Who here /magicbean/?

I just find myself so productive when I have these thangs.

>split 30mg IR in half
>eat one half
>crush the rest and dissolve into water bottle
>drink the water bottle slowly through the afternoon
>grind and shine

Tell me. Why aren't you doing this?

Attached: 10323324564345.jpg (1200x800, 391K)

you aren't American.

the dopamine rush makes an illusory feeling of accomplishment. read stories on erowid of people getting high on amp and read the long-term addict stories too. you may believe you are being productive and feel like you are charismatic when you are high but in reality you freak out others with your rambling one-sided conversations and you waste a lot of time on peripheral tasks. i have personal experience with this. dont waste your time or money, its not magic.

because it loses its magic with time
and leaves only a trail of side effects
like adderall dick/ vyvanse dick

Already did it for years, quit last year

lol good luck scrub

Actually, I am

understandable but I have a job and accomplish much more on adderall. these are only facts. I understand where you're coming from, though. It's all about moderation

tru

enjoy permanently messing with your dopamine levels

This this this.

You realise that your personality is becoming completely absorbed into this weird high energy 'real estate salesman' persona, except it's round the clock. Even when you think you're switching 'off' you aren't. I often wonder if this is what being a psycho is like because after six months or so you begin to view everything as point scoring.

Eventually my friend just told me I used to be funny and have a good time but I was just starting to become 'that guy' that people would like ask 'is he ok?'. As for productivity, i ENJOYED doing work more, but I was more easily distracted. My career progressed further when I quit and returned to being charming, which is more useful for promotions and business deals.

user pls
You scare fren
I'm on Clear and it's messing me up. I haven't caught a good buzz off it for months now. But I can barely function with out it. Like I don't want to do anything if I go 1 day with out it

true / not true
I achieved a lot on speed and most of it was really, really good work. I say that looking back, and sober.
What made me stop is
1. tolerance makes the magic go away
2. agressiveness and impulsivity as side-effects destroyed part of my social life :-/
3. amph dick is really shitty and in my case it lasted for days after dosing...

the lesson for me is : don't make amps a daily thing. or any other hard drug for that matter.

>t. I can’t handle drugs in a balanced and healthy manner, so no one else can

Unironically kys please.

OP I’m on 20mg IR, way better than XR.

if youve been taking it for years to treat adhd thats a bit different. at a certain point you take it just to feel normal, the high doesnt exist anymore. OP is in the honeymoon phase

What the fuck, lol. I don't even take it every day. I've had no adverse side effects aside from being a big jittery when it first hits me and a suppressed appetite. Use it responsibly (as a tool) and you won't have those issues.

:(
If my stupid brain would actually enjoy sober things like other people I wouldn't need pleasure from foreign chemicals.

I don't want to live this life anymore

Adderall is for lazy fucks who can’t get shit done on their own. Get a fucking job

the scary part is how american runs on "legal" amphetamines
prove me wrong
you can't

>Eventually my friend just told me I used to be funny and have a good time but I was just starting to become 'that guy' that people would like ask 'is he ok?'.

Oh no, people were talking about you? Better stop whatever you were doing right away. Kek, faggot.

For reference I have done extremely quality work on stims, including making a website that was basically one long rambling rant, but made perfect sense and got me script writing offers as well as celebrity attention, etc. Literally had movie producers and directors emailing me to tell me I was a genius. Kek.

don't you feel like it's messing with your hair?

tried it once or twice and got that feeling, never again

Tips for first getting off?
I never wanted this to be a daily thing but going 1 day with out it and I want to do nothing but sleep

I can't just sleep it off either cuz my parents are on my ass

durp durp
come back when the magic's gone
t. amptard in delusional honeymoon phase

I'm 15 years deep, retard.

Attached: 1008.gif (300x169, 1.28M)

It's been a solid year now. Weird to think about...
I'm functional, have 2 wagecuck jobs that I've been able to keep . But I'm an addict, and it's weighing on my mind. Don't want to be dependant on this dirty drug

Try a different manufacturer. Some are much dirtier than others. Sun Pharma is top notch IMO, clean as hell.

well... you just stop, man... what can I say
i had been using big pharma speed for 6 months when I stopped
shit will be dull for a while, you will probably feel depressed while your brain readjusts
I don't think it messes PERMANENTLY
the human body heals you know
i'm looking forward to retrying amps in a couple of months, but strictly as an occasional thing
daily speed doses are the best way to mess up your life desu

You won’t make it through doctor school without this these days

What's the highest mg that could be considered medicinal, and what's the least mg that could be considered a party dosage? Asking for a frendo

>these are only facts.
t. junkie retard with altered brain chemistry

t. Stim fiend in denial

Obviously you are a better and more productive person when on it....as I am
But point is you are using a crutch. A damaging chemical to get things done and for most...something that becomes a regular need.

whats this, a thread about the supreme daytrading drug modafinil? Banks hate him for it....also what are some good source for adderall in the UK?

