Are you mentally ill?

Sames.

I'm even more compassionate if you're a cute girl

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No.

No I'm just a bad person

sounds like mental illness

No
t.10 years hikki-NEET

Not really. As it drags on, it becomes harder and harder to find things you enjoy. There are only so many good films, chinese cartoons, video games, etc., after all. Matters can be made worse if your computer starts to fuck up like mine has and you have no money to replace it because no job (video games are now out of the question for me).

As you get older, you also start to become more and more anxious about your future and how you're ever going to explain this shit to an employer. When I've brought this up online before, people have basically responded with "just lie bro", but lying is a social skill, and as you might imagine, mine are non-existent after 7 years of living like this (not that I really had any to begin with).

Yes, I have depression and anxiety attacks (Not self diagnosed)

pretty bad autism here buddy

Of course.

don't look that way to me
I mean, i'm compassionate, but I'm still not above dabbing on a nigga, ya feel?

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well... fuck.

>As you get older, you also start to become more and more anxious about your future and how you're ever going to explain this shit to an employer
and lies to pass off time on the span of years would be hard to back up. Over that period someone would expect progress of some kind but instead having a great big hole of nothing seems impossible to justify to a potential employer.

you guys do realize threads are archived for other purposes than just recreation right?

t. schizo

it's literally a known fact the jap sells everything and anything

Well, to tell the truth, there are ups and downs really, at least in my experience. I've had low points where I was really depressed and would basically just lie in bed all day and sleep for 12 hours at a time, wondering what was even the point of being alive, but I've managed to overcome those and move back to a more neutral emotional level.

The process of learning a second language (which I started about a year ago) has really helped a lot with my emotional balance/mental well-being, I guess because it gives you a sense of accomplishment and provides a much-needed outlet for your mental energy.

Probably

No I just piss in bottles and don't go outside

What kind of bottles? I find milk jugs to be more comfortable.

most surely yes, but I never looked for a diagnose and treatment, although I know I should do it

Yes I have pretty severe case of OCD and probably some other anxiety disorder.

>I guess because it gives you a sense of accomplishment and provides a much-needed outlet for your mental energy.

This desu, but that's also the reason why I'm a hikki-NEET to begin with. I never really succeeded in any substantial way in the real world and I am downright awful at anything related to social interactions with people I do not know, hence it was easier for me to ignore all of the societal pressures and play vidya which pretty much has been the only thing I've been able to derive any sense of accomplishment from in my life. I guess I'll have to face my overarching fear of failure eventually, but who knows when.

I think so. Everybody talks about shit like getting a job and a gf happening to them but nothing normal in life comes naturally to me, which is shit because you're are an absolutely huge disadvantage if you aren't one of the people who inherently know how to do both.

Schizoaffective bipolar type I. I dont care though, I hate other bipolar people since most of them are attention whores. I at leeast suffer in silence.

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I used to piss in bottles.
The small supermarket where I turned the bottles in to get my deposit back didn't have a vending machine so I had to literally give the workers there the pee bottles and though I emptied them beforehand they probably still stank of piss

I think so but I'm afraid to seek help because I don't want to lose my firearms. I love shooting and hunting too much. I think that losing that would make everything worse.

The anti-China spammer bot is definitely.

mental illness is a jewish scam

No it's not. I hear voices and experience extreme changes of emotion and habit. i'm really mentally ill

Maybe most people aren't though

Yes, it is.

>no feelings
>no friends at uni too because i can't talk with them normally
>sometimes have mental breakdowns

should i look treatment?

>I guess I'll have to face my overarching fear of failure eventually, but who knows when.
This is something that's on my mind a lot lately. The only thing I can see putting an end to this lifestyle is if the support I depend is suddenly taken away, but if that happens then I'm probably going to wind up on the street. It's weird how I understand (and can't stop thinking about) the gravity and insecurity of the situation I'm in yet still can't bring myself to do anything about it. I really am a complete failure of a human being.

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>this thread
Thank god I'm going back to college after being hikki for the past 3 years... (from age 19 to, now, 22)

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College is purgatory. At least for me it was. I hated it. That's why I dropped out and decided to start my apprenticeship in an electricians union.

yes, diagnosed

yep
have legitimately no idea how to fix myseld

yes

dunno
but probably stable, yet my thoughts are chaotic as shit. Maximum what i think i have is psychopatia

yes

5 psych ward stays and 7 medications later they've got me stable enough to hold down a job. Not really worth it desu, I can survive but I'm still eaten by chronic feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness as I watch other people do things effortlessly that are an ordeal for me to accomplish.

That's the reason I'm better not conceived. If I wasn't conceived, who would exist instead of me?
t. member of both (((worst cult group))) and (((worst ethnic group)))

Depends on how you view lolicon.

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since i started browsing this board, i think i am. otherwise why am i still here. this place is full of mental people.

kek