2017 got denied promotion at my job twice

>2017 got denied promotion at my job twice
>Fiance broke up with me
>Everyday I woke up I wanted to die
>6 month long haze where days blended together
>Discovered crypto in July and made it my primary focus
>Transformed my portfolio from $50k to over $800k
>Felt alive again and put my notice in at my work. Always told myself not to give up despite what happened that year and I finally prevailed
>Mfw market crash happens, weeks and months go by
>Start drinking heavily again, start looking for new job
>mfw nobody will hire me, alone all day drinking myself into a stupor 7 days a week
>Log onto social media for the first time in a long time and see my ex fiance at PAX East with a guy that I know
>The harsh reality sets in, Im 27, lost my job, became an alcoholic, lost my woman, and tasted the good life only to have the rug pulled out under me just as fast

Im going to kill myself biz. I can't take anymore of this nightmare.

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Save yourself OP

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any pics of ur ex gf?

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M8 if you still have any of that 800k you can still turn it around . if not feel free to send some scraps to a poorfag ;_;

explain where the reasoning comes from to quit your job over crypto? I keep hearing about this meme but how tf does it make any sense?

Don't do it user. seek help, it will get better.

>explain where the reasoning comes from to quit your job over crypto?
yeah i don't get it either why have a job to begin with

Why the fuck would you quit your job before cashing out?

Why dont you stop being a fucking alcoholic. All the most pathetic people i know cannot stop drinking

I too saw my 2000% gains on my coins adn thought I was king of the world, stopped giving a fuck about my job and very nearly called out. then the market crashed

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We're all in the same boat. I had over 320K ATH and now have 50K. It is very depressing.
I also quit my job too like a moron like you. Lol lesson learned if it's not in your bank it's not real. Find a new job, wait for bulls to return and let it go about your ex. If you don't please them emotionally and physically then they find someone else that will its that simple. You stopped doing that. you can't ever stop.

Im in a similar situation work wise except I made nearly nowhere that much money. An order of magnitude less but since I live frugally its fine.

Your mamallian brain is telling you that something is wrong - you have no mate and no job. If you cashed out at least half of that, just take it easy for a year. Read books, play games, listen to music, travel to Barcelona, Roma, Berlin, St. Petersburg, camp out in the australian desert for a few nights. Your brain was conditioned for you to be a slave your whole life, you need to undo the conditioning. As for the woman - she will coem if you look for one.

>any pics of ur ex gf?
this, don't leave us hanging

Do it pussy you even got a red ID you'll never have gainz again

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Just looked up what PAX East is

You will not be missed

>only 27
>already got rich once, clearly have the smarts and know how to make real money
>built real skills and understanding of complex emerging markets
>not tied down to a woman who will take your money and leave you unhappy
Sounds like you're in a bad spot right now OP but in my eyes you're winning. Only problem is the alcoholism, you should probably stop drinking.

yes i did not cash out either user. looking at myself a few months ago compared to now its a night and day difference in terms of self worth.

i havent told anyone any of this and i cant go to a therapist.

It’s gonna come back, like every year.
Simply comes down to what coins or tokesn you hold.

HAHA what a pathetic loser you are

listen asshole just do it and dont whine about it we dont really care

What did you learn user?

Grow a pair of balls OP. Lost 212 K. But its all good, cause we was kangs'n shit , and we can be kangs again. Burn that Midnight oil and stop whining about it. You can make it by 29 and have a fiance twice as hot.

Seriously though. Pics or stop bitching.

All comes down to mindset.
>go from $4k to $240k in 2017
>quit job
>market crashes
>have $100k currently
>not even worried
Stop drinking and get your mind sorted, the issue isn't your finances.

This Guy gets you OP

You have, just like me, a golden ticket to lamboland in 2020. Stay calm. Breathe.

Trust us, when you need a friend. To find us, you have to look within.

Trust us.

