How do I uncuck myself Jow Forums?

I want to make money, start a business or even wagecucking, but I'm such a beta that I'm afraid to even leave my own house. I was raised by my mother who is narcisstic and has other numerous mental problems, she abused me physically and mentally, and brought my self esteem to zero. What should I do now?

Attached: 36.png (231x218, 16K)

just be yourself user

Attached: 1512560599716.png (420x420, 15K)

For the learning so deep, get ready to start, hint, it's all true...

What did she do to you user?

You could stop blaming your mom who birthed your ungrateful neet ass and likely sacrificed her own happiness for you many times, you are not gonna make it blaming other people especially your own mother

she beat me until I was able to defend myself, and by mental abuse I mean she would always make me feel embarassed in public and in front of further family, threaten to stab me when I got anything less than an A and so on

get a mcjob and expose yourself to the worst society has to offer to increase your social skills

force yourself to be social. it obviously wont be comfortable but it will pale in comparison to the abuse that you sustained. you aren't dead, but right now you are living, either.

aren't*

Unironically go see a therapist