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morning

Hows ya day been buddy?
Morning, just laying in bed.

made dinner for when the bf got home. took some tests.

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Morning senpai 's
Had a dream about having a qt Jow Forums gf. Was such a comfy dream.

What is the percentage of girls in this general

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just chch i think

heh girl

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Are you gay then

noooo

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By bf do you mean boyfriend of best friend

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yeah

gay

mhmm

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I want a boyfriend but 30% of them have HIV or aids

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maybe you and welly can be an item then

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I live in auckland but i'm trying to get to florida is the gay scene good

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>florida
why

The gay scene is horrendous everywhere desu

Florida is warm

Thats nice of ya.
Is he home now or on the way?
And how did ya tests go?
You're always trying to set Welly up with someone.

you can make a killing in the clubs

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how

yeah... but it's still florida
come to northwest arkansas desu

he's been home for a few hours and we've mostly just been talking to each other since

>how did ya tests go
they went well, i made 100 on one and 96 on the other

>trying to set Welly up with someone
i can't help it, he's hecking adorable

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what's wrong with florida? i'm heading north

>what's wrong with florida?
everything. meth mostly

>meth
kek, that's a deterrent? i live in meth capital mate

have fun then qt

by showing up with a sig sauer
feel bad for joking about that desu
>they went well, i made 100 on one and 96 on the other
well done you nerd

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Kek omar mateen was pretty based tbqh famalam

>by showing up with a sig sauer
t. Omar "busting a cap in the queens" Mateen

>you nerd
a CUTE nerd!

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Only got to enjoy being #1 for a little over a year

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Fuck me I can't sleep

everything sucks

kill me

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Sounds comfy.
>i made 100 on one and 96 on the other
Fucking well done buddy, good stuff.
>he's hecking adorable
That is true.

have to go to the school tomorrow desu

>well done buddy
thanks qt

Seem's like everyone is having a nice start to the day. What's everyone's plans?

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get the rest of my stuff ready for the move. see when my sister wants to come up here and help us with stuff

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Oh your moving buddy. Getting your own place? Hope the move goes well.

i already have my own place but i'm moving out into the middle of nowhere

>Middle of nowhere
Sounds comfy.

Life sucks

i hope so desu

Why so Nor-bro?

Let's be frens

Wow I've wrecked my sleeping pattern

you should fix that chalmers

I was diagnosed with autism in my late teenage years. I'm high-functioning, but sometimes I think maybe that's an oxymoron. I feel like I have been born with a mental handicap, it's as if I lack something, which everyone else has; something so very fundamental that it's just assumed that you can do it.

No man in a wheelchair gets weird looks because he can't stand up for singing the national anthem, but I receive social repercussions for every stupid thing I do or say. What is different from me, and the man in the wheelchair? We are both fundamentally damaged, just in different ways. I have a social impairment, he has an mobility impairment.

But you know, that's not really something I can do much about. My impairment is not visible externally, it's in my brain. It's not something I blame other people for.

The paralyzed man may never walk; but he can still have meaningful relationships to those around him. He can have friends and banter around, and maybe even get a girlfriend (although I'm assuming that would be hard for him too). I feel like I lack these opportunities. It's as if I'm prohibited from entering into the fundamental relationships that help us move forward in life, with self development and interpersonal trust and experiencing love and so on.

It irks me, why does my impairment have to be one which affects the most fundamental part of being human. Why must my impairment reduce my ability to experience interpersonal relationships the way they're supposed to be? Why can't I just lack an arm, or a leg?

There is something wrong with me.
I feel like it stops me from experiencing the most fundamental and important parts of the human experience.
I experience negative reactions from those around me for this.
There are no accommodations that are being made, or even can be made for my impairment.
There is no such thing as a social crutch or wheelchair.
There is no cure.

It just feels hopeless sometimes, you know?

fren

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It's chch
I woke up at 7
Talked to my fav cutie
Took my meds
Fell asleep until now

>It's chch
rip

are you feeling any better qt

Not really no
But I just booked my Drs appointment for tomorrow And I have my therapist today
But I slept in so I'm missing class

i have a dr's appointment tomorrow as well

I kinda feel you user. I'm not autistic but come pretty close to it. I can understand the feeling of mental impairment, I feel like I suffer from the same thing.

