>be me >be ugly beta 27 year old nofriends loser autist with no friends or social experiences since school, no attention from women ever, never been to a pub, club, or party, even through university >walked past a university today and saw literally tens of qts and Staceys in their primes >felt incredibly demoralised because I'm an eternal loser with no motivation in life and they'll always see me as an ugly loser >went through university as a loner loser >lifting did nothing, having a full time job did nothing >normies are all enjoying themselves and I've missed out on everything
After seeing some pop music videos and Instagram posts today I became even more demoralised. Everyone but me is loving the good life. I have no motivation to do anything in my free time. I just waste it on the internet. I have no passions in life.
I'm such an ugly boring charismaless loser. I become the ugly loner nobody talks to within one day of all my jobs. My level of introversion and lack of normieness makes all professional effort worthless because you need to be a normie networker to get anywhere.
Even junk food barely keeps the pall of ennui and boredom away anymore
nice blog bro just get Jow Forums, rich and spite all those fags that's all you can do
Grayson Lopez
What can cure me of the motivational collapse that I have had for 4.5 years?
I'm a 27 year old ugly beta autist with no friends or social experiences since school. I've never had female attention ever. I have no passions and no hobbies except for mindlessly browsing the internet, reading, exercising, and walking around while hoping my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted.
I currently have a boring bureaucrat job, though it gives me miraculously little work. My ugliness, autistness, and lack of poshness cause me to fail almost all job interviews. Working 9-5 crushes me mentally and it is worse when I save almost nothing and will never advance the career ladder quickly.
I did very well in education when I was motivated but being around normies in their prime while I was a loser doing a degree I didn't care about was tortuous. My motivational collapse started in university. My work ethic became non existent and I barely passed with an acceptable grade.
I live in a tiny flat in London and save nothing, though I will start a higher paying job at a famous employer later. I waste large amounts of money on coffee and junk food binges to stop feeling sad.
I have had so much free time but I have wasted almost all of it due to an extreme lack of initiative. I find it nearly impossible to do productive things in my free time when I know normies are out having fun or getting large salaries for rewarding jobs.
I know that social skills are mostly down to looks. I know that I have life on hard mode because I'm an ugly male. I know that all women and Chads have life on easy mode.
I understand that all philosophical axioms are arbitrary. No self help or religious bullshit will ever help me. I constantly think of myself in psychological instead of definite terms ("If I eat now, I'm less likely to do work in an hour"). I constantly feel guilty for not being productive, like a loser for not having fun, like a coward for not having my own personal philosophy.
should i wait for bitcoin to dip more before getting into the crypto meme?
Adam Jackson
>Everyone but me is loving the good life. Actually most people are having a shitty run of it, they just put on a facade on social media. My aunt and uncle are hideous and devoid of personality, but enjoy themselves. It's all about what you make of things.
Evan Johnson
he already did that. its over for him. just get a dog bro. mans best friend. you are probably gonna get a 6/10 wife at best and not a have a wedding because you wont have a best man and will be a disappointment to your wife. or just kys or dont get married. its over. also this is biz not Jow Forums or Jow Forums
Mason Robinson
>woke up at 9.30 am >browse internet on my phone and read a book >really hot and sunny day in London >go out to buy coffee and see multiple 9/10 Staceys which was demoralising as fuck >feel worried because I saw a girl yesterday who I thought was a 9/10 but I worry that I would've seen her as a 7/10 maybe only 2 years ago- immediately thought of myself as "that 27 year old boomer who thinks all 18-21 year old women are hot" >drink coffee in flat while browsing the internet and watching tennis >decide it's too late to go to the gym >bin the coffee I bought because I should give up coffee >go to central London to walk around, feel sad about life, and maybe have my last coffee ever >walk past Trafalgar Square to Leicester Square and see normies and Staceys galore >now drinking coffee and feeling sad about life
Going outside and seeing happy normies everywhere who see me as an ugly loser feels insulting.
My main hobby is walking around, feeling sad about life, drinking coffee, and browsing the internet on my phone.
I can't bear to sit in my flat all day and learning or doing productive stuff when it makes me feel like a loser. I go outside and hope my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted. Of course that's stupid but it's the truth.
I've never worked hard on anything under my own initiative. I simply float through life. I look back at myself and wonder whether I had free will. I am due to start a more prestigious job later this year but I know I can't stand 9-5 living. My current full time job requires me to do no work and spend no time at the office. I'm living in a miracle situation but I'm still not happy.
I feel guilty about everything I do, don't do, and how I do things. I'm also blackpilled and know I have life on hard mode due to my ugliness and my youth is wasted (I'm 27).
I feel like binging on junk food tonight For The Last Time and hoping that I'll wake up tomorrow with purpose and willpower.
