1. Your cunt 2. When did you lose your soul?
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Mine left either early or late 2017
Something clicked inside my head and made me realize that I was in fact unhappy with life
I had recently lost friends that I could only ever dream of having and that was thanks to a decision that I still regret to this day
It took a heavy toll on my soul as it slowly but surely got chipped away at for every passing day
The click also made me realize that I was no longer a child (although I already knew that)
I was in denial and tried to ignore the existential crisis that was about to come
It did not go so well and I became very much depressed
I faced the depression head-on and for the first time felt remorse for the bad and outright evil things I had done to others througout my life
I had completely forgotten about all these things, but somehow the memories came back to me, like a waterfall pouring down on my face
At some point I had to pay for these sins and now was the time for me to suffer immensely from these atrocities that had been commited
My soul probably left around this time and I have been feeling dead and empty inside ever since, unable to convey or feel emotions properly
This body is now just an empty husk and a shadow of its former self
Until a new soul comes and takes over but I doubt that will happen anytime soon, if at all
1. Your cunt 2. When did you lose your soul?
is this pasta?
in any case, there was a story that you planned to kill yourself by drowning and somebody doxed you and called police on you
is that true
>is this pasta
No, I planned on wiriting this since yesterday
>there was a story that you planned to kill yourself by drowning
That is true but we have already been over that haven't we?
I haven't been here during the suicide situation time so I would like you to tell me that story in detail
guys hes doing it again
It takes alot of energy to try to remember and explain in detail so I politely turn down your request
I've spent all my energy on writing this thread
I have already talked about it before and you can probably find details on desuarchive
Again I apologize
No I am not
im kidding
are you feeling better
Yes I am slowly recovering from it all
Thanks for asking, how's it going with life over there in france?
at least you are somewhat of a celebrity in Jow Forums
I regret making that thread every single day
It's almost as bad as the retarded decision that made me lose my friends
I am sorry for turning this place into reddit guys
You don't know how it feels like
got my own share of problems but i manage
initial results of desuarchive didn't give me suicide story can you at least give link
Sorry I don't feel so good right now, maybe I will try and explain in good detail another day
Or I could try and find where I already explained some of it but not now
I have to live with the fact that I turned this place shittier than it maybe already was
Why did you lose your friend, also go get a therapist
I think you made Jow Forums more interesting, it would have been much better if you livestreamed your attempt but oh well
Had some really awesome friends while I was abroad
I even made a fb account just to stay in touch with them but it was never the same as being together with them
So I deleted it when I came back home
I really miss them, we had so much fun being memey fuckers
>Until a new soul comes and takes over but I doubt that will happen anytime soon, if at all
Silly eskimo, souls are for growing
2013
Can I find love in Greenland?
I want to go to Greenland and hook up with some Indigenuous women
I am not an expert in soul related stuff so you are probably right
How and why friend?
Good luck finding a serious relationship
Most greenlandic women are thots
what did u do here that made u int famous? I dont browse here
>Most greenlandic women are thots
What the fuck they're everywhere. How are you depressed over there? Greenland seems like an outdoor heaven. I'll trade you my spot in the Midwest anytime.
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Father died of cancer after fighting for 6 years. Had to drop out of high school because i was so fucking depressed. I've tried meds and therapy in 2014-2015 but quit and now trying up again. But i feel like i'm past the point of no return.
By posting a thread about me commiting suicide
I would have done had I not been stopped or doxxed myself
It was on november 23 I believe
It's still on desuarchive but I will not link it myself
Please understand
dont kill yourself or you will end up in misery read bhagavad gita
t. pajeet in new jersey
>Greenlandic women are thots
Perfect
Guju? We probably know some of the same people if so.
same as you, soul-brother
I lost my soul on September 24th 2018 when i lost the only person i ever loved. I still feel her with me everywhere, but i miss her voice so much.
