I and my friends didn't have much money, but we had plenty of time. Time to ride around in an old car doing burnouts, playing video games and other dumb shit. Time to crash parties. Time to get involved in some light debauchery. Time to rail against authority when it came down on you after you flex a little freedom.
It felt like it would never end. We were always bored and waiting. Waiting to go to college, waiting to be un-grounded, waiting for that stupid class to end. Waiting for total freedom.
We had so much time, and we were always waiting, feeling like we're on the cusp of something else. Something bigger, something better, something different. The problem is that freedom comes so slowly that you don't realize when you finally have it, you've dumped responsibilities into the mix. These days you have no time, and you don't spend any time waiting. Everything must happen now. Now you have to get up for work at a shitty career you never thought you'd end up in to support the family you never thought you'd have with what sounds like more money than you ever thought you'd earn, but it is all spent so damn quickly.
You sit back and wonder where it all went. What changed? What happened? One day you were bored and restless waiting on the cusp of something else. Something big.
The millstone around your neck grows so slowly you never notice it until it's unbearable. All that remains is angst, despair and memories that remind you of a simpler time long gone. You wish for it to come back and wish for it all to be like it was but with each passing year you become more jaded until even those memories are taken away from you.
Getting older is hell on earth and anyone saying otherwise is just coping. Anyone with a brain would want to be 19 forever.
Jordan Lee
>Waiting for total freedom. 99.9% of men will never experience this. Total freedom comes with financial independence. Most of your friends unfortunately will not be able to join you.
Ayden Bell
Bullshit Op is just a faggot who has wasted his life smoking weed, partying with bunch of other retards and playing vidyas. Thats not a life. Thats being regular pajeet. Like other 200 bilions ppl before u. Noone gives a fuck about ur life passing away. Lolz If u have any sense of life and any need of self-development u will enjoy every step of ur life. Its called stages.
Chase Jenkins
I actually have a career and a wife. If you don't have nostalgia for the past and don't feel any anxiety about being closer to death every passing year there might be something wrong with you. Or maybe you haven't thought about it much. This is why people are religious, because this ife is inherently based on suffering nad saddness because of our mortality.
Honestly, you're doing it wrong. Things should get better every year. Otherwise you need to reevaluate your life and path. Also, you can fuck college girls well into your 30s, so stop crying.
Joseph Walker
Lol, again having a wife put u nowhere else than other 200blna of people. Career? In last sentence u said that it was a shit career. Did u bring any change to the world? To the place u live in? Or u just bought tv, a new car and went on holidays were all ur so called friends were going? For example i was doin a volunteer work. Ive teached a totaly fucked up kid how to add and multiply. Her father run away, mother was semi-alcoholic, she was in 4th grade and count count to ten. For me it was small victory. There were others.
Yes we will die. Keep on doing things because time will pass despite the fact u stopped. If u dont change other peoples life in a good way u r just a organic matter that fertilize human civilisation. Lol
Jayden Mitchell
Fuck of pajjet, ive YOLOed all around the fuckin world. And im still fuckin alive lol
