It's been 8 months I quit cocaine and I still crave it

It's been 8 months I quit cocaine and I still crave it.

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it took me 2 years just to get over molly.

and smoking.

>tf
>tp

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that's what you deserve crackheads

I love coke, wish I could afford it more often.

im gonna become an alcoholic

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I just bought some coca tea. If I chew 4 of the teabags it gives me a buzz like a small line. Was chewing last night, but lacerated my gums.
I'm gonna make a coca infused liqueur with some vodka.

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Been a year and two months sincw i quit heroin and im starting to really not see the point. Id rather not waste this life on suffering and depression. I want to go back to everyday being so beautiful and full of joy and sunshine and happiness. Yeah fuck this. Gonna hit the spot today. Otherwise ill be another suicide in just a few more months.

>4 of the teabags
why don't you just drink the tea?

Less of it gets absorbed, and it gets absorbed over a longer period of time, meaning the effects are weaker.

Thing is you have to change your routine as well. The mistake we make is just quit the drug that made our shitty recluse lifestyle less miserable and nothing else.

What is the high like?

lmao how stupid must you be to use that shit, it's like saying "yeah I want to get addicted and waste most of my money, give me that shit", it's pure dumbness

natural selection doing its work

Imagine waking up from the best sleep in your life full of energy and joy. If you ever took adhd meds you can picture the focus and clarity you feel, this feeling but softer and merrier than speed

Getting on dope got me a gf, a really nice job i love and id go outside everyday being awesome and helpful. It truly fixed my fucked up life style. And forbthe past year ive gotten into working out and a bunch of hobbies and still being social with all the contacts i made and friends when i got dope on dope. But my brain is fucked and im just super miserable like my whole life before heroin. I dream about killing myself allthe time and dont enjoy anything. Ive been going to a therapist in the year i stopped and that gasnt done much. Idk man, people kill themselves all the time and im just going to be one of those people. Idc if dope kills me atleast ill feel great all the time before i die instead of empty and in pain.

You probably hated being on heroin and are just idealizing it because your life sucks.

Nah i legitimately loved it. There was some guilt here and there because family though. Thats why i stopped. But man... not worth it

3 months since i did mdma and i still crave it

Man getting high doesn't even feel good anymore past the initial rush for me. I wish narcan didn't exist it ruined my fucking life.

Quitting is for quitters.

>quitting drugs
how do you guys survive?