It*
I will NEVER fuck a Greenlandic woman in my lifetime
Shut up mohammad
At least I don't require a fucking pass to watch porn
That saddens me to hear my friend
I hope that you find happiness amidst all of this sadness and wish you the best of luck with life
are you planning on killing yourself in future ?
>1. Your cunt
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>2. When did you lose your soul?
Never.
You don't lose your soul, user, as it's an intrinsic part of you.
It would have more sense to say you lost your body and mind than your soul.
I have done a stoic endeavor, still going through enlightment, even if i started 10 years ago.
porn is degenerate, go outside
I don't plan on killing myself anytime soon
The problems I have can still be fixed and pursuing happiness is not impossible for me yet
You are not alone Greenland bro, we have the same problems. I felt like doing suciide too and got shitfaced drunk until I was crying out loud that I just want to end it all. Luckly I have good parents and they immedialty forced me to a psychologist. A psychologist isnt a wonder healing but it really helped me to reflect my self. Did you allready talked with someone?
its because you live in Greenland. Studies have consistantly shown northern/ subpolar regions have high rates of depression and suicide. Has to do with getting less sunlight. consider moving
Ever since I've begun taking meds again I've been feeling more asexual and don't watch porn that much anymore
2011
was young and horny on /b/, got some addictions that I only managed to kick 2-3 years ago
Winter is the best season and there is a ton of stuff to do outdoors. If you're a normie that just likes the beach and muh sunshine, well then yeah you're gonna be depressed. You have to be creative and have a childish desire for exploration.
I am glad that you have parents who care for you user, that makes me very happy
I never talk with anyone about my problems because that will make me seem like a weak person
I always keep those thougts mostly to myself
It's because I was born in Greenland
It's probably in my genes to be depressed and suicidal at some point XD
My biological mother and father had developmental problems from birth
My mother was schizophrenic so I would naturally inherit some of it
I don't know about my father though
I want to stop masturbating entirely at it probably makes me dumber
It's probably the reason why I mads that retarded decision that made me lose all of my friends XXXDDDDD
godspeed you can do it lads, just read bhagavad gita and upanishads thank me later
What the fuck are you doing in that icy shithole? Come to sunny Portugal, it's been a fantastic week with great weather!
I learned about bhagavad gita and upanishads in my mythology course, pretty interesting stuff. Especially liked the ramayana
I know how you feel, about “losing your soul”. I felt exactly that for a long time, but I kept moving forward. Someday you will thank yourself a thousand times each day that you didn’t give up, just don’t give up, keep fighting
>greenlander is depressed
really makes you wonder
I feel I don't deserve the parents I have.
Did you also make a bad decision that lead to existential dread?
If so i pray for your happiness and wish you the very best in life
I am sorry that you lost your loved one, it's one of the most heart-wrenching things to ever happen and I feel for you user
Wish I could do something to cheer you up
Thank you
I won't give that easily this time
Shut up little bro
Go and take your anti-depressants before you accidentally kill yourself
I'll be fine if you don't murder me lmao
You deserve your parents if they love and care for you
If they abuse and hate you, they deserve to be beaten up everyday until they know how to love
I won't, unless you show me that annoying ass attitude again
2009
Show pics of portugal
I have never been there before, is it hot everyday or do you have winter time also?
That's a long time friend
What happened?
2009-2017
It happened gradually over weeks but a few moments stand out. I was 13. The main memory is: I was sitting in class and suddenly felt, or rather noticed that I felt like I was leaning back in my chair or standing at a ledge. That intense feeling in your shoulders and heightened awareness. After that is a blur for the next 8 years. I only have few clear memories from then like I do from before and the last 2 years.
Not sure what clicked in 2017 because my circumstances didn't change. I just feel like I woke up.
How old are you by the way user?
So you woke up and regained your soul?
That good news if that's the case
I recetly turned 22 btw
Am I a zoomer or late millenial?
I finished high school and the feeling of lack of purpose started popping up in my head more and more often. Eventually I fell into depression, lost all motivation, dropped out of uni.