>not having a super autistic hobby that makes life seem worth living
Adam Ramirez
>tfw I have never been to a party ornightclub or had female attention ever >tfw I see pictures like picrelated and realise every single girl goes on the hunt for chad dick every friday and saturday and every day if they are at university >tfw feels bad to be too ugly to get a gf or anything at all >tfw eternally bitter >tfw demoralised after seeing Staceys everywhere and knowing they all have 100 tinder matches with Chad >tfw I will never have the extroversion and alpha personality to even be seen as human by Staceys >tfw ugly face dooms me no matter what
>I become the ugly loner nobody talks to within one day of all my jobs. Who decides this? You or your coworkers? Sounds like you are the one doing so beforehand. You can start over too. You didn't ruin the professional relationship by being a bit overwhelmed your first x months. >My level of introversion and lack of normieness makes all professional effort worthless It is worthless because you had the gift of recognizing your weaknesses and threw it away by refusing to improve. I notice you didnt mention a time you really put in the effort. >because you need to be a normie networker to get anywhere Barely true. It's fine to be unique, it can make you successful. Just don't be painful to be around. You can fix that by deciding you aren't.
Parker Carter
>really hot and sunny day in London OP it was rainy as fuck today!
additionally, ppl are shite stop lookin at out ppls BS lives and live your own. take some MDMA go out to a club that plays music you like...if you wanna meet ppl, if you do it enough you will get into the flow! OP i am serious btw ppl suck...
Colton Ward
how is he supposed to get drugs if hes a loser with no friends
Oliver King
this tbqh, fuck normies
Asher Martin
When I see people like you, I'm glad I like anime to the point of obsession.
Chase Torres
>be yesterday >wasted the whole day and had a morning binge (Ben and Jerry's birthday cake flavour) and a late night fast food binge and went a third day without exercise >felt really fat at 11 pm, wandering the streets while feeling sad about life; surely a life changing, inertia busting level of fatness? >surely THAT was the final binge and I'd finally stop binging and, more importantly, do productive stuff in my huge amount of free time >woke up today >read a book while drinking coffee instead of browsing internet >went jogging (first time jogging in over two weeks, first exercise in 4 days) >did boring admin stuff >now 2.30 pm and in the stark light of a mundane Wednesday I can see that I have no motivation or inspiration to do anything other than being a consumercuck or an aimless London wanderer, hoping that my dank 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted >I feel like I'm stranded and a million miles of work from anywhere >feel anxiety about everything I do, don't do, and how I do things >will actually have to go in to work tomorrow for boring meetings; not sure if vacuous non-work will motivate me or not (it didn't the previous million times)
Sitting in my flat alone, in a silence that I tell myself I like but which feels deadening.
Do you know the Eisenhower matrix, where everything is either urgent - non urgent or important - unimportant? I feel like I have lost the ability to even attempt important-non urgent stuff. So as a result I get no important - urgent things in my life. But I avoid all productivity systems or written down goals because they feel self limiting.
Really, what's the point? The normies get everything handed to them. I'm an ugly nofriends male so my life is on hell mode.
I am currently planning to go for a walk, binge at KFC and then go to the gym.
The only positive of the past month is that I have officially gained the ability to ignore boring fiction or continental philosophy and not feel like I have to read them for pseud cred.
Fucking stop wallowing in self pity. Only you can change your reality. And the first step is stop posting and spending time in this shithole of a website.
Robert Flores
I made the mistake of going in to a shopping centre at 5 to 6 pm on Friday and seeing attractive upper class people, including private school girls in their uniforms. It wasn't just the Staceys that were demoralising to see. I saw Chaddy males who looked like they had walked out of Bret Easton Ellis novels. Their existential angst or youthful ennui must be effortlessly sex filled and glamorous, especially if they do their regular shopping in Waitrose. But what really hit me was the brutal normieness of everyone there. They are part of the hivemind. I am not.
I haven't done any exercise in the past 8 days except jogging once. I have binged every day. I think this will change soon. I keep unironically telling myself, "Just one more McDonalds / KFC / Doritos and ice cream binge today to mark years of healthy eating afterwards!"
I am currently walking outside and I'm not sure whether to give up all junk food and coffee on Sunday or Monday
The problem is a lack of spirituality. You can't fix this by just doing stuff or taking medication. You need to find out your meaning in life. Either join a religion or practice meditation. The reason so many young people are killing themselves in droves or feeling depressed is a complete lack of spirit, which our ancestors once had in great abundance.
Nathan Sullivan
For you, I would recommend fasting for a week to gain your spirit and sense of self back. You clearly lack self control and its wreaking havoc on your mind and body. A week with no food will teach you what true hunger is and clear your mind. You will no longer crave food like you used to.
