What are you guys doing when you feel like ending it
I dont want to talk with any of my friends and the girl i fell in love with just found a boyfriend; i would never kms over childish shit like that alone; but it adds up
Im so alone, my parents hate me, i fucked up my investment and even though i broke even after half a year now by working at mcdonalds and buying x50 at 6k on bitmex
I am going to start studying IT next year (20) ; still a virgin ; networth 10k
Also today i got 0 points on a test where i was ill; because i only went to the doctor the day after; even though i wasnt at school for another day after that > sorry for the blogpost If you want i can stream my suicide or like roll dubs and i cut myself; i really just want someones attention
>What are you guys doing when you feel like ending it
working and investing more in crypto, unironically i get sad thoughts often, but ive worked my portfolio up to 50k so im just banking on that doing something major to my life
its probably not the best solution, but its what i do that and smoke weed
William Anderson
good call, but op, if weed makes your anxiety worse as it does for some people, look into full-spectrum cbd oil instead that stuff really helps with depression, anxiety, negative thought processes.
Levi Morales
Name 5 things you are grateful for
Ian Nelson
Grew up in a village in germany; i had a nice childho- no let me stop right there i always got bullied. But im grateful that i get to live here even though my parents hate me. I dont even know why.
Im grateful for Jow Forums? Memes helped me over the past few years.
I really cant think of anything else really, exept basic stuff like food and not being a pajeet
David Stewart
Youer not alone homie. There's no need to off yourself. you will see success if you just keep trying. Most people have suicidal thoughts at some point. I do all the time but I've learned to hodl
Tyler White
Im thankful for the orgasms, sunsets, weed, crypto, and music. You can think of more than that!
Daniel Green
killing yourself at 20 is like selling eth at 1.59
Ian Roberts
I'm 33. When I was 20 I wanted to kill myself, but now I don't. Just wait it out. Your brain isn't even done developing for a few years
Oliver Lopez
I like running outside with music. Call me autistic but training (Jow Forums) with dragon ball musix is one of the few things keeping me going
Sorry for making you guys my therapist; i tried to go to one, but they are all overfilled
Ryder Rivera
this
Brayden Phillips
If you are a complete NEET do 20 pushups the next time you get a suicidal thought. You'll be too weak to do yourself any harm.
And all of us here at biz love you dont forget that.
Elijah Smith
Friends are the best therapist, you got a whole bunch here famalam. I listen to some berserk soundtracks and some weeb shit when I run. Feels fucking amazing
Your life will be different soon enough. Have patience. You are young and all worked up, bud.
Kayden Sanders
Holy shit you're only 20 and start one of the best paying educations at university level next year. Stop whining and get your shit together, aka stop gambling with shitcoins and bitmex. Buy, put it on a ledger, go on and start your studies and then fucking forget about crypto.
Oh and about the girl you fell in love with: It's clearly apparent that you're a monstrous beta cuck, so she wouldn't have fucked you if you had a billion dollars. Grow up. If you don't know how, watch some Jordan Peterson videos or read his book.
Aaron Roberts
good man. all the best dont want to sound like a complete hippy but meditation is a life saver. Not that 17 chakras bullshit. Zen meditation.. Samurai Mind
i think of how much of a pussy that r9k kid was, do you want to be like him?
Lucas Sullivan
eat some shrooms dog def no meds from the doctor
Brody Brown
Forgot one thing; of course don't completely forget about your crypto that you will stash away at the beginning of your university years - remember it once you read in the news that [coin of your choice] just broke 20k USD. It's how I did it and it worked just bloody fine. The most important thing when investing is time. Impatience leads to stupid shit like gambling, day/margin trading and TA "analysis" (aka idiots trying to make sense of their gambling)
just stop, OP. either do it or fucking don't. you post here in a subconscious attempt to gain sympathy from anons. you probably have more money than me. you have the ability to eat decent food you have the ability to drink clean water you have the ability to use the internet you live in the greatest time period to ever be a human billions have had to go through worse shit than you can even imagine throughout history and you want me to feel sorry for you cus you're feeling down about how you don't get everything you want? grow up and get your shit together. or don't. it's your decision.
Logan Roberts
yeah i am pretty beta and trying to change it. I have a chad body but in my teens i got bullied for being overweight and spent all day playing wow.
Slowly improving.
..
until the depressions hit again
--- "subconcious" i wrote in the op "i just want attention from someone"
> clean water shoo shoo pajeet
you are right, there were and are people that had to go trough worse, it doesnt change my feelings though.