I tried climbing out of the hole 5 years ago, but I fell back. Finding the energy to try again is not easy at this point.
I had a three good friends in elementary school and one in hs, but they had their own clique of friends of which I never became part of.
I also have a hard time trusting and opening up to strangers. It got worse the more I lived in isolation.
Yes exactly, I don't know why. Something I did very soon afterwards was change my habits though. I stopped all the pointless, repetitive, autistic stuff like ricing my computer, and started sleeping properly, going out, working, etc. That alone has probably helped me the most but I wish I knew where the initial energy to start it all came from so I could tell you.
I'm the same age. Zoomers are foreign to me, I grew up with Pokemon and such.
It's hard to find a purpose when no one teaches or inspires you on what to become throughout life
Opening up to others is almost impossible for me ever since I lost my friends
I have put walls of steel around my heart so I won't easily open up unless I know that I can absolutely trust someone
It's depressing, it's just overall sad living in isolation
I hope you are doing fine now italy bro
I'm glad that you've changed your bad habits to better yourself
I have yet to muster up the courage to let go of my bad lifestyle and start working out
It's comfortable enough the way I live but I need to get out of my comfort zone and start fresh soon
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Around 2012
I can sort of strike a conversation, at least I was able to the last time I talked to someone, but I keep my guard up, and I think people can see it, so it always goes nowhere. It's very frustrating.
If I'll have the means, I'll travel somewhere far from here and open up to people that I've never seen, who lived a completely different life.
I'm not feeling good now, but it's not as bad as usual. I will start swimming again soon.
Don't be like that muchachón
You will probably reach there at some point
I hope you find companionship who will support you through thick and thin, true friends who will never let you down
Until then, I will pray for your well being user
You are a good person. I hope you'll find your soul again. See you around.
Thank you
Have a nice day/evening and see you around
I am very sorry that I forgot you russanon
My memory isn't what it used to be
I don't want to leave anyone out so I am going to ask
Would you like to tell us what happened?
Was meant for
Im sorry you ended up in that situation germanbro :( feeling so bad you breakdown is a scary thing. Im glad i finally confronted my family with my problems that ive kept hidden inside for the past 15 years. Im 29 now and i suffered silently for too long. Moved back in with my parents summertime last year because i kept not beung able to work because depression, they welcomed me back happily and i told them a bunch of "not my fault" excuses for ending up not being able to afford my apartment and losing my job. Anyway, ive been insanely miserable and not functioning but hiding it well this whole time, but it boiled up and twoish months ago i had a mental breakdown in my living room and balled my eyes out and told my parents im seriously suicidal and struggle to function in life, cant take care of myself anymore, etc... they cried with me and showed a true unconditional love for me. They have helped me get into therapy and setting up insurance so i can finally see drs and stuff. Im still non functioning for the most part but the dark cloud is slowly going away i feel.
Sorry for rambling, i wish good luck and send my love to anyone here suffering in life, take care my buddies, there is happiness and comfort out there for us i can feel it.
Thank you for sharing your story ameribro
I'm glad that you finally got to talk with your family after so long
Having a loving and caring family is one of the most precious things to ever have
I wish you the best for you and your family!
wow I thought you were a myth, anyway you need outta greenland. Move to civilization or something try Denmark cause i'm pretty sure they still own you.
When I turned 18
>wow I thought you were a myth
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>Move to civilization
???
Care to elaborate?
That’s when I turned into an asian incel, also Greenland user you should quit Jow Forums, there’s nothing here but hate and negativity. I became way more self-loathing after I discovered this place, this site is not good for your soul, that is if you still have a soul left
B-but I love this place
I have nowhere else to go
This is my home now, I can't just become homeless all of a sudden now can I?
You should try to make friends in real life and once you have established a stable social circle with people who care about you, you can gradually quit this site
Making friends isn't as easy as you think it is silly fren
Thanks for warning me though
I have already let go of my Jow Forums phase just so you know
Like in 2007 but I became fully aware in like 2017
tl;dr
middle 2015