the pre-frontal cortex which isnt, to be replaced. So make a plan to stay busy after your next trip. Also, stay safe. You know how L.E.O's can be. Good luck user, and Godspeed if you will.

That sounds pleasant. I'll try to do that.

Get a lymph drainage

that will hasten the addiction recovery

Thank you for helping out in thread user. You are one cool dude.

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Thanks user. "I'm going to do better because I can" is a very good motto to have

Sweat out in sauna

then go for lymph drainage

the body will replace it's fluid

Kinda have to recognize the down sides of drinking [and if absolutely necessary, replace it with a different substance, Like weed maybe]
For me It was several factors
>The fact I can't fucking remember thing over the days I was drinking [often a several day gap in memory]
>Drunken rambling to friends like pic related. Seriously showed my powerlevel almost in full, too many times and i'm kinda trying to hide it again
>The Hangover. Obvious but the fact my liver goes into a coma,smell coming from my shit smells so bad I could throw up at any second and that it can take up to two days to fully recover
I don't know how much the other drinkers on pol drink but my case is fucked

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Iktf, bro. Thankfully i’m cutting out the cigs slowly using an inhaler.

The booze I can’t kick though. Been two years of drinking daily. I’m not gonna drink tonight.

>Go 2 weeks without anything and report in user
I'm an oldfuck. I've gone years at a time without doing anything.
Hell, I'm only drinking and smoking tonight for the first time in 3 months because the wife and kids are off at her parents and I don't have to work till next Monday.
I don't keep away from shit either. I've got a pound of shrooms, 3 cases of whiskey, 2 cartons of cigs, and a bottle of assorted pills at hand.
Was supposed to be camping right now, but friends had to bail because of their work.

I mean, I enjoy the fuck out of tripping or getting loaded, but that's just the pie after the meal.
I have a tough time understanding how so many people would rather have pie everyday without any meals.

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I'm not sure what that is. How do you do it?

>m.youtube.com/watch?v=1r-bWx3WZfQ

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Thanks for making this thread, OP. Heavily addicted to nasty combination of alcohol + ritalin, and threads like this are very helpful. Leaving for work soon so that's all I can contribute for now.

I did 12 Step meetings, group therapy (VA)...

I don't do 12 Steps now, if I ever really did. It's pretty cult-y. Just trying to live and survive and plan for the future, now. Plenty of resources online for recovery folks, though...

Leafbro. OP here. You are in a bad place right now. Forgetting days at a time is very dangerous. Please seek either professional help immediately, or immediately make a chart for cutting back based on how much you drink. If you need to post anything ITT, I will be here for you as often as I can.

It will cost around 50-100 dollars

You need to go to a specialist, many spas do it.

People suffering from cancer of the lymph get the treatment

So just search for a place near you

It focusses on the lymph nodes - for example they they begin at the collar bone - tap it, this opens the lymphathic system for drainage

Dude nobody starts out looking for an addiction. Everyone starts out saying the same crap you said now. The fact that you feel that you can handle it makes you overconfident. It takes time, but at some point you start to see you can't get without anymore. The overconfidence and denial of the shit you are in slowly melts away.

I still remember the first times I tried heroin. My thoughts were exactly like that: is it just this? It isn't stronger than a joint. How can anyone get addicted to this if you use your mind? Then you take it once in a while. then every weekend. By then you can be a year in it with the same confidence that you can handle it and it doesn't affect your life. Then maybe something bad happens, gf cheats on you, dad dies or whatever, and you start seeking confort in the drug, which smoothens every sharp edge out, which helps you feel warm and comfortable and cope with grief.

you can look up exercises on youtube for the face and neck

you will feel a drip at the back of your throat - this is the lymph clearing from the sinus

Im addicted to adderall user, please help me. I got rid of my script but anytime I cop the pills I always snort them and end up on a bender for 24-48 hours watching disgusting shit, my mental health is in a state of pure void.