>I have done extremely quality work on stims, including making a website that was basically one long rambling rant, but made perfect sense and got me script writing offers as well as celebrity attention, etc. Literally had movie producers and directors emailing me to tell me I was a genius

You should tell us more about this

this is the type of delusional junkie you become if you abuse drugs too long kids

you don't have script offers kid

>A damaging chemical to get things done and for most...something that becomes a regular need.

It isn't any more damaging than caffeine and is better understood/researched than it. It's basically harmless when dosed correctly. I stop for months at a time, cold turkey with no problem. Anyone addicted to it would be addicted to any other substance as well.

Sup.

You're right I don't, because I already wrote two pilots you fucking brainlet. Go back to /tv/. Kek.

Itll work but your slowly frying your nervous system. There will be repercussions and they might be serious if its long term usage

M8 I'm not on pharma
I'm on that dirty slut Crystal.
The one that makes you want to turn on porn for hours on end.
I'll try my best. After ...this last bag

the only script he has is for his weekly pill bottle
I can already feel all the shitiness of his personality even tho I don't know the guy

you sound like every addict who is halfway to quitting and trying to get clean. especially if you prefer instant to xr. for awhile everyone believes they are more powerful than the drug and can control their habit. and every 28 year old boomer like me who has been down this path says the same shit on drug forums every time: dont do it, not worth it. and every new druggie has to have their own personal rock bottom before it resonates. that invulnerability and superiority you are feeling is artificial, and you are on your way to alienating friends, family, and coworkers. sure, you can stay awake and focused on it in a way ordinary caffeine cant touch, but the benefits arent free, it comes at a price.

>t. wrote a shitty screenplay no one will ever read

I didn't even know how to write a script until they called me in the middle of finals week. Fucking kek. Stay mad loser.

>stable job
>take adderall 3x a week tops
>stop for months at a time without any problems
>been doing this for years

not my fault you have an addictive personality
project harder kid

Attached: euphoric.png (989x480, 174K)

top post right here
everything is summed up here
don't make amphetamines a daily thing

Lad
Even pharm stims are damaging long term. In controlled dosages they may not fry neurons but they down regulate dopamine receptors. And if on them long term it takes a very, very long time to get the dopamine system back to functional levels with out stims.
Not to mention they are bad for the heart

>literally been eating IRs for 15 years + and doing great

Yet you couldn't handle it. You're not cut out for drugs kiddo.

hello, "that guy"

Been on it for a year. I have fell into a nasty cycle of taking 40mg a day and smoking weed at night...

When I take the addy, I need the weed to sleep, when I wake up from my sleep, I'm so foggy and groggy that I need the addy to function, then I need weed to sleep, addy to function.

My dopamine levels are fucked right now. I have days where I feel like ending it. I'm working on slowly coming off all of it right now because it sucks.

The worst part is I slowly slide into this cycle over the course of a year. At the start, I too felt like superman and that I could accomplish anything. Now I feel like I can't get out of bed without it to feel normal.

sounds like you have a lot of the same experiences as me

Oh, you're a roastie.

Attached: 738.gif (200x233, 817K)

such a typical scenario
been there, and I'm slowly going back to normal life now
there is hope bro
just cold turkey that shit

In the US, recreational use causes (((shortages))) that make it very hard for prescribed patients to get the medication they need. Please think of these people next time you abuse pharmaceutical meth user.

Thanks bro. Question for you.

How bad does the withdrawal hurt cold turkey from 40mg a day?

t. guy who unironically sees himself as superman
dude, you're speedman, and only that
you're the drug-addicted unpleasant egomanic dude nobody wants to be around

Nice projecting.

Attached: 967.gif (512x264, 1.84M)

God bless America, it's degen if you don't have a script though

You are me....
And every other stim user with an addictive personality
It always starts with just once a week...
Then twice....
Then 3 times a week....
Then you notice you feel off when you are on your break days. And as long as you don't do too much it is ok to do it every day .
Rip we fell for the ruse (Iv been through this shit off and on for years)

Topkek
Thinking a stim addict would give any fucks about this
Nigga this is the last thing on their mind.

well it doesn't "hurt"... it's just (in my case) that you basically can't work properly for a pretty long period of time
especially if work is intellectual, and there is no real "boss" (I'm a student / intellectual worker / creative worker)
anyway, stopping is worth it
amph messes your personality
i'm a really nice dude normally, but I became too impulsive and aggressive on daily amps
there is nothing past the honeymoon....
SOME people seem to be able to live an almost normal life with daily doses (I know one), but they are damaging their heart (and I think speed can mess with your bones as well)

Captcha ate my pic.

Attached: IMG_20180610_154245.jpg (3646x4643, 2.05M)

Only do it for crunch time where you HAVE to be extra focused.
Do it daily and it can ruin you.

People around you notice and your personality changes

live fast die young... hey, everybody has life goals
i want to live old, have kids, etc.

Thanks again.

I'm not myself anymore. I'm going to stop.

Was on 90 mg xr/day for months and quit cold. Only side affects were nightmares. problems I had was no appetite and fucked my hair up and veins in forearm. Stick to caffeine and a clean diet then this shit

Kek
Muh freedoms
A fellow burger
You better be mentally sane user

>amph messes your personality
>i'm a really nice dude normally, but I became too impulsive and aggressive on daily amps
>there is nothing past the honeymoon....

