No matter how hard life gets, just remember, you can stop the pain whenever you want

real strength is to see through your pain, analyze it and throw it right back in the face of those who make you feel it.

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A city like Phoenix has nothing like this. 1000 years of awesome buildings, culture, a people with humor and girls who like yoga more than they like frequenting the local McDrive.

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Did you read Lolita?

What does that have to do with suicide? I could never live in Prague btw, too many people.

no, it wasn't in the prison library, but I promise I'll read that soon, are you the one who recommended it to me last time?

Stop playing dumb now. You know that I know.

Are you implying that i'm depressed? I'm pretty happy with my situation.

you need to be really brave to go against your most basical instinct

No, I haven't read it personally but Russian literature tends to be God-tier.

Everybody regrets it after jumping. Shooting would be the same way but it's so instant that you can't retaliate.

I don't care what you think. I just felt a need to rub it in a bit for you.

>those who make you feel it
it is often yourself who causes the pain

I'm killing myself in August after my birthday

Nigger i live in the country. I couldn't give a fuck about your city. I ride dirt bikes and shoot shit for fun

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I'm so fucking terrified of death. Every single day I think about it.
How can someone suicide ? How ? It's mind fuckingly insane.

It's just football, bro.
Your local team will begin next season in august.

i don't think i deserve to not live this pain.

No it isn't. It is the stupidity of the mommy fund employees. They are incredibly crappy at guessing what their little starkids want or think.

That is kind of my point. There would be literally nothing in a fucking desert of interest for me.

>Emotional """"""""pain""""""""""
Fucking soy boys

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>implying anyone could apply for that without degrees or network or money
Where do I apply? I have to say I'm interested.

No don't do it. Quit job and just go out and travel or whatever.

gf succeeded on first attempt.
she's alway been proud and strong willed.

You replied to me first, i don't understand why you would bring your city up, or care to rub it in.

>riding around with no destination, so one day happiness will be found
>shooting at random things to drown the internal scream

It is what happens when pain becomes more than people can deal with. When the pain becomes bigger than your fear of death.

It is god tier.
Nabokov is a genius with words akin to Umberto Eco.

I have no idea because i quit that road a loong time ago.

I'm happy every time i ride, it's one of the reasons why I can tolerate life

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pride is the problem. if you are too proud that can be your downfall.

check out this documentary
youtube.com/watch?v=Xgagkn74dNk

Live very close to there
Been there a lot over the years 23 years man and boy

Nah, i already spent the money on the gun and everything

>How ? It's mind fuckingly insane.
Often, either doctors prescribe you drugs, or one day you realize your last friends are drugheads who offer you drugs, and you become addicted to prescription or street drugs.

One day you try to stop the drugs, to ween off.
But if your will is too strong, you refuse to stop softly, you stop cold turkey.

It does things to the brain you wouldn't imagine.

All the worst thought you ever had in your brain, they come back for several days where you can't sleep just one hour.
Absolute Dante's inferno. (and my only experience is quitting sleeping pills, imagine stronger stuff)

That's what happened to the gf, probably. She was forced to take antipsychotics after she'd been violent once. The day she wasn't forced anymore she stopped cold turkey.

The worst thing is that nothing in your brain tells you "it's just because I'm on withdrawal". Your brain tells you : you are the worst piece of shit. You only cause problems to everyone. You're an entitled little bitch. You get dizzy with pain, it's like your phone is one 0% battery and there's no charger to find anywhere.

maybe, but also, drugs

Crappy bait. Sweden has really strict gun control laws so it is very rare method of suicide.

There where? It reminds me of the norman cliffs of Étretat.

did your family disown you?
what are you doing with your life now?

Beachy Head, by Eastbourne in Sussex
Very beautiful but has become infested with tourists in recent years

thx, I'm previewing the documentary posted above
Makes sense it would look like the other side of the Manche Sea.

this image is beautiful

When I'm not feeling debilitating sadness, I just feel numb.

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It's actually simply seeing the glass half full or the glass half empty.
When you're on withdrawal, you see the glass as half empty. I'm sure it really helps to be sure you're taking the right decision.

are you on drugs?

of course you do! and lots of even better things!

i just hate myself, my family is kinda proud of me

no

Are you english?
Seems to me this thread is /little brit/

Ah, well iktf.
I don't know how to fix it, but helping others is a good start.
Did you get help and stop acting on your urges?

no, why?

8:16 youtu.be/Xgagkn74dNk?t=496 t=496
"absolutely beautiful girl, sports car, beautifully dressed"

I was under the impression you all knew each other.

OP used to spam cp and got jailed for it.

fuck really?

Étretat which has the same cliffs is also known for people jumping.

fuck, they say at 10:10 that there are sometimes "survivors" (i.e. disfigured people handicapped for life hurting like bitches with open fractures and the brain leaking out)

so no it's not guaranteed! whatever the height or locationdon't do it!

where do I find the film Rampage 2011 ?

>recommended by Bill Burr

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what if being dead hurts a lot constantly

then we are pretty fucked anyway because no one escapes death and there is an eternity after it.

have you seen the one about the japanese forest?

>eternity
how do you know that? What if after being dead for 5 years you go to a different dimension as a form of conscious energy. Youve never been dead, you dont know

i'm no coward

call to Samaritans,
>I'm sorry to let you down, but life is too black to go on [hung up and jumped]
(~40:00)

That is called history. That's why it matters.

yeah nice try danne. but you failed that one too.

(I mean the souls of dead people, they are all still here, at least those who didn't leave in peace)
that's why we care for the past, and mourn, and celebrate. And remember. Dead people still need us.

57:00 Wife of a survivor (her fiance wanted to jump when she cancelled marriage) went to the cliff to imagine what happened when he was saved by police.

>I knew it was there, in front of the lighthouse.
>so I sat and thought about what went through his head
>I thought, I cried. And it was scary because people were looking at me funny. But none of them came to ask me if I was alright. And I could have been the next person.

I was like that too.
Then I hit a point where I've realized that I've pretty much seen everything life has to offer already and nothing would excite me anymore. Just grind from then on, interspersed with hard-worked for moments of "meh".
Now I don't really care whether I wake up or not tomorrow. I guess some people just go past that point and actively seek to end it.

I just finished watching.
p nice.
Doesn't finish too good for two of the survivors, the one who lost his bride, and the one who went to the cliff right after being released from prison, and 6 months later, well he's back in prison. (he seemed to love it though, the library, education, structure and everything)

>interspersed with hard-worked for moments of "meh"
hmm

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