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i'm 23, i never had a job.
i've spent the last 5 years of my life studyig something that i didn't like.
now i have started to study a new career that i like, but i am afraid it's too fucking late. i messed up.

My GF cheated on me, and without telling her I know about it, I decided to the same with an Erasmus girl 2 days after knowing. It solved nothing. I had an argument with my now Ex the next day when I told her I did it. Now my heart's broke, and I've got a Dutch girl who's really into me.
Fuck am I an asshole. As a coping method, I've been shitposting on Jow Forums calling our Southerners Moors and manlets, but that only gets you so far.

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the pain is killing me, but i can't tell my parents i have nicotine withdrawal they'll kill me

>Fuck am I an asshole

Nope.
Fight fire with gasoline.
She cheated on you, good on you for cheating on her.

I spent a lot of time to get a job but now I dont know how to speak to girls and want to have the gf.

I'm being an asshole to the Dutch girl though, only fucked her to prove a point and she's really sweet.

I have no friends and I just want to die

But are you in love with her? Or was it purely out of spite?

I am your friend

Could it be the other way around? That you didn't find your "carrot on a stick" and this is what leads you to be depressed?

I started studying again at 24 (not even the career itself yet) after some years of non-study hiatus (I had already started a career I dropped after a year a few years ago). Plus I've been gradually losing friendships. Sometimes I think of finding a job and perhaps starting a new life in, idk, Spain.

Everything is actually okay

St. Louis style ribs an hour out, actual friends who love me (even if it's only 2 - I don't need more), have had sex in the last year.

im ephebo, life is suffering ...

I had already started studying*

What are you going to do in Japan?

Don't even think about it, man. You can get friends, life can't be gotten back.

i don't apply for any job that spare me enough time to study.

I am in love my now ex, yes.

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We won't have hot water for two weeks meaning that i'll have boil water with kettle for ~1.5hrs every morning.

Just shut up and get with the dutch girl

Your ex is da'tsang

Same, I hope China nukes this continent

I am not allowed to enroll in university.
I don't have any trade school experience because i lack the precursor education.
I don't have contacts to find a job that way.
It's all just fucked beyond salvation

da'tsang?

This very attractive acquaintance keeps flirting with me. I could probably fuck her if I put in the tiniest bit of effort. Instead I push her away because I fear intimacy and companionship

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>I am not allowed to enroll in university.
You cheated?

good career or good family?
one is nothing without other and vice versa
adulthood sucks

i fapped to gay porn again ...

I'm white

Anyone notice an upsurge in shitposting ever since Ramadan started?

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I didn't even know ramadan started, seems that my country is recovering...

i'm in love with a woman who is more than ten years older than me and at the same time with a girl who is ten years younger than me. i'm sitting here drinking vodka and making life choice.

i saged your thread btw

Can an Ameribro tell me where to move? I'm fucking done with this fucking desert hell. I wanna move to a town in a mountain. Go fishing, walk and breath some fresh air, go hunting, etc.

Bozemen, with the rest of your fellow faggots from california

No, i just have too bad grades, so i'm not even allowed to apply

I enjoy denying stuff to myself because I enjoy the pain it causes because I feel like I deserve it.

Join the church. This sort of mindset is rather pious if you direct it towards the glory of the Lord.

I have never had a gf. I have no real life friends or online friends. I have never had a job. I am a highschool dropout. I will be turning 20 in 5 days. Pls save me.

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I don't have faith.

>glory of the Lord.
What's that?

Literally my social life depends on a group of 8 friends from high school, for some reason they're all chads and i'm a 21yo virgin

Afraid from girls

I'm in love since 3 years with a girl who don't give a shit about me

Bad grades in uni

Never had a job because we have a high level of life, and I'm tired of living with daddy money... But i'm too scared of search a job, the interviews, my empty CV and my stupid shyness would sabotage me.

the little whole in the confession booth where young children point their anuses in acceptance of the lords kind givings

I'll be a 23 year old khhv soon. I just wanted a qt bf since hs and instead I've been sad and alone since.

can you imagine the next pope being a masochistic 4channer

I live in west Texas

Sounds fun.

r u a grill

The happiest I've been over the last month was when people were being nice to me on Jow Forums.
I even got a Swede to ask me out.

I'm almost 26 and I've been a neet for more than a year now, because I'm so afraid of failure that I've stopped to apply for vacancies.

Should I be pope?

nope

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hey I remember you
did it work out?
graduate and get a masters in theology and then become a priest
I believe in you

>going back to studying
I'd rather just become a cleaner for a monastery.

>did it work out?
Getting surgery 14 days from today, will update with details.

I mailed the Swede.

I would be nice with you, here I made a flower for you :3

same here, mate
made some bad choices
there is only one thing left for me to do

I will be joining the FFL soon
fuck unis, boring desk jobs and all that shit

*again i cant do nothing well*

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How the fuck can you be a khhv while being a fag?

I'm a hetero khhv and even I could have easily gotten laid if i were gay. Walking through the gay part of the town, you get hit on all the time as soon as you're a male, no matter how repugnant you are.