I have quit weed but I fucking relapsed 3 days ago, I was sober for 4 fucking weeks I fucked up user I am stuck in a cycle.

I am so alone, I have one good friend left in my life but he is leaving the state soon for his career. I want to die.

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What if I smoke 3-5 bowls of 5nmeo-DMT every week and still function in this reality with a wife, a son, and a full time job managing a youth center? Does this make me an addict if I still function like the rest of the normies? I feel like I could put it down cold turkey, but I get so much mental clarity and freedom from anxiety when I smoke DMT. It kind of sets everything in perspective when I spend some time in another dimension and then come back to this one. Besides DMT only lasts for like 15 min tops and I can make it 100%pure at my home safe and easy.... Has anyone else been addicted to DMT ?

Ty you for the song frens!
I will always try to be here for you guys. Just post what you feel you need to, I will do my best. Always plan to do better on paper, then put that paper in a pocket right on top of your heart. Anything you do has to mean something to you, and I believe in you!
Please post them user. Every little bit helps. Many posters need all the input you can give!

Ya I end up doing the same on weekends. Get buzzed on beers, start to feel sleepy, want to keep the party going, call ‘my guy’.

Then it’s 7am, the booze is gone, and I’m pacing around the house, chain-smoking, being pissed off at myself for making the same retarded decision.

How to break that cycle? I dunno man. I’m working on it… lemme know if you figure it out.

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As someone who used to literally vape D.M.T contantly, as long as it isn't getting in the way of your personal life/finances/relationships you should be good.

D.M.T tolerance only lasts for an hour or so fren. It truly is a unique drug.

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11 days nofap like a boss

12 step recovery is the biggest sham in America. It is an absolute disgrace to the medical and judicial system. It is a pseudo-science based around a cult that statistically does not work. It is there to do more harm than good and it will break you down to a pissant bum who is better off drinking from a social viewpoint.

As a Ritalin addict, I had the same bender issues as you're describing.

So far, what's been working for me is to take excessive amounts of l-tyrosine (dopamine precursor, buy from pharmacy or vitamin store) and to use nicotine with vaping to smooth out the rough edges. Not a perfect solution but it takes around 90 days to become human again after a serious stim addiction (adderall/ritalin) so you really have to allow yourself to go through the hell of withdrawal

As I tried to show in my post, Im aware of the problem and already working on it. Too proud to seek professional help so I went for personal help in friends.
>Asked co-workers if they wanna do bad shit on weekends
>Got back into online games to distract me
>Went to all liqour stores in my area and told them i'm cutting back on booze, May buy beer but hard liquor is out [All the staff new me and that alone was another wake up call that I had a problem that I was well known to liquor store staff. Like cheers but in the worst way]
only wanted to come in and say to other drinking anons,drop the liquor jew, It gets much worse and i'm at least glad I haven't driven while drunk or hurt someone physically, like family

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sounds like you are a healthy person who didn't perhaps grow up weak. I find that people who get addicted usually self medicate and try to escape some problem(s) with the drugs.

I was a weak pussy with low self esteem, social anxiety and tendency for depresson. Drugs temporarily help the symptoms but escapism will prevent you from identifying the root cause and dealing with it.

I stopped my poly-substance addiction, and that was a fucking ordeal. I had to go through a lot of shit.
Had to take that brutal honest look in the mirror.

Had to learn some things. How to deal with life. How to not be a total wuss. How to actually sit on the drivers seat and be in control of my life, instead of basically being a sad, sometimes bitter bystander.

>diverted from the war on drugs to provide better rehabilitation services
Having been through the court system, they won't even send low level possession or dealing to the joint anymore, it's all rehab. THey have to lower the prison population because in my state, OH, it's getting ridiculous. Number 5 in the USA for prison population (last time i checked).

I'm an alcoholic as well. All my illegal behavior comes from being drunk. The cost of detox in the USA, and the availability of detox/rehab for people with alcohol abuse issue ridiculously low.

