Are you hang in there Jow Forums?

I'm alive but not a happy person.

Yeah, you know - I .... uh...
I keep it together, you know...

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yes, but still counting the days of life down

18552 to go

I don't see a happy end to this story

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I been watching this korean reality show about celebrities who get married for a few months

its really cute im so fucking lonely, hold me int

Shine on you Crazy Diamond ;,)

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My life was fated to be a pathetic pile of shit the moment I was conceived
I really feel like killing a lot of people right now

>I really feel like killing a lot of people right now
Please don't, life is shitty enough without more mass murders

I'm hung in my pants

My gun would probably jam and I'd slur the battlecry as my pants dropped right in front of the crowd anyway

Cease with this self-deprecation, only you have the capacity to better yourself.

Today is the first day of the rest of your life, now make me proud kiddo

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I am trying sempai.

I am subhuman

Mah boi

What makes you say that? You are alive, are you not? You are the culmination of 1 in roughly 370 million different possibilities

Countless human beings could've have resulted from your parents' embrace, but you were the result, you have been given a gift, the gift of life

I have lots of bodily abnormalities that I'm very self conscious of and keep me incel. I don't know what to do. I just wanna die.

FUCKING AUSTRALIANS WITH THEIR BEEEEE YOURSELF MOTIVATIONAL SHIT

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Must have been one rotten load

I prefer British-Australian, as I am torn between two countries

As for my advice, you can either choose to accept it, or at least think about it

based, wanna fuck

I have no goals. Just drifting through life y'know? Waiting to die.

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Ever since learning how bad circumcision is, I have hit my lowest point in life. I can't get erections any more because I immediately think of how I was mutilated. Every time I'm forced to look at myself to piss I resent myself a little more. I know the truth now and will never be happy again because of it.

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You have beaten the odds and you are alive, perhaps not everything went as well as you'd hoped, but you are here, and you are now

>Countless human beings could've have resulted from your parents' embrace
How comforting
>Be unwanted
>Parents blame me for ruining their lives

>trying to learn Japanese
>barely motivated, can generally add 20 new words a day and review but not study grammar
>homosexual urges I'm failing to suppress
>hated by almost everyone I interact with
>self loathing becoming stronger again
>can't sleep at night without pills
I wish assisted suicide were legal in my country

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Being alive is the problem

If you are "barely motivated" towards learning japanese, perhaps you should analyse WHY you want to learn it

>Be American
>FUCKIN Freedom
>Cant even kys legally

To read untranslated manga. Perhaps it was a poor choice of words. I want to do it but for me doing anything requires an enormous amount of effort.

Learning another language is a monumentous task, especially beyond childhood

Motivation is key, If you lack that then you shan't learn

>have 5 dating accounts
>zero matches
I just someone to talk, specially female

I'm only but feel like the final years. Spent the last 10 years inside my room. Doctors tried to fix me but it's worst and worst.

>used to be depressed 'im worthless' shitter since childhood cus weird upbringing cus parents messed up
>finally moved out of moms house to live with my dad
>dad is cool, he lets me live my life without caring what i do as long as i hurt anyone. stepmom is kind of cold and frustrating but also just lets me be
>started realizing depression and this 'hating myself' attitude was just chemicals in my brain
>decided to look up ways to get my brain fixed
>started working out
>started learning music as a hobby
>started teaching myself a few languages
>asked for less hours at work and more time for myself
>hope for the future
>no longer feel depressed neet hopeless shitter

if you knew me irl (which you dont cus no friends lol) youd think this is a pretty miraculous recovery. if i can do it, you can too you shitter

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Had some major setbacks. I'm gradually accepting that I'll be alone forever, so the rest of my life consists of navigating from one form of escapism to the next. This will ultimately end in suicide after I've felt that I've had enough, my body begins to deteriorate from old age, or the cancer comes back.

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Really dunno what to do with my life. Gonna try the army and if that doesnt work out then its probably GG for me