I went to a psychiatric hospital when I was 16

why did you got locked up ? I went to that shit cause I had obsessive-compulsive disorder

social anxiety due to bullying

I shouldve admitted to one decades ago at this point. Be glad this happened to you. Maybe the alternative is spiraling out of control

Got depressed, isolated myself and then got psychotic/paranoid. Got hospitalized overnight and given some meds. But the joke here is that it just made things way worse, you see the meds gave me voices which made my paranoia way way worse. It's better now though but the irony is I still use meds related too those I got the first night to suppress my voices and other stuff.

I just wanted to say this can happen to anyone! Be wary of paranoia! It can ruin your life.

leave this website, fucking psycho

I did too but I don't dumb frogpost about it on Jow Forums

It is funny three psycho gooks ( france, Italy, British) flag, always chimping out on Japan threads admit themselves, they are normal crazy gook here. LMAO

Plus Canada

>France, Italy, Britbong
>gook
what

Hospitalized after attempting suicide at 16
Hospitalized after attempting suicide at 17
But into mental ward for a week after attempting suicide at 19

My parents were extremely abusive but my depression was ended after a live changing trip on shrooms.
My dad is in prison for molesting my sister but I'm heavily considering charging him with abusing me so his sentence is extended and he never gets out.

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He's insane don't worry

feels good that despite my shitty life, i'm normie compared to a good portion of this board.

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Do you think the one behind flag is only white?
You are an average American. haha

What makes you think they're Korean?

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same here, I’ve been institutionalized four times

Holy shit

this is me
social anxiety was first diagnosis though

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Man..

hows your daily life?

I was 12. I had a nervous breakdown after my grandmother who had been raising me died, then I had gotten attacked by these Italian kids who broke my ribs, then hearing her sons who never had shit to do with her, tell me it was all my fault she died at the graveside.

and 11 days with my biological mom. I tried to kill myself and she sent me in, where they wanted to electroshock me and load me up on every drug known to man. i was in there a week before they finally checked my ribs which made them freak out since they did nothing besides scream at me in intake about being a junkie. at that point in my life I had never done drugs.

I met some strange motherfuckers in there.

I already posted about it and made screencap, here you go
more or less, now it's better

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I almost got sent to one when I was 14. Home life was hell. School had petty relationship troubles and frequent bullying.
I emotionally shut down from December to May.
I didn't feel anything. Just numb. When I wasn't feel numb, I was angry.
I didn't self harm or threaten suicide. I always thought the former was for the weak and my problems weren't THAT bad to consider suicide.

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god damn, must be quite something living in permanent /x/-mode.

my meds work now fine so it's ok, I get some stuff like a voice or mild paranoia only sometimes

t. Zainich (Korean who lives in Japan)

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What happened chilebro

Which meds did they give you?

i am now monitoring this thread
any funny stories?

no only sad

ok tell one of the sad ones

when i was like 12 my friend from school was hospitalized
my buddies and i went to visit him
no adults just us
somehow we found his window so he looked out and and didn't know what to say
so i said hey what's up it is spring weather is getting nice and everyone is playing outside .

t. (that was not in america)

Don't humour this degenerate Finn, lads.

>degenerate Finn
that's cold
I'm only asking for stories because it's relevant to interest

I can tell you about my delusions and /or hallucinations

alright, I'm interested. tell me

Delusions mostly:
Voices kept telling me that if I kill some random person I will become God, I was wandering streets of my town at night with a knife, I still have it
For one year I was sure that there is a demon following me
I thought I have magical powers and need stuff for rituals so I got a skull and some bones from a crypt, I kept it for many years, buried it recently
I wanted to kys but I was thinking about my mother and brother and I got delusion that I need to kill them first so I can become unchained and free myself from this world
I started believing in God (religious delusions) and I was sure I need to convert to Judaism because dunno now, I went few times to Synagogues and attempted Hebrew classes

