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Unironically cuckold porn.

On a nofap streak I become disgusted by cuckold porn if I manage to keep my hand off my dick for long enough. But I've always come back.

Russia
Wanking

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>i get high on life ( and (you)'s )

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>fantasying, dunno if the word exist.

cigs, heroin, internet/videogames.

every couple years ill get clean off the dope for 6/8 monthss and during that i smoke lots of weed and drink

Not addicted to anything, to be honest. I have been fapping a lot lately.

Jesus Christ anons, get it together. Do something about those addictions. Go live in another country/continent, or at least as far as you can, cut all contact with your junkie friends and dealers and move on. Start a new life
You can do it!
WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT

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>Bbm porn, gay interracial porn, Jow Forums, gay scat porn
Word part is I'm not meming

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cyber addiction, i would've probably had a drug addiction if i was more socially adept

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>fapping

The internet, and especially porn (which has been increasingly more and more degenerate lately). I used to have a mild addiction to amphetamines/speed, but I managed to stop that before I got in too deep.

The rest sure does though.

alcohol and shitposting

also i spend 18 hours a day playing runescape

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I have given up long ago.

how is the coke addiction? do you get withdrawals or take breaks? the crappy part of heroin addiction is it is everyday use no matter what or youre fucked. just due to the nature of its legal status atleast once every couple months you'll find yourself not being able to find it. luckily i live in the westside of chicago and it is as easy to buy dope as it is food here, but still shit happens. been using daily for 15 now with the tolerance/saving monies breaks thrown in.

ive done everything i can about the addiction, therapy, meds, exercise etc, just isnt really worth it. i've gotten clean for 3 years once(i actually do have good willpower) and lived as normal and healthy as i could and it was just pure hell. really fucked up life with too much trauma and stuff, im fucked in the head. ive thought long and hard about this and ive tried genuinely to be a sober person and i just cant bring myself to think it is worth it. heroin keeps me functional and feeling 10/10 all the time, id rather feel great for my whole life before i die than miserable and suicidal for it all. it bother my gf who is a mostly straight edge person, but she understands and is patient with me. and she knows im not stupid about it either and practice safe use, so it sn't going to kill me, i dont even shoot up and ive never come to od'ing and all that nonsense. and i have no issue affording it + paying my bills. idk i know it sounds crazy but my life is pretty damn great.

I get it if I can. I tend to go on binge and then be miserable a few day crashing. Those days are of course spent drinking and smoking heavily.

Have you tried what I said, starting all over again?
With every action there is a response, a consequence. You might think you're more or less stable now with your drugs, but what makes you think you're so special, that you aren't going to end up badly?
Guys, don't you want to be free? Have a clear, crisp mind, like a mountain breeze?
I can only imagine being addicted to those drugs, it must be really tough. But there are tools, there is a way out.
Vipassana meditation.
I know what you're thinking
>another western meme buddhist talking crap as always
I am pretty dumb, yes, but that doesn't mean this practice is. See it for yourself and don't judge without knowing.
Please give it a try!
vipassanadhura.com/index.htm
Freedom, guys, from so burdensome chains, from suffering. Calm, peace, insight.

And please tell me if you have tried to start a new life. This normally helps, at least a bit.

so it is fairly inconsistent? how many days per month do you use it on average? one of the coke heads i know would be high on coke for two weeks in a row then disappear for a couple weeks because he would run out of money. he got paid once a month on the 1st, live it up than crash really hard. he kept that cycle going for atleast a year that i knew him. coke looked hard to function on, he'd would duck out and snort it up every 30 minutes it seemed. he was always looking rough as hell.
heroin is really chill in comparison all in all, i can do it once in the morning and it'll keep me for real good for about 12 hours, i look really healthy and no one can tell when im on it. it doesnt really put wear and tear on your body and i can control if i wanna nod out or not. people have misunderstandings about dope and think it just zombifies people, but it is really energizing and motivating, i can work my ass off all day no problems and love every second of it, then when i want to relax at the end of the day i just slow down, make myself zone out and activate the nod which feels heavenly.

>Get your body to be addict to something
>"B-but I feel amazing !"

That the principle of drugs user. You're gonna hit the wall one day or anotger. Everything around you is gonna be destroyed in a few weeks, trust me. Cut this shit before ending up alone blowing a nigger in a dark alley for a fix

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>Jow Forums, coffee

Yes
Sugar and masturbation

Food, benzos, hookers, trolling.