Very stupid reason. I have scar tissue on my penor and I'm too self conscious of it.

Thanks user.

Studied that shit a few years ago, not jelly at all. Good luck.

Anatomy? Are you a medical student too?

I have a crush on German actress Antje Traue. It depresses me knowing I will never date her or even meet her. She's so beautiful it hurts. Brunettes with blue eyes are my kryptonite. It wouldn't work out anyway, I'm 22 and she's 37. Perhaps in another life I will meet her.

youtube.com/watch?v=JV1AEkO3YVM

youtube.com/watch?v=B5c27BPKxhk

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Yes. What are you studying? Nerves?
That's probably the part I hated most, I aced everything else but I couldn't remember that shit.

I don't want to be gay. I want a gf

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Thw french foreign legion is just a death cult without any progression.
I'm joining my own countrys military

Not bad. She would make a fine dominatrix.

Yeah, this is my first year, im quite scared, I have anatomy, histology & embriology, mental health, family medicine and bioethics.

Too bad we aren't friends :(

It's going to be fine.
Histology is a pain because it is boring as fuck, but it is rather easy. Embrio is fun.
Mental health, family medicine and bioethics are easy.

Anatomy.... it's a load of shit to remember, but it is alright. Just use images a lot. Look for 3D anatomy learning visualisers online, that make things like remembering the veins and nerves a lot easier.

It's going to be fine user, hugs.

Why do I do this so much

Thanks bro, hugs for you too.

FFL for me is the only way to start anew
Different country, different culture, different language, different identity and finally - a purpose

I’m tired of being a wagecuck. I come home tired as fuck every day and my job isn’t even that physically or even intellectually demanding.

I’m just not cut out for the 9 to 5.

I want to be a NEET and play vanilla WoW private servers, but I couldn’t even go on welfare cause I’m an Argentinian CHI and not even a full citizen yet. Also I’d never go on welfare out of pride.

But I’m just so worn out from having to wake up every weekday at 7 am and commuting to work for 45 mins. It’s killing me.

I even bought a new car recently which has made the commute relatively enjoyable but that isn’t enoufh to motivate me.

I’m tired. All I want to do is rank to Grand Marshal on the new fresh.

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>born as burgerstani
>will always be an uncultured bumpkin who wasn't raised properly and has no family roots or true home country, place I was born sucks so much it's embarrassing to tell people
>want to live in another country
>everyone else has shit wages or absurd cost of living
>not business-level fluent in any other language, anglosphere all sucks ass
>best option at this point is get into an area of my field that has frequent travel as part of the job so I can homebase here and go on assignments all over the world
>probably need another cert before I can get that job because resume is subpar
>gonna have to add 90 daily minutes of study for that cert on top of my 90 minute daily language study while working a fulltime job
>the test is famous for being absurdly difficult and has a high fail rate
>also costs a fortune to take
Why is america such a cultureless wasteland? God I hate my ancestors for coming here. Best I can become is a well traveled american uncultured bumpkin swine.

So you exchanged a cheating slut for a tall blonde gf who's really into you and you're depressed? Get over it man, the new girl might be a fortune in misfortune.

study and work.

>wake up at 5 AM
>don't take any breaks so I can get home that much earlier
>come home and study for an hour or two
>on strict diet so I can't even eat good food
>don't have a car, use bike, risk life in traffic every day. If it's rainy or I'm sick/injured I need to take the bus, which takes an hour because transit system is garbage.
>have literally waited 50 minutes after work just for the bus to show up
>it takes 15-20 minutes to bike it
>job is staring at a computer all day so my eyes fucking hurt by 6 hours in
>pay is okay but not anything to write home about
Wagecucking blows ass.

too real

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I sometimes feel the same way about Ireland but culture is a pretty intangible thing and in most countries i visit that are considered “cultures” i still see your average white trash. Definitely not as much as here but it just goes to show

>FFL
cuck

There are gay parts of town in Canada?

you serve with black people from the former french empire trying to get citizenship in some war torn african shilthole

I guess I just wish I was born somewhere cool. Here it's just suburbs and nothingness, bunch of chain stores, no soul, everything looks the same everywhere. There are cool places in America but not where I was born. Wish I was born in some cool old city in Italy or such. My childhood was a big empty nothing and I don't consider the place I was born as a "hometown" because there's nothing there that's any different from anywhere else.

>t. Corporate rat
have fun spending the best years of your life behind a desk

Yeah I get you. I live in a stereotypical irish village that everyone on Jow Forums would call comfy but the reality is its terribly boring and has hindered my social life completely. Its the reason I have no friends
there is an old norman castle ruin outside it which is kind of cool though

>there is an old norman castle ruin outside it which is kind of cool though
That's cool man. I had some old factory ruins... Small towns always have that boring problem. But like, someone from a cool city like Beijing or London, or Athens, Milan, Geneva. That would be awesome to grow up in.

Only Toronto and Montreal I think

better than dealing with 50k homicides a year.

I want too live in North Europe, I have papers but not a degree, feelsbadman

Well shit, that's the thing I've been doing past ten years. I'm getting afraid that this mindset has already become a permanent part of myself.