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I'll never understand how so many people thought it was a good idea to quit their jobs just because they had a good month or two "trading". same shit happened in the dotcom bubble. how short sighted can you be? the good news OP is you're only 27 so you can recover from shit like this. make up a story about why you quit your job (traveling, volunteering, taking care of a sick parent, etc) dont tell them youre one of those deluded faggots that thought he became a pro trader overnight because le bubble. then once you get a job put the rest of your money in LINK and delete blockfolio and come back in 2020.

Nut up homie the next bullrun is gonna start soon.

As long as you have another 50k stack, alt szn will treat you well

Well my job was shit, I was making $16k a year. If I need to go back to wagecucking I can but I think I'm still better off trading.

Your story sounds too familar... except thankfully i didn't quit... hopefully this shit rebounds in a few years.

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If are are going to kill yourself, can you send me some ethereum? No use holding cryptos if you are dead.

drinkin = positive. reason you are drinking is you feel better

lost woman = positive. you just dodged a huge bullet and saved 50% of your money

crypto losses = positive. not losses until you sell on red

no job = positive. people regret having a job

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Go see a therapist, I have one and it's helped a lot to get my life and priorities straight. My therapist theorized because we lack some clear direction or excitement in our lives, it's easy to get sucked in to the excitement of a market where we're making vast amounts of money quickly, the feeling is similar to gambling. It doesn't feel good to lose a gamble, and we've been doing nothing but losing gambles for months now.

Take a step away from crypto and see a therapist, don't kill yourself.

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>Not going into forex trading or options on the real market
Kill yourself larping faggot

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>My therapist theorized because we lack some clear direction or excitement in our lives,

that is only a case for some individuals not all. more like people who have gambling addict personalities

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takes 2 years to get over love. start by making more friends, begin a hobby where you suck at it and need others to grow.

kite surfing saved me in more ways than I'd like to admit.

Hah, ive been through worse

>there are no weeds approach

Not gonna work

how much did u cashout

Not for me at least,
3rd year engineering, apathy comes in waves and when it sets in it's 3-5 weeks of struggling to get out of bed and force feeding myself.
When I do feel normal I study well and work on my startup. Kinda got used to the cycles by now, but still sucks

What could be worse? No offense OP

market only crashed by 66%...you should still have like 260k atleast...

You know what you have to do. Donate your coins to random anons on biz and kill your fiance's new boyfriend.

you had a good run
its time to move on

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>We're all in the same boat

no, we really are not lmao

Be me

>graduate college at the crash of market no job
>get divorced after graduate (married young and have a son) mistake
>family mocks me
>people who i thought were friends mock me...best friend abandons me...refuses to help
>can only visit son during day since i have no house
>depressed anxiety
>sleeping on grandmas floor in her shack next to railroad
>entire place shakes when train passes
>end up working at walmart for 4 years
>other jobs slammed door in my face or didnt want me
>give up on life
>say fuck it and just start working out
>continue working out
>keep working out
>getting muscles
>get some slither of confidence
>work two jobs walmart and the mall
>land a decent job at a startup tech company because they see i work two jobs and have very good work ethic
>friends recommend tinder
>meet a girl there...she also has good work ethic
>hit it off
>get married
>work hard together
>buy a house
>make combined 200k now
>have a dog and new son
>things went good
>family now on verge of losing their housing...refuse to help cuz vengeance is sweet
>friends want to hang out and always want get together...tell them sure then cancel at last minute always
>lol

Suck it up buttercup

Millennials are such pussies

You'll be alright user. The future market will be much larger than the ATH we just saw. Unplug for a while and work on getting your shit together until the bears go back in hibernation.

I drink everyday with 4 day breaks every few months or so and I'm quite successful.

so do you just marry and knock up every bitch you meet with no second thought? glad you're doing better but chances are you're going to divorce again and lose everything and next time you'll be paying 2x child support. have fun with that.

It can help to have a spiritual mindset, user. Read up on the story of Job. It's a part of the human condition to lose everything. Keep faith in whatever you believe in and happiness will return to you.

You sound like a good bloke user, we need more people like you on this board rather than the whiny "I'm gonna kms" faggots like OP

If I had 800k I'd be set for the rest of my life and I would have cashed out and retired. OP is a nigger that flew too close to the sun.