> Be me. 28 years old
> try every career under the sun, 35 jobs in total, in three different states, from shit jobs to startups, all under the guise of self-improvement and to learn about business.
> read every self-help book and have attempted to apply them, only a few have stuck.
> during this time, attempt about 10 different companies. all fail due to autism.
> only thing im good at is writing music, facebook ads, and sales funnels. thinking about doing a youtube channel
> hate the idea of running affiliate clickbank scams just for money, or starting a "social media consulting biz" like every fucking dude. cant stand having students and already failed at running a blog.
> now a security guard due to horrible family, ostracized by family and most friends due to focus on trying to make it.
> just want to make it, don't even know what that is or who i am anymore.
> just want to give up, but i dont
i know...just need to suck it up. but i feel stuck, confused as to what i want, and just lost. i have fucked up and feel alone. im just sad and it finally hit me that all of my hard work and learning has been for nothing. i failed
