Is it normal to speak yourself?

Is it normal to speak yourself?

I think I'm going mad. I didn't even realise I was doing it.

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Myself often speak when me want to say something

I whisper everything I type and whisper repeat conversations that I thought went well to myself. I didn't realise I was doing it until someone told me while I was texting.

it's "normal" in that everyone does it but when people see you doing it, they think you're weird

for me, i sometimes get angry and hurt myself but i'd never do that in front of anyone

Your going insane, the first step is to realize that everyone on this website isn't real. We are figments of your imagination. When you decide to "banter" (banter really is just bullying) an American by suggesting their not white or anglo. Remember you are attacking yourself. Be kind to an American. Love your self!

I don't think so

I have started having full conversions with myself. I never used to do this, I think the isolation is getting to me.

Yes I am speaking to myself

This, unironically

Repeating what you write is a good habit. I do it when I want to make sure I am writing everything right.

Repeating conversations is a language disorder, look up palilalia

It's weird when you realize there are actually people who don't have an inner monologue and just go through life bumbling around.

Right? I often hold conversations with myself when thinking through things and can't even imagine what it'd be like to not have an inner monologue

Yes it’s normal to speak to yourself. You aren’t going mad. Do not lash out against the government. I repeat do not lash out.

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I do both too. especially the latter

I honestly thought having an inner monologue was a sign of sentience. Like humans couldn't even advance to the next level before they created language and were able to think things through in their head. I always thought the NPC thing was a dumb meme but there are actual non-retarded people out there doing stuff with no thoughts.

WHAT

Only true oldfags will remember this ebin meme

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Is it intrusive thoughts and voices that doesn't feel like your own?

If it is, search for help; if it isn't, it's completely normal

I have always had a inner monologue but never had two sided conversions. With myself literally speaking to myself.

It's probably time for some extra socialisation then. I suppose it's your mind's way of keeping company.

I'm surprised to see it's a thing actually, I think I've toned it down over the years, when I was really into a conversation, I'd repeat what they said then what I said just to hear it fit together nicely. That sounds like mega autist behaviour now that I explain it

hmmmm

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pretty sure that's normal
youtube.com/watch?v=dGalix-sVXs

It's a symptom of autism but not everyone that have is autistic

most people who know me suspect I am mildly autistic

The fact that you think you know what most people that know you think about you sounds quite autistic but you are probably just self conscious.

NEET for a year since graduation, yeah.

I also fantasize about winning arguments/difficult situations to people that I am jealous/angry with, like a goodwill hunting moment.

I also think about robbing banks and getting away with it, doing to criminal acts and making a lot of money, stealing money from bad people. Getting hired for mercenary work by a shadow organization and getting paid a shit ton of money.

I occasionally open instagram pages of chicks I knew throughout my life, get frustrated because they are more successful than me, cope that they only have these opportunities because they are women, jack off to their pictures.

I also fantasize about being a superstar giving amazing interviews and such, but at the same time be very reserve because I'm an artist like Daniel Day-Lewis sometimes outright refuse interviews because talk shows and promotions are beneath me.

I also fantasize about being a character in the book I am reading like malazan book of the fallen.

My only interaction with humans is here in 4channel, the 7/11 employees in the several branches I switch around in, and probably my mom who I talk to on texts messages asking about my job hunting.

She sends me money every month for rent and other expenses.

I also constantly remember embarrassing things that happened in my life or stupid things I did, I just yell "SHUT THE FUCK UP, SHUT THE FUCK UP", "GO FUCK YOURSELF", :SHUT UP" while in my room or while I'm in my bathroom.

I'm on the fence about applying to a call center and just giving up my crappy IT degree, there are so many applicants in IT and I am not even that good so there's no chance I'd get shortlisted. I did apply to a few call centers and reached final interviews because my conversational skills are okay but I hate taking calls from strangers even the opposite is what I said on the interviews, I'm just good at pretending so I ended up abandoning the applications I applied to 5 call centers in total.

Sometimes the facilities of the companies I am applying to is total crap, like the office is a literal condo unit, mass hiring crap, HR recruiter is rude and has a script for her questions, smelly bathrooms (I mean holy shit I take a shit everyday how am I suppose to use this if I work here?).

Maybe tomorrow or today I'll apply to another company, just walk-in there and go through the process, not sure about this week though because the typhoon coming later today.

/blogsignoff

Thanks if you read all of it.

I also can't enable myself to apply for a job that has a 2 hour commute, 1 hour is fine but 2 is pushing it. I don't have a vehicle not even a driver's license so I have no choice but to ride the shitty public transportation I also get motion sick especially on buses or cars so I can't go for more than 2 hours.

Sounds like normal behavior for a lonely person. Give some effort to get real life friends and if you can't try to at least be part of a community that you can have some sort of identity, maybe some online friends that you can play games with and chat random stuff. If you are okay with your current situation keep it up but know that you can get out of it if you want.

I know that you didn't ask for advice but your wall of text sounded like some sort of cry for help. I think that you are already aware that something isn't right. Hope that your situation improve soon

wish I could be your friend irl, good luck

no I mean it has come up in conversation numerous times

Also I blew up on my mom on texts a few months ago because she kept asking about job hunting, I said some hurtful things and she said she was hurt, never had the same conversation with her since it's all very robotic since. She was just trying to help me, I am very ashamed.

I asked myself and he said it's okay.

>an inner monologue
lol pleb.

Find something other than call centre work, its soul destroying. Even physical labour jobs are better

Wew lad I'm you but without job hunting part

I've talked to myself for as long as I can remember
Keep in mind that I'm 22 and I've been socially isolated since middle school so it's probably not normal

You remind me of myself. I've changed a bit after finding some success in my life though.

I seriously cannot fathom this

I do it but I'm autistic, and im sure everyone who has heard me thought I was aschizo

I have two conversations in my head all the time, usually two sides arguing, and I am in control of both, they are as much "me" as my hand or eye is, so I'm sure I'm not a schizo. I use this to make decisions because I want to quickly exhaust every option in solving a problem. When I'm not working I can have a "silent" mind, just to focus on my feelings about things, I can mentally replay everything I remember happening, down to smells if they are important. Visualizing things is not hard for me. Anyone else know what I am talking about? I work as a programmer, 23 year old male.

Not out loud. Sometimes I'll go over conversations I had in my head and think about things I could have said differently. Sometimes I'll fantasize about conversations I might have in the future and think up all this cool and witty stuff I might say to impress them and make them laugh. Usually when the time comes to actually talk to people, none of that stuff goes unsaid because I suck at talking to people.

when i'm alone i constantly speak to myself or atleast think out loud

>to speak yourself
This is one of those moments where I see something written in English and I'm almost certain this is utterly broken language, only to find out an Anglo flag. Not trying to be arrogant, I just notice I still have things to learn most likely

Is "speaking yourself" a normal phrase for "talking to yourself"? it sounds off

It is 'speaking to yourself' op made a typo

ahhhh ok
To my defence, I'm hungover

Don't feel too bad op is literally insane.

I used to not to and then my IQ started dropping in like middle school or something (couldn’t focus, slower reflexes, reading became harder, picturing things in my head got harder, other signs I was getting dumber) and I started talking to myself at points. Specially because the voice in my head wasn’t loud enough anymore. I think you’re just dumb OP. It’s OK, so am I.

>When you decide to "banter" (banter really is just bullying) an American by suggesting their not white or anglo. Remember you are attacking yourself.
Do Americans really speak like this?

>When you decide to "banter" (banter really is just bullying) an American by suggesting their not white or anglo. Remember you are attacking yourself.

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