When did your life started going wrong ?

I wasnt in school for 10 weeks or so but i manager to pass that year

I can't really pinpoint a specific point in time. It just gradually gets worse with each passing year. I started to feel down from time to time as a teenager. When I went to university I felt worse more often. I'm in a worse state now than I've ever been and I don't see it getting better. However, I do have a plan B, if I can't get out of this rut I will migrate to the third world country one of my parents came from. At least I have living and loving relatives over there.

I'm not sure I get this idea of the girlfriend that will fullfill

At 19, after leaving my third boyfriend's house all the alarms were on that the problem was myself.

Yes, some relationships make people grow, but others only distract you from what was already "broken".

fulfill someone's life*

First day of kindergarten. Life went from sunny and fun to an endless slog of bullying.

I'm relatively healthy physically and somewhat "normal" but my mental health has gotten a lot worse, and SSRIs are not helping. Every day is fear and anxiety

In Malaysia, we have to take three national exams in school. The first is called UPSR for aged 12, PMR for aged 15, and the final one SPM for aged 17. These would eventually determine our future and what we're going to do for the rest of our lives.

When I was 12, I took the national exam and I fucked up. 5 subjects, I got 4 A's and 1 B. Thats when reality set in for me. I realise, like all of you lads here, that I'm smart but not smart enough. That B pretty much ruined my life and made me who I am right now. I still remember the day when we had the results came out, I was crying like a bitch. I told my parents about it but they said my results were fine. They never understood me.

After that day, I was pretty much ruined and never gave a fuck about my education. I don't remember my results for PMR and SPM but they were worst, if I remember correctly. But that didn't phase me because I already knew I was fucked.

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Have you any diploma

>I realise, like all of you lads here, that I'm smart but not smart enough.
i am 24 but my liver is already failing because of this

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Yep, Diploma in Culinary Arts
I don't have any drive nor passion for it because what I would have really wanted was to be a scientist of some sorts, or even working with history, or even become a TESL teacher.

I'm only doing this because I don't want to dissapoint my parents anymore.

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