We have the resources available to manage people with addiction, but you have to get there through interaction with law enforcement.

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>I relapsed
DO NOT beat yourself up over that. Your friend is leaving town, and you were worried. Life is a torrent of scary and beautiful. There is no reason to beat yourself up over that. When we relapse, all we can do. Is plan to not relapse again!
I can't speak to the loneliness user. I know how circumstantial that can be. How long or short it can last. Post in these thread often, of your progress or regression. I will always try to be here for you. I know you can do it!

Yeah, I quit smoking red 100s and switched to juul (idc about all the fucking memes shit actually works) and its the only thing keeping me fucking grounded.

I have been unemployed for over a year, I live in my fucking parents basement, at least it is a mansion but my parents are actual narcissists and have neglected me my entire life, I have tried talking to my dad to help him with his business but he just makes empty promises and doesn't speak to me for days on end.

I just want to get a job and be sober.

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Based Scooter poster!

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I got my 3rd dui in April. Was sober on the braclet for 3 months. Shit was going good. Got off it 6 weeks ago. Life went back to shit. I really want to stop drinking. My life might be about to implode financially. Don't know if I'm going to make it.

No you don't. You want your daddy to love you. Fag.

Ultimately, if you don't get some kind of job you're going to be chipped away psychologically every day until you an hero. Don't let it get to that point.

Good. You're a fucking moronic person.

I work 9-6 Monday till Fridays and some Saturdays. I smoke weed every evening and I drink about 4-5 glasses of rum and coke a night. Some days I’ll go without eating. Have been going through such severe apathy I’m starting not to care about anything or anyone. What’s the point of even trying to quit when there is nothing to look forward to in life anyway apart from wageslaving in a doomed society that hates me? Sometimes I spend days thinking about killing myself, sometimes the fantasising feels nice. There is nothing left but hopelessness. Doctor says I have generalised anxiety disorder and borderline personality disorder. I tell him I have become disillusioned with the world around me. Popping sert that isn’t helping.

I know I’m late but tell me, what is the point in persisting when ultimately there is nothing to look forward to apart from an endless sleep?

Set an alarm for bedtime. Even if you can't quit the drinking, follow through on the bedtime.
>Inb4 I can't
Then you probably need professional help. Remember, many people have gone through what you have. They got jobs to help people like you and myself.

Put on a calendar above your bed, or a place that matters deeply to you. Your plan to cut back slowly. Take one step at a time. Like your nervousness walking into the doctors by yourself the first time or what you imagine the equivalent is. You followed through every step of the way even though you didn't like it. Hold the wheel user, and steer slowly in the direction you know deep down that you want.

Yeah I got into it two years ago and started making it in my kitchen (legally)using a mimosa hostilis extraction , and I feel like it's made my life better. I like to make crystals and then suspend them in flavored glycerol (usually strawberry or mint) for a good vape session, I've never heard of anyone else doing it that way, everyone else I know vapes it as a powder. But I find the taste is bad so I flavor mine... It's been fun but Maybe I'm gonna go a few weeks clean just to prove to myself I still can. Thanks fren

Thanks fren, honestly adderall is the worst drug I have ever tried because of the absolutely disgusting porn you will want to watch while on it, I have been watching interracial bullshit and cuck/sph shit and it makes me feel disgusting once the drug wears off.

Thankfully I only watch it like once a month compared to everyday over a year ago, I know it is a bullshit weird fucking fantasy but when you are geeked as hell its the really fucked up shit that gets you off.

I hate jews and I hate the porn industry for doing this to me.

L.S.D, M.D.M.A and D.M.T were probably the only two drugs that actually helped me in my life, all the other shit I have done( I have literally done every drug except heroin and meth and crack) will fuck you over eventually.

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I wish he didn't leave me when I was 5 user, I wish I had a father figure that would play catch with me and get me into sports. But here I am.