Hudson Mitchell
I waste almost all of my free time on the internet. I read books and go to the gym but those aren't really fulfilling. I can't muster the motivation to learn hard things or do productive things in my huge amounts of free time. I feel like a sucker when Chads and all women get everything handed to them. All institutions consist of normies judging other normies based on how normie they are. I have binged on junk food almost every day for over 3 years while telling myself it was the last time and tomorrow I would become hard working.
I have somehow managed to pass the job interviews for good jobs and this time next year I'll be in a respectable looking and fairly "prestigious" job. But my 20s are gone. I feel extremely bitter to have been deemed too ugly to be a part of all that stuff British youths do to have fun (parties, holidays music festivals, etc). Though I am so ugly that I cringe at the thought of myself even being in regular social situations (not jobs, just unstructured things).
Life and, more importantly, my 20s, are passing me by at lightning speed. The internet is the opium of the demotivated underemployed ugly beta males, including myself. It isn't even pure enjoyment like vidya (which I haven't played for years). It is a way of procrastinating both work and play. Though Jow Forums and incel blackpill literature are embedded within me due to their truth. Finding Jow Forums in 2012, and then getting the full on "it's all about looks" blackpill after ER died in 2014 were both watershed moments. After the blackpill, assorted facts and observations all fell in to place and I've never been happy or hopeful since.
I had no interest in my STEM degree and, if anything, it Pavloved me in to hating all work, even intellectual work. I strongly think society should act as if people have free will but I am evidence against it. My present self is cucking my future self (or maybe it's my Id and Superego torturing my Ego).
Who is this guy for real? I have seen these posts on so many boards, for what feels like years. Always the same identifying details like junk food binges, living in London, looking at stacies, feelings of lost youth Who are you dude?
Adam Cook
>think having frens makes you 'stronger' The weak aka 'chad' use 'friends' as a crutch to appear empowered... >i fucked stacie last night Everyone bow down to the guy with the most STDs fuck off normie
Colton Hernandez
Lol dude listen. Don't be ashamed of who you are. Stressing and worrying about your lifestyle and hyper analyzing everything you do is half of your problem. All you need to do is just be urself :-)
Dominic Cook
Chicks dig old guys. Go try hitting on them uni girls next time
Anthony Taylor
itt. sad sacks of shit
Jeremiah Bennett
yep, every girls dream to introduce her wrinkling old guy to the group.
Don’t kid yourself, no one wants the old guy in theclub.
Take the longevity pill and realize nothing was built over night. Become your own father. Cut out all junk food and find a skill you enjoy and practice in your free time. Also stop masturbating
FOR FUCKS SAKE STOP FUCKING POSTING YOUR SHITTY BLOGS AND BEING A ZETA BITCH
Wyatt Bennett
Can confirm. Not larping.
Connor Murphy
This is Jow Forums What does this have to do with biz? Go to /b/ for sympathy
Julian Perez
Incels like you disgust me
Evan Nguyen
So Jow Forums has moved from pol threads to r9k threads. I suppose it's an improvement.
Blake Thomas
Wait till you hit your mid 30s. Every year just starts speeding up and you'll feel a mix of panic and regret. Truly terrifying
Benjamin Reyes
It's ok fren. All of the blokes I have spoken to hate their wives and say that they're money pits along with their offspring. You're not missing out on anything. Also eat healthy you will feel better for it.
Owen Bell
Nu uh. Every guy apparently finds charisma during a massive downturn of T and comb overs and thinning lips actually attracts college girls.
Jow Forums is filled with these fine sex machines.
> I become the ugly loner nobody talks to within one day of all my jobs.
See I don't get this, I know I'm not attractive yet I have female coworkers who talk to me albeit some of them I have to intiate otherwise they rarely utter many words at me. Heck I sometimes have coworkers, who I rarely talk to and they rarely talk to me, jump into my conversations. Such as; (1) the hot but mean older white lady, (2) the young attractive married gal, and (3) the old latina who seems stuck up.
Alexander Barnes
If you're a fatty you literally cannot die as long as you are above a certain percentage of body fat. I've done it twice, and your hunger goes away after the 3rd day usually. Then real hunger comes in later and that's when you break the fast. Go on Jow Forums and there is a general thread for fasting and it'll teach you more. A lot of you fatties could use a fast because losing weight by restricting diet won't help if you have no self control. Fasting is one of the few ways to fix it.
Join the peace corps. Move to third world country to help people. Use experience to become firefighter. Get fit. Now stacy's will be all over your dick because you wear the uniform and they get to brag about doing it with a fire fighter.
Jose Turner
I remember you posting the exact same shit a year or two ago. I'm 21 but