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dhikr

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t. sufi murtad

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>edging to porn games for hours every day

>being a taqfiri over the internet
>thinking dhikr is kufr
Im not an expert but I know when I see a fasiq like you.

based

why will it all fall apart suddenly in a few weeks? ive done it for almost two decades now, i know how to have this addiction with minimal annoyance. the shitty parts of it all are very known to me, it does have its drawbacks but honestly being able to function and enjoy life/hold a job outweighs the negatives. i really need the dope, ive been clean for years at a time because i wanted to know if i was just fooling myself but everything fucks up when im clean, no amount of therapy, medication, meditation, eating healthy and exercise has helped. maybe it is just excuses but ive had a fairly shit life and have trauma, i grew up in ultra poverty with useless parents, never went to school, lived in cars and hotels mostly in my youth, got raped when i was 12, had drugs forced on me when i was a kid, been put in the hospital a few times from being assaulted with deadly weapons and robbed, saw my best friend get shot and killed in front of me when i was 14, and just never had help in general most of my life. it all broke my brain and i really cant function in life because of it. being depressed and anxious and suicidal all the time is no way to live a life, user :(
heroin helps with that more than anything else does. call me selfish and weak that is fine, but this is my one life and i dont want to waste it feeling like a miserable empty shell. i dont feel any guilt because i have tried all the help one can get, i put in the effort and energy to live life a "better" way and it just doesnt work for me. im not harming anyone, im a productive person and help others anyway i can everyday, i dont ask for handouts or steal, i function like anyone else does, the only difference is instead of coffee and prozac in the morning to get going i just snort a bag of dope. prease dont judge me t.t

coffee, int, boomer sex jokes

bussy

Me too holy shit

What porn games do you play

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cocaine and brazilian prostitutes

jacking it, Jow Forums, internet, soda

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used to play shit from modded skyrim to sims 4, now tk17 and honey select

Liquor
Jow Forums
Vidya
Guns

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I legit just sleep and shitpost on Jow Forums in my bed all day 24/7

Didnt play any of those

You are still not very degenrate

I need to have interactive porn games, stuff like vn's just doesn't do it for me anymore. Although I do play Rance every now and then but not for the porn.

I am so sorry to hear that and I mean it. That sounds like hell, to be honest.
I have wished for you, brother. I wish everything to go okay for you.

how do you tell if you're addicted to porn?

thanks fren, i appreciate that you care and for the wish :) i try to avoid crying about my life, and talking about my addiction, but it's hard sometimes and this is the only place i can do it, i have to keep it as hidden as possible from everyone and i cry about it all the time, but anytime i can talk about it and not have people wishing for my death it really helps me feel better. thank you for the advice

France
I'm addicted to black dick.

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>not sure if an actual addiction, but I usually masturbate 3 or more times a day even when I'm at uni

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>wanting to die

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Drinking, Eating too much when im stressed out, working, videogames, internet

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nicotine/alcohol/caffeine/food

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Food

I played rance as well

sengoku rance and rance VI

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None lol, maybe this website but im only on here for less than an hour a day.

>> Success, women
No one who has the above acquisitions
is on Jow Forums. And success in vidya and your waifu pillow doesn’t count.

I feel you fren. At least I haven’t fucked up like my old ***friends*** and have a good job and can manage my addiction somehow.

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>Jow Forums, alcohol, soda

at least you arent a manlet like me

I will be in vacation in a week and will unironicaly give the meditation a try. I getting more and more sick of my addictive personality.

At least you have not my addictive personality. I get hooked on literally everything that gives you a kick. Not only drugs, also gambling and, if I have a girl, Sex. I unironicaly wanted so much sex from a known sex addicted girl that she told me my behavior is getting scary to her.

did you bang her ?

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sugar, fruit, water, heavy creams, 4channel, youtube, but above all, fapping

She was my gf for some years, so sure. But Sex and having a gf was never on my top goals. I always preferred drugs instead of Sex. I‘m a weirdo, I know.

Russia, Moscow
weed, opiates, benzos, alcohol, GHB

You're not weird. Drugs are better.

>i stopped jacking off out of the blue
i did the same, weird

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>dick, ambitions and praise, fuckboys who break my heart

coffee/energy drinks, benzos, int

>practice safe use
What do you mean exactly? Do you sniff H instead of injections?

You're welcome :)
Stay strong, and remember
WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT

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yeah i usually just put it up my nose, i never really got into shooting it up, when i went through that phase it made my tolerance skyrocket and would suck at judging how much i was taking and would get too high and nod off uncontrollably. and needing needles, cotton swabs, cookers and lighters was just ridiculous and too much. as you can imagine sticking a spike into your vein is pretty crazy and too intense in general anyway. basically to stay safe, i buy bigger batches from a few other users of dope that isnt cut with anything and do that part myself(saves alot of money buying n bulk), plus these people i know are using the same stuff so if they are fine i know it isnt some crazy fentanyl mixed stuff. and because my gf is scared of the whole heroin use thing and i hate making her worry i buy big boxes of test strips (they test for fentanyl presence) and i go through and test my stuff with her, gives us both peace of mind, wish they were available 10/15 years ago honestly. and then an even further safety precaution ill sniff a smaller amount at first and wait 10/20 minutes to see how strong it is before i take the rest of the dose. and i always make sure we both have a shot of narcan on hand, she can stab me with it if i start to overdose and bring me back (i have never overdosed before though)
so yeah, me and my gf have been together for 8 years, she is the greatest person ive ever know and i love with all of my heart. im surprised a nice innocent girl like her has stuck with me all these years desu. she really cares and doesnt like that i use in anyway, but as long as i am religious about being safe and she doesnt have to worry so much we can live happily.

Porn

bath lotion and Jow Forums

Fuck off cheese eating surrender monkey.

Brazil
Kpop

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Sugar, carbs, internet and quick and easy distractions in general.