I guess I've finally gotten to the point in my life. Where I say hey I've got a problem that isn't going to be fixed so what's the best thing to do? The best thing to do is just be you and try your best in everything you do in life. Aim for a goal no matter how big or small.

If you want the more "degenerate" way to deal with it just drug yourself up. I'd recommend the first one I said above though. From my own experience drug's are never the answer but they may help.

Possibly look in to nootropics. I plan to get some to help me.

You always got a friend here to talk too. :)

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I don't know. It's just temporary feelings of inadequacy. I'm guessing it will pass, but it's been happening more often lately. Usually when I go to bed. It's literally keeping me up at night. It feels horrible.

Then I forget all about this, but maybe that's a bad thing? Maybe I should be aware of this, all the time? Maybe it's true? Maybe I'm just not good enough? Maybe this life, actually is not worth it at all?

I'm not going to kill myself, at least not anytime soon, but hey, I'm not willing to live a life beneath any form of human dignity.

Also, no nootropic will help you function better socially. It's not anxiety, it's just a fundamental lack of social skills. Nootropics is a meme, study drugs is where it's at.

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Christ anime is so fucking gay god damn

I'm gonna try sleeping again. Good night, hopefully.

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>wake up
>still alive
Day ruined.

AHHHHHHH I got the quads.

>feelings of inadequacy.
Don't feel inadequate friend. We are all given a different deck of cards when we are born and it's up to us as how we play those cards.

>it's just a fundamental lack of social skills.
I have those as well friend. It makes you a bit lonelier but hey their are other people out there that feel just like you. So maybe you might find someone that doesn't care about your aliment.

I've found thankfully a good group of people, who don't care (at least they don't say it), How awkward, anxious etc. I am.

Nootropic's aren't a meme but they aren't supposed to be Amphetamine 2.0.

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Night, I hope you have a nice sleep.

I wish we could be in the same timezone. I like you guys.

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real thread

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desu thats quite sad you care that much about this

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he's probably filtered you too

It's a bit silly ye, but not worth worrying about

>silly
it's autistic

I want one of my friends to come over and brush my hair, but one my flatmates tends to get pissy if I have friends over, even if we stay confined to my room.

really like playing with hair

why do they get pissy?

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I interpret it as
They have to change behaviours when other people are around + they don't like sharing space ( This is why I try confine my friends to my room whenever possible) + they can't interact with me, and they can get possessive people-wise

that's just silly

It is, but it's what I live with
If I was in a more mentally robust mood i'd just tell them I'm having someone over, but brain isn't in a mode to deal with conflict.

>but brain isn't in a mode to deal with conflict.
iktf cutie

love you friend

westy needs to stop being silly

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BABY BABY, we're rockin' and rollin' outta control on this cool summer's night, have mercy

Did ya get the seal thingy for you ride fixed?

I got the seal sittin' right here in front of me, man, gonna go in the garage tomorrow morning and see if I can check the level of the gear oil in it. Gonna try to top it off so I can at least drive it up a short ways to the shop so I don't have to pay to get it hauled, you understand.

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Yeah yeah, I get what you are grooving

looks real nice zvejnieks

That ain't it, man, just a generic image I post sometimes to set the mood for my post(s)

I knew you could dig it, baby

o alri

It looks a lot like this, just not so beat

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yeah, i remember you posting her now

what was wrong with it? I think i missed when you said

Got a leak where the driveshaft meets the differential, thinking gear oil, man. Don't wanna drive it until I can identify the issue and hopefully add more gear oil so that I can drive it to the shop and they can fix the leak.

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let's hope it won't set you back too much bud

Ah baby, don't really care about the money, man, but thank you. Cruising is the most important thing.

>Cruising is the most important thing.
i can definitely understand that man

I just want to capture that good time feeling, man, ain't nothing quite like it... some ice cream on a warm summer's evening

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that sounds great right about now but it's way too humid here

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What's your temp and humidity percentage, man?