>Realize I can't even go to Brazil because the people are genetically Portugese >Can spot a Portugese with my naked eye even though I'm not white >Puerto Ricans are too black, and ones with my DNA are too rare and the society is heavily atomized like USA
I think I've been handed the Elliot Rodger of existence. I just need to get used to living alone. There's really no way out for me.
The best thing for me in the future is suicide because of my genetics and age. I'm already 22 years old. My testosterone is too high for new bonding. I'd sooner cleave someones head open than make a true friend. There's no where in the world I can go to.
Does anyone else know this feel? I'm going to die alone even if I get a wife.
From 1540 to 1654 the dutch companies owned the sugar business in the Northeast. The portuguese crown only supplied the colony with slaves and received the money from the lease
Asher Williams
But most of those Spaniards didn't race-mix, and the Eastern Europeans don't even look like me, and the Northeastern Brazilians don't share in my genetics even if they're Dutch because they're too black and Indian.
Robert Ward
*15%
Ayden Adams
> 15% SSA > 12% Native You wouldn't look out of place aywhere in brazil, colombia, venezuela, southeast usa or the caribbean. Stop overthinking this shit bro
Jonathan Brooks
I wouldn't look out of place, but my IQ is 116-126. I can see genetic differences like a motherfucker. My brain isn't built to care about other races as I am a man on top of this, so I can't feel sexually attracted to something that doesn't look like me in real life. My visuospatial IQ is off the scale. (99.88th percentile)
If I were stupid, I could just get a white girlfriend right now and not care, but I'm the opposite of that. My nervous system works too well for something like that. I can't feel sexual attraction to girls that are 15% genetically different from me.
Charles Thompson
Unless you got to live in a fucking rural village in the middle of nowhere that IQ is extremely normal, like the percentile is what? top 20% of the population? Imagine thinking thats rare in any urban city
Hunter Smith
It's 90th percentile in-between the two, but it has fucked my life up.
Most people have people that look like them beside them. I don't.
My IQ has ruined my life
Caleb Jackson
I mean, Jeffrey Dahmer had an IQ of 145, and his parents, while white, chose a partner that was genetically congruous with themselves
To you, but your brain doesn't differentiate between the two populations because neither group is your own, so they blur together. I've met Argentines IRL, and they look nothing like me.
Hunter Bennett
You look Mexican
Gavin Hughes
you are crazy, I've been in argentina several times and I've seen thousands of argentineans, and you look like the most stereotypical middle class argentinean ever.
kek looks like my cousin but with slightly thicker lips
Adrian Bailey
You need to see the face in motion
It's obvious it's not the same The nasal bridge is too wide
The lips are too thick
The eyes too wide
The eyebrows and noses too Semitic and Amerindian
The skin the wrong color and material, different underlying chemicals. The nostrils are, on average, slimmer in accord with the greater structure of the nose itself.
But probably the most striking is the bone structure. It's radically different. There are bumps and angles to my nose and orbits that you can't see from a frontal perspective.
The cheeks are sunken in, etc. It's just not the same at all
Jonathan Johnson
it was over before it began also fuck your blog asshole
Oliver Gutierrez
Oh you poor thing, I bet it was your mom who burned the coal to shit out a cursed bastard, You should seriously consider doing something fucking horrible to her.
You can easily fit in 80-90% of latino countries. Hell, you could easily pass a local in North-Western India
Stop LARPing
Kevin Green
I think locals would be able to tell that someone looks strange
I've noticed this too many times in life for it to not repeat itself. Most wouldn't know at a glance, but about 1 in 4 would see and know I am not their genetic kin with certainty