after hitting £750 from an ath of £22k I've come to terms with the fact that I am in fact a degenerate I'm on the verge of livestreaming my suicide but I've got 600k HOT and 175 0xBTC left this is my last chance to get out of this pit should I just hold and see what happens in a few months or do I just get it over with and overdose on fentanyl?
every day I keep thinking about how I could have cashed out half, payed off my debts, travelled for a while and still have enough to live on without being a neet leech my severe retardation hurts a lot what do? how do I stop the feelings of regret and let go of the past?
>pasta of my own thread nerd I just need someone to tell me those magic words because I still can't sleep at night
Ayden Hill
All in LINK
Adam Jenkins
how old are you
Sebastian Cruz
just turned 20, why?
Dylan Sanders
I'm thinking of doing the same thing, but with good ol herion. ATH of $9k from putting $3k in, and since then I have managed to put another $4k in and am somehow down to $3.5k currently. This was my last chance to have something resembling a comfortable life, I'm 33 now, been wage slaving since 16 with nothing to show for it besides a semi-useless B.S. in Manufacturing Technology and a body that is starting to fall apart. I haven't even been on a proper vacation since I was 19, I was always either too broke, or couldn't take time off from work, or usually both. I don't own a house, my 2004 Tacoma is beat to shit but still miraculously runs flawlessly, I don't have time to do the things I used to love like mountain biking or whitewater kayaking since I work away from home for weeks at a time, and I have a live in girlfriend that is too sick to work or even go out for a night of fun, ever. I have accomplished great things in my life, things that I was damn proud of, but none of them ever lead to money, and those things seem to be so far behind me now. I even watched crypto grow to insane levels since 2009, but when I got in November 2017 I experienced just a taste before I jinxed the whole thing for everybody, after a decade of gains I slept on, expecting it to come crashing down at any moment. If I'm not making life-changing money by the end of this year, I'm cashing out what is left, buying a bunch of acid, mda, ketamine, and enough heroin to flood the shit of my dopamine receptors for a while before I give myself a fatal dose. Fuck this gay earth.
how about instead of waiting for a few months you first expand your patience to a couple of years atleast. then think about doing some brainless job for a couple of years for some expendable capital and then researching projects you wanna invest in long term
