20 years old

>20 years old
>KHV
>no improvement in sight

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Same dude. But I don't actually care.

i'm 22 virgin and i don't even think about women

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So young... So innocent

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Just get drunk with other people bro

Trust me it works

I know it all seems too late now but wait until you’re 30 and realize you could‘ve turned your life around 10 years ago but did nothing

Only KV here but 25 in a week and it doesn't get much better

I have $60 left in my bank account and then I'm killing myself.

What you gonna spend those 60$ on my man

pidars

Same but 22

Food for the next week or so

Why don't you KHVs just kiss and have sex with each other?

Why not spend it on one of those greyhound bus tickets and see how far it‘ll take you though

I mean if you‘s gonna die anyway might as well have an adventure right

why? Is your sitation so hopeless?

Chemicals in brain aren't mixed favorably.

you want somebody to talk to? Don't kill yourself man

I want somebody to pull the trigger for me ideally.

so what's the actual problem?

You would probably be killed by someone in the street eventually if you‘d follow my advice

I told you the problem, at a very fundamental level the chemicals in my brain are stacked against the will to continue living. I simply desire to exit this world of my own accord and there's nothing I can do to change how I feel.

have you always felt this way? How old are you?

23 here bud

I'm 23 now, but I've had plenty of time to reflect so I can pinpoint the exact moment I began to consider suicide logically was when I was 18 laying in bed. That night it was like flipping the switch to turn the lights on. "Oh suicide is a thing" and since then it has dominated every aspect of my decision making in life completely. I didn't have any special circumstance like being poor or not having a girlfriend it just simply happened.

did you do therapy or is that not an option?

You're more than welcome to pay for a neurosurgeon to implant a science-fiction device that can control the stimuli of my brain, but short of that I'm positive you aren't going to find a remedy.

>23 but also no degree, no job, no house

2bh im in the "hitler mode"
yall know what "hitler mode" is
hitler was basically the same as all of us but also homeless
we all just gotta wait for some massive fucking euro war, enlist, do the most dangerous job, earn corporal and iron cross equivalent, and then go to the fucking prison

follow these steps and you will become the stronkest and most powerful man on the planet so its all good

Jūs pediņi visu sapisāt!!!

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lol I already lost hope