I have literally watched multiple women say these exact talking points to their boyfriends they were manipulating + cheating on, kek. Someone in your life is playing you hard af. Likely a female or close male friend who doesn't like seeing you improving yourself. Poor bastard.

dude.... I don't know how your brain works, but in my case, the MAGIC was plain GONE in a matter of like 3 months.
I was dosing just to feel normal and not gettig the honeymoon effect anymore, just the side-effects.
yeah there is a woman in my life, yes I hurt her. yes, she wants to see me improve, but not at the cost of becoming a sociopath.

yes, yes I have tried that shit. I don't like it.

Attached: deep.jpg (500x500, 38K)

junkie

You’re talking about literal cocaine/crack my dude . Adderall used moderately is great

you're an idiot. genuinely.
your paranoia is kind of astounding and scary.

also, how do you cope with speed dick ?
are you going to tell me your dick is normal ?
i'm well above average and this shit made me look like I had a micropenis. I couldn't have sex anymore. what's the fucking point.

>yeah there is a woman in my life, yes I hurt her. yes, she wants to see me improve, but not at the cost of becoming a sociopath.

I'm incredible.

Attached: 2002_the_count_of_monte_cristo_012.jpg (646x808, 73K)

Any advice to use this for studying? Daily or not? For how long?

I'm in my last year of uni and my motivation shit the bed.

junkie

Cardio + vaso dilators (alpha GPC). If you're getting stim dick your dose is too high anyway and should decrease it.

junkie thinks he's different to other junkie

more rambling shit from a junkie

t. incredible "superman" "genius"
we're on a 99% male hetero forum, doofus

lel, every junkie starts out like this

>imagine your reading comprehension being this poor

Truly impressive.

>accurately assumed she was the one who convinced you adderall made you seem like a sociopath

She's cheating on you btw, whiz kid.

Attached: 1507.gif (245x220, 551K)

he's probably on it right now, completely unable to see himself. i love it.

I’ve never taken Addy but I have a friend who does or did regularly and holy shit this is such a spot on explanation.

are you OK ? lol

Nigga I'm on meth
Big boy shit
And I can still fap whenever I want
And get hard whenever
Dosage is key
You ain't any different to me boy
You are cucked by doctor shekberg
I'm cucked by junior

>Muh medicine comes from the doctor . It's safe and clean , they would never give me something that would hurt me

I would do about 20mg IR every few days for about 2 months and I'm pretty sure it made me develop ADD. I can't focus for shit now. Everything is so boring compared to the intense excitement I feel on adderall.

This board is officially Jow Forums, never seen reading comprehension this low here before. Cardio and "vasodilators" are non-existent mumbo jumbo to a Jow Forumslack. Fucking kek, can't get enough of it.

ITT:
>people mad that they can't use adderall responsibly
>implying that since they can't use stims responsibly, then nobody can
>implying that an actual pharma drug is equivalent to meth (kek)

never change Jow Forums

no you aren't, 4th world beaner.

actually she didn't know about it.
now that I'm clean, she knows.
look dude, maybe you have a very special brain, and you can be a perfectly functional speed junkie
more likely you're just another speed user in denial
but we never know. hey, honestly, if it works for you and the people around you, then, good for you. most likely it isn't, and you are in denial, but there are some chances it's actually a positive thing in your life.

have fun with all the terrible diseases you will get in about 30 years.

Attached: brainlet1.jpg (221x250, 8K)

what are you talking about? i didn't say anything about vasodilators. i was talking about how weird you're acting, and your latest post kind of confirms that. and ironically, you're talking about reading comprehension...
dude, yer brain's fucked atm or in general and it's pretty obvious.

I can see my self loud and clear
I hate delusion and openly admit this shits bad news

I have a suspicion he might be a Linky
Unable to recognize anything that goes against his theories and beliefs

Youre better off with weed and caffeine lol

Attached: education_in_the_free_market_by_valendale-d75kio9.jpg (841x493, 92K)

Lmao, I'm 0% beaner. Here's your (you)

Attached: 435354234355.png (1597x1600, 532K)

>actually she didn't know about it.
>now that I'm clean, she knows.
>Cognitive dissonance sequence initiated.

>how weird you're acting

Tits or GTFO.

i have no idea if he's a linky or not but he definitely seems like his brain is stimmed the fuck out and scattered, with only this weird faux stim confidence to carry his words. recognizable from experience, and super gross/cringe.

M8 I use to be like you
Because you research on bluelight and know about drugs.... You are safe

For every article you read pro amphetamine, there are 5 against it.
Honest question, are you invested in Link or Req?

>doesn’t even know what post he’s replying to or how this site functions

lmao idiot

you okay buds?

you can't hide your bean breath, juanita. i see you!

Attached: barf.jpg (1651x1100, 862K)

Hahahahahahahah

lol I bet your face has the telltale signs of speed addiction too

well anons... if this entire thread isn't a huge advertisement for staying the fuck off amp, i don't know what the fuck it is.
genuinely creepy shit here. gl to everyone doing another line to recover confidence before posting again.

How about microdosing LSD?