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hola

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CHI
Not really getting anything done, other than that things are alright. The date of the exam feels more and more like a day of execution where I just resign to neetdom. I'm in worse shape mentally by the year and if I can't pull things off this year I surely can't next year, the pressure I feel from multiple directions (parents, me since I do wan't things to go forward) isn't really helping either. Still life will go on either way, I could really do with catching a break though, getting a bit sick of just getting shafted by life everytime I try.

should really try some things out. have you thought about getting a tutor?

I can't really see a tutor helping me. It's not like I don't understand what i'm reading, I do. Most things are pretty straightforward. I just can't concentrate too long and that's most likely a mental wellbeing thing since it hasn't always been like this.

how long is the test?

3-4 hours

no breaks?

No

sounds really tiresome

That's not too bad, it'll pass fairly quickly. I just need to have my head working again by then, I hope i'll pass. It's not like i'd be even that exited to study, I just think it's the best way for me to go forward, i'd be doing something and I wouldn't need to work. I naturally do find the subject interesting, there would be no point to it otherwise.

you should really try studying somewhere outside of your house it might help

I might try that

the only real place i can think of is the library or a park

suffering

Indeed

i need to find new ways to pass time

Pick up a new show or something

i'll have to look around and find some. what are you up to?

Browsing around

know any good websites besides the obvious

This is a link site, a lot of the links (usually most of them tbqh) are dead but I essentially always find a working link here.
dwatchseries.to/