Voices: woman screaming in my ear in Russian, voice telling me that there is a monster in my house, kill them voices, kys voices, can you hear me? voices, they are looking at you voices and many more

Just curious have you ever tried any creative stuff like writing or art/music? Don't know how true it is that it comes more naturally but in my experience with schizophrenics it's true, they create some of the wildest and most interesting shit I've ever seen and gives them something to do in life other than just sitting around collecting neetbux

Yeah
I'm writing and painting/drawing

do you drive?

nope, I will never drive

that sounds like a case of schizophrenia.
>For one year I was sure that there is a demon following me
might not be too far off. the feeling of shame manifests itself as a demon on your back
>I started believing in God (religious delusions) and I was sure I need to convert to Judaism because dunno now, I went few times to Synagogues and attempted Hebrew classes
ok that sounds schizophrenic again
have you ever attended therapy? do you have medication?

>have you ever attended therapy?
Yes, I quit but now I want to try again
>do you have medication?
yes, strong ones, 3 different antipsychotics
how are you?

catch up dr smartguy

Because you can't do or because you don't want to? anyway i think with all those driving adversities you have, letting you drive it would be suicide

I both cannot and don't really feel like driving, I could have an episode

>Yes, I quit but now I want to try again
alright. I hope you get a good therapist.
>yes, strong ones, 3 different antipsychotics
which ones?

Olanzapine, Depakine and Abilify
and thanks

I've avoided being sent to one so far. I know people who've been to them though. They said that the doctors actually care about the patients and people are treated humanely and with dignity, which surprised me. I've heard of other places where they severely isolate or mistreat the patients and don't listen to their complaints about the medication they're on.

it's probably just me but Ketipinor (ketiapine) worked wonders for both my sleeping problems and my psychological problems back in the day when I had those problems. It's an antipsychotic as well and often prescribed for to help with withdrawal syndromes
Abilify shouldn't be prescribed as a primary medication at all.

>Abilify shouldn't be prescribed as a primary medication at all.
I agree, I got it because it helps me with feeling like a zombie after depakine/olanzapinum
what kind of troubles you had?

14/15 for me
Had to attend their special school for the duration and do kindergarten stuff like 1+1 for a year. The humiliating experience ruined my life and I wouldn't mind seeing the old ladies in psychiatry get trialed and executed for the damage they've done to countless youths.

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What did they do to humiliate you and the other kids?

I did a lot of meth when I was a teenager

meth is an american thing.

methamphetamine? not unusual in Finland. the high lasts about twice as long as regular amphetamine but it's similar

yea I see how can this fuck someone up, I tried some drugs too
I'm glad you are better

>he's just shy, he'll change when he grows up
>now 23 years old me
>go to psyquiatrist
>diagnosed with autism

fuck my parents

15: few weeks for self-harm and suicide plans.
24: a month after canceled suicide attempt.
28: three months at "regular" hospitals with brain damage after another attempt. I still feel lucky for being able to live on my own, eat normal food with a knife and fork etc... I can't imagine what hell it must be to be stuck in a wheelchair, with personal assistance or something.

I recommend you to be aware of the consequences of failing a suicide. What situations you put the people around you in etc. There are things impossible to get prepared for, things you didnt think about, conversations that could change a lot. What if I did die and this is a parallell universe or something, I thought I saw and communicated with, an "alien" waking up in the emergency ward. I have been looking into esoteric stuff since and I have got a bit put off of the idea of suicide. Like I don't know what kind of hell could await me if I tried again...

Take care, be your own friend/mother/father and remember it can only help talking to someone (even a priest!) before doing something unregretable!

Do it

Honest question, how bad is a mental hospital? Im afraid I might end up having a stay one day.

As old as OP is, can he still press charges?

Depends on which one and what you're there for. If committed voluntarily you can leave relatively easily. If committed involuntarily you have to wait a few days at least IIRC. How decent they are probably varies a lot.

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People who abuse or mistreat kids or adolescents are the worst kind of scum.

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so this proofs you are a psychopath because they can talk themselves out of these situations