1. Your country

1. Your country
2. Are you diagnosed schizophrenic/schizoid/schizotypal
US
Yes, shit sucks. I don't think I can make it in college with this shit. Probably spend 18 hours a day browsing Jow Forums with no motivation for anything else. No job, I get 500 a month from the gubmint. Trying to get my ass back up but it's almost impossible. Don't really feel like interacting socially. Not like an autist but it just doesn't excite me like some people. Weird feeling.

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I have bipolar 2 disorder. I don't get manic and am probably depressed 80% of the time -- it's my default state. Bipolar 2 is less severe (it doesn't have the same "ups" so it's not as in-your-face) and in your face than bipolar 1 but it's also more depression heavy.

I know it's not schizophrenia, but lots of studies show that people with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and schizophrenia share the same cognitive deficits and psychosocial issues. For example they're practically the same in terms of gray matter loss in the brain, although Lithium can supposedly prevent this for some bipolars.

I go to a top 25 university in the US and I used to be a top student before the onset of my disorder -- I now feel like a genetic defect. I have major attention/concentration issues and I can't do anything math-related for shit. And I can't connect with people most of the times. I get a strong sense of derealization in public. I've made it through two years of college as bipolar and I'm entering my senior year. I'm somewhat proud of making it this far with my disorder but a lot of this is thanks to substance abuse so I feel like I'm cheating. Sorry if I've used your post as my own blog but maybe it'll help having someone to relate to. Plus misery loves company.

haha, loser

ADD, and I consider myself lucky.

Bipolar 1 is more dangerous overall. Mania is more likely to get you locked up in prison than depression.

that's cause you are

Sounds a lot like me, although I was diagnosed with Asperger's. In the discharge summary it was described that the diagnose might transition to schizoid, however I don't know much about it.

School shoot and then kill yourself

Indeed

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Sucks desu. My mom is bipolar and I have a 25% of inheriting it aswell, but at least for her it was very easy to medicate. I think the only one that truly fucks you up is rapid-cycling bpd

Yeah, I only get hypomania. During those brief periods I'm much more functional and can carry myself like a normal person, at least towards normies. Now if I drink or abuse substances it's a whole other story. Either way, I tend to make friends during hypomania that I immediately lose or cut myself off from when depressed.

>diagnosed with Asperger's
>the diagnose might transition to schizoid
This post alone proves "high-functioning" autism isn't real. Severe autism is more like a pre-natal defect or immune system response.

>all these zoomers believing jewish brain conspiracies

very confident that OP is circumcised

I have to share the 4chin with at these nutjobs, anyway you are more normal than the jap posters.

What a load of bullshit, you don't even know me.

How old are you? Chances are you'd know if you had it or not by now, it manifests itself by late teens/early 20s for almost everyone. So you're probably fine. Either way, I wouldn't wish this shit on my worst enemy.

I am, but I know I got my disorder from my mom's side. She's more schizo than me.
I didn't say you were a sperg, all I said is that I think high-functioning autism isn't real. It's probably not even a "disorder" but has a simple genetic or environmental explanation.

22. Yeah I think I'm over it but idk, she got her first manic episode at 24. Do you medicate? My mom takes Lithium, antidepresseants and beta blockers, seems to be working really well for her. She hasn't been to the psych ward in like 10 years but before that she went twice in a single year and the only one she would listen to was me. Her manic episodes were fucking insane lmao. The more I've read about it it seemed like both a blessing and a curse

schlomo pls shill your kike pharmaceutical propaganda lies somewhere else.

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>all I said is that I think high-functioning autism isn't real
Well I was diagnosed with Asperger's and I still function pretty good. My mom suffers from schizophrenia, like she doesn't even want to charge her phone because she's afraid that she'll be monitored.

Paranoia and bipolar
Also tendency to self harm and ruin relationships.
Can't live off disability bux because they're like 500$/month and only if you don't work

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>like she doesn't even want to charge her phone because she's afraid that she'll be monitored
Well, she would be correct if she thought that happened all the time.

I how autism and my doctor thinks I have schizophrenia but it is most likely just autism

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It's both. Time to buy a shotgun and pull the trigger on your head.

This video just described most of my symptoms. Shieeet.

Sounds like a bunch of teenagers sharing their own philosophy, really bluepilled.

My retarded jewish psychiatrist thinks I have schizophrenia because I'm an anti social neet. She tried to get my own parents to force me to take her jewish meds that would probably have made me infertile or something.

ITT eurocucks complaining about their mental """""illness""""".

ITT third worlders are aggressive towards first worlds due to jealousy

My psychiatrist is also Jewish what a coincidence
>shotgun
You realise I live in Australia?

I wish your mom gets mentally ill and than stoned by the sharia you disgusting brown manlet

You're not telling me it's impossible to get a shotgun there? What's the gun laws like where you can't even get a damn SHOTGUN?

Where was I aggressive? I just stated a fact.
Posting things like this is a sign of a mental illness. Hurry and go take pills

Hating brown manlet double digit iq third worlders is the most rational thing you can do

You wrote "Eurocucks" and put multiple quotation marks around the word "illness". That seems like a slightly startled comment.

Nice, I can already see the effects of the pills.
Just to emphasize my point. There may be someone who has such illness that he doesn't get it unless I do it like that, who knows. Well, he can take pills for that, but, yeah.

Diagnosized Schizo here

Smoked a lot of weed during my teens which probably started the whole thing
had depressive tendencies since I was 18
fucked up at school, went into hibernation NEET mode for 3 years
went into psychosis for four months where I got visual and acoustic hallucinations while sober then completely lost touch with reality and basically thought I was the son of god
then went vegan and started lifting like a spartian motherfucker, took ice baths in 1°C water every night, people couldn't figure me out at some point
but they knew I was absolutely mental.
Now i'm under treatment so it calmed down a bit, i'm less passionate about things and less nonchalant about others.

I still have a hard time formulating my thoughts, I feel like this shit is debilitating, I was a smart kid at some point.

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do you work?

Yep, it's been three years that I do.

You likely caused all that by smoking weed, hope you know that, theres a reason you shouldnt smoke weed before 23, hope you felt cool atleast lol

You know something isn't all right up there when you start gravitating around drugs at age 13

well, my schizoid disorder wasn´t much of a problem before, but it´s starting to become a bigger problem as i´ve failed or dropped every class at university this year but one because of that and i´m starting to idealize the hermitic life more than i should