>Going back to work after 8 month vacation
>Feel infuriated that I must suffer for no reason
>So angry I'm going to kill myself or do something illegal to mediate it
I'm not going to live the way I used to anymore.
There is nothing I care about in life.
I'd rather quit via suicide than keep going for no reason.
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>8 month vacation
Well, you can find some reason for living, cant you? Maybe sex tourism, i watched it in South Park, or something like that. Have you ever been in Disneyland?
Unemployment.
Nothing sweeter than being unemployed, but the wheel turns toward human misery.
None of it matters to me.
I can't care about anything.
My eyes only see a rock where a rock sits and nothing more. My brain is built like that.
I refuse to keep existing and suffering just to stare at rocks.
>My eyes only see a rock where a rock sits and nothing more
Is it from Bible or what?
Well, i would advice you to get help from doctor i you really feel bad. Some drugs, massage, therapy, whatever will make your mind more hilarious i hope.
Drugs can't fix me.
My mind was molded in the womb to see the earth this way.
I'm supposed to be a part of a big band of people, but I am alone and doing everything against my own will. I can't even really enjoy video games or cartoons anymore.
I have no reason to keep going through this.
I'm going to forcibly quit soon. To my sister, I am sorry, but she's never close to me anymore.
It's the end of the world for me.
I can't wait to return to nothingness.
Man, just dont be pussy. I heard about similar things. You just need to change your life, i dunno, maybe you should go to other city, or something like. Or, i watched it in Fighters club, you could get some club for people with cancer, it really helped that guy from movie and he had just the same problems as you have.
It's too late for me to change my existence.
I'm mentally weak due to race-mixing. I'll never get anywhere in this world. Even if I were to successfully race-mix, I wouldn't be able to be a good father or lover. I wouldn't love my offspring or my mate, and I would suffer for no reason. I would only contribute to hell by destroying white genetics and causing genetic incongruity (violence, suffering, lack of empathy, etc).
I am not mentally strong enough to find something genetically close to me in this world and find happiness.
The weak and botched should die, and the strong should survive and multiply. It is not good in and of itself, but it is the best good for the human species.
It is against suffering. It is against evil.
I've decided to just prune myself from this earth. It's for the best. I can't support anything.
>I'm mentally weak due to race-mixing
Jesus, i thought you really have psychological problem and you're just doing fool. You spent my time, shame on you.
>Fool
No. I'm not kidding.
You're white. You are not race-mixed, so you are perfect for this earth. My white father that made me played with fire, and I was burned.
I'm going to turn it off.
In my eyes, it's fair. I shouldn't have to suffer for his mistake.
>You're white. You are not race-mixed, so you are perfect for this earth.
What is that your white? Ask german or brit if ukrainians are white and he'll answer you they arent.
It's something what dont exist.
You are indoeuropean stock that went right instead of left.
Germans are frivolous and reject what they don't like.
Ukranian and Russian IQ is 97 because they are white like Georgians/Armenians.
It all came from somewhere.
You take too seriously all that /int's shit about "whiter than you".
No, it's all human migration.
I am firm believer in evolution though.
This is how I think about the world.
And you live in America not Europe. When you live in Amrica it's ok not being "white".
It's never okay.
People will always prefer their own kind.
Even the Mestizos (ones that are less evolved than me) act like I am a criminal.
I dont deny human migrations, but i cant believe that you really think seriosly "Oh, i'm not yellow-head sweden boy, why even live?"
>Even the Mestizos (ones that are less evolved than me) act like I am a criminal.
How do you know that? They try to shoot you every time they see you?
No.
It is not about the physical characteristics.
It is the mental characteristics.
White people are mentally strong.
Chinese people are mentally strong (even stronger than whites)
Black people are mentally strong.
They all fit squarely into what they're supposed to be. I do not because my father went and jumped 10,000 years of human evolution when he made me.
The things that made the races of man strong in the mind are not present in my body because of this.
I do not have the spiritual thinking of whites. I do not have the low pleasure from life or low self-esteem of an asiatic. I do not have the low IQ of a Black or Indian.
I am just screwed.
Actually, yes.
They are constantly out to hurt me whether they know it or not.
They want to attack me because I do not look like them. When I walk the streets, a Mestizo police officer pulled me over on sight. He did the same thing to my sister.
He is a racist.
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Man, excuse me but it's just total bullshit. You're just attention whore, it's ok, i'm too sometimes. But know i need to fall in dream for couple hours though, it's already morning here. See you later, buy.
>took yesterday off
>tfw knew that feel this morning
That's not a vacation you absolute retard
If you walked in my shoes, you would understand.
All you need to do is interact with a different race on a daily basis for decades, and you will see the same pattern of subconscious malice and rejection.
It was to me.
A very long and necessary break from hell.
>"Nothing sweeter than being unemployed, but the wheel turns toward human misery."
>OP is Ignatius Reilly
I'm having to look for work again too. I'll kill myself, if not some customer, if I end up in retail again. I got so desperate I signed up to speak with a military recruiter. I've also thought about doing pizza delivery, even though my car is currently dead, and those mower guys that cut park lawns. Garbage pickup is another one, but I don't want to wake up at 5AM every day.