> 27 silver spoon boomer
> Out of uni 4 yrs ago and haven't done shit since other than work
> Good stable dev job but absolutely boring and unfulfilling. Pretty much check-in, sit 8 hours at my desk refreshing Jow Forums and checkout.
> Consider myself below average programmer yet still outperform the normies and boomers I work with.
> Pretty much spent my life playing video games but can't enjoy them anymore. Always feel like I should be doing something else more constructive
> Lately boring ass chores like vacuuming have lately been feeling more rewarding than gaming.
> Been depressed but last year started exercising twice a week which fixed bad cases of anxiety but now barely feel anything
> Definitely not going to a shrink or taking meds after seeing what it did to a friend
> Got another bad case of FOMO forming up right now.. feels like I should be doing something like traveling but don't understand that meme.. how can people feel completely free for 1-2weeks and then comeback wageslaving it's nothing ?
> The very few friends I have all became whipped by their GFs. Can't do shit or nerd out with em anymore without feeling like a third wheel or having to
include their roasties in everything.
> Realise it's only gonna get worse as they start having kids so figure I gotta meet new friends but wouldn't know where to start other than bottom
of the barrel shit like cooking classes
> Don't see anything exciting for myself in the future and as ridiculous as it might seen there are not really any hobby I'd like to pick up
Sorry bout the blog post but need some advices from the boomers who made it.. should I just kms already?
Feel free to completely shit on me.
Since this is business and finance, also been bagholding BTC after FOMOing in late december so still down 60% on my "investment".
Unironically only got in crypto because checking moon memes and charts on GDAX had been the most exciting shit happening to me in years.
