First time drunk

Tasted alcohol before (beer) but never got drunk from it and wanted to know what's like. After buying some vodka and taking several shots it kicked in.

Have to say it didn't make me any more talkative or cheerful like many claim it does to introverts.

It only horribly intensified my emptiness and existential despair/depression, it didn't change my sense of awareness or self at all, my stream of consciousness remained the same as sober despite feeling the physical effects of intoxication (like a huge stone weighting on my head). I have felt dizzy, with my mouth dried and depressed as shit the whole day.

Overall pretty shitty experience. Fuck you all normalfags who promote this shit as a magical cure for all kind of sorrows. At least I got to appreciate water more after the punishing taste of vodka through my throat

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Did you drink alone?

Yeah, who else I would drink with? It would be a hundred times worse with other people becoming all self-aware and paranoid and shit

It's not lsd, it doesn't give you any paranormal experience. And the many first time you get drunk you don't even notice how you are reacting to it, that's the point, you feel just distracted but often it's worse looking than you think. Btw, the only nice way to drink is with friends, and getting drunk shouldn't be your aim. It comes after having pleasure from the good drink you're having, gets you just light and happy enough to enjoy an evening. I only felt bad really once in my life from alcohol, and it was due to a job boss forcing me to drink, me being dumb as hell stopping to late.
If you listen to northern Europeans, many of them think about that as an activity to fill time with every evening. It's not. Getting drunk is just a consequence of drinking for pleasure, and you'll mostly be happy when you stop at tipsyness. Drinking alone to get drunk makes no sense, while it's ok to enjoy a beer

get just a little bit more drunk and pt on some of your favorite music. basically keep drinking until youre all WOOHOO. getting buzzed/little drunk kinda reminds me of just being stoned which yeah intensifies my bad feelings usually. you have to drink more sorry mate

have sex

how in the ever loving fuck did you expect to get cheerful and talkative if you're by yourself
who are you going to talk to dipshit, the wall?

Being drunk is only fun with other people. Everyone gets depressed when they are drunk alone.

>a job boss forcing me to drink
When the same thing happened to me I became very extrovert and tripped him up when he was going to bathroom, laughing out loud as a madman.
The party was about to turn to be a commotion but an American coworker (the party was his farewell party of going back to US) stood up for me when the boss was gonna grub me by the collar of my shirt.
The US guy carried me still insanely laughing on his back when going downstairs at the end of the party and he got back pain for a couple of days.
A really heartwarming memory even though I myself have no memory of what I did there desu..

The problem is it was not a party
He didn't drink as much as I did
Forced me to go to a salsa club
He vanished for dancing while I sat on a table in the club
I didn't buy anything, vomited the home alcohol on a table
I got expulsed by the club, 3am, didn't know the city much, it was heavy raining, took double the time to get home, didn't see my boss till the day after
A friend of mine also drunk with us, but he vomited before hitting the club so somebody took him home

Ah, my boss was a japanese