after hitting £750 from an ath of £22k I've come to terms with the fact that I am in fact a degenerate I'm on the verge of livestreaming my suicide but I've got 600k HOT and 175 0xBTC left this is my last chance to get out of this pit should I just hold and see what happens in a few months or do I just get it over with and overdose on fentanyl?
every day I keep thinking about how I could have cashed out half, payed off my debts, travelled for a while and still have enough to live on without being a neet leech my severe retardation hurts a lot what do? how do I stop the feelings of regret and let go of the past?
>pasta of my own thread nerd I just need someone to tell me those magic words because I still can't sleep at night
Ayden Hill
All in LINK
Adam Jenkins
how old are you
Sebastian Cruz
just turned 20, why?
Dylan Sanders
I'm thinking of doing the same thing, but with good ol herion. ATH of $9k from putting $3k in, and since then I have managed to put another $4k in and am somehow down to $3.5k currently. This was my last chance to have something resembling a comfortable life, I'm 33 now, been wage slaving since 16 with nothing to show for it besides a semi-useless B.S. in Manufacturing Technology and a body that is starting to fall apart. I haven't even been on a proper vacation since I was 19, I was always either too broke, or couldn't take time off from work, or usually both. I don't own a house, my 2004 Tacoma is beat to shit but still miraculously runs flawlessly, I don't have time to do the things I used to love like mountain biking or whitewater kayaking since I work away from home for weeks at a time, and I have a live in girlfriend that is too sick to work or even go out for a night of fun, ever. I have accomplished great things in my life, things that I was damn proud of, but none of them ever lead to money, and those things seem to be so far behind me now. I even watched crypto grow to insane levels since 2009, but when I got in November 2017 I experienced just a taste before I jinxed the whole thing for everybody, after a decade of gains I slept on, expecting it to come crashing down at any moment. If I'm not making life-changing money by the end of this year, I'm cashing out what is left, buying a bunch of acid, mda, ketamine, and enough heroin to flood the shit of my dopamine receptors for a while before I give myself a fatal dose. Fuck this gay earth.
how about instead of waiting for a few months you first expand your patience to a couple of years atleast. then think about doing some brainless job for a couple of years for some expendable capital and then researching projects you wanna invest in long term
Kayden Diaz
Very similar to me but I'm 30 and instead of killing myself in a night of drugs I'm going to take my 20k and live it up in a poor country.
THEN I kill myself.
Justin Lopez
go to uni you fucking idiot
Carter Anderson
I've already been twice and dropped out twice because I picked liberal aets courses like an idiot I'd rather find an apprenticeship instead
Alexander Morales
Are you referring to my previous post? Sorry, saw some typos and my OCD kicked in and had to delete, correct, and repost. But yeah, $20k is definitely enough to live it up in the third world for a bit. And then kill yourself. My $3.5k is just enough for a really good overdose, somewhere peaceful where people won't find me and be able to call the EMTs before it's too late. I refuse to use a gun because it will pad the gun death statistics for liberals! $20k by EOY for me might make me start to reconsider, but only if the market keeps growing and doesn't JUST me again.
Not OP, but 5k Link and 500k Colx. Is this the reason I'm really sad?
Logan Walker
i lost a lot of money in 2008. you never forget, but the pain with that loss of money goes away with time. people lose their houses, their kids die, and still live on. it's painful, but it's part of life.
Carter Thomas
I went from 20k down to 1k, due to the proof of work bug.
I hurt bad. Did a little wagecucking for more fiat for investing. I put about 3k into veritasmining.co/ I got paid in dividends from them, and reinvesteded into the company.
My port is now about 40k.
I like the above company, since if you hodle, you'll still paid from profit sharing / dividends every 3 months paid to you in Eth.
Parker Thomas
they're in the OP I haven't mentioned the 40 MSR, 100 ORI, and 110m 0xCATE though because they're essentially worthless
Michael Roberts
Fucking pussies.
Started with $3k, ATH $130k crash to $20k, now at $90k.
Just join ico pools you fucking retards.
Sebastian Richardson
Then you’re an idiot, you have years and years ahead of you. Thought you were a 40 yo who put his shitty retirement money in this, you’ll be fine if you can wait
Dominic Thompson
>years and years ahead of you not in this market the more time I let slip by, there will be fewer and fewer 2x and 3x opportunities left or is this a fallacy and I'm actually in a state of perpetual fomo?
Josiah Butler
>Currently trading on Yobit >KYC required for future dividend payouts I'm going to have to take a hard pass on Veritas. Good for you on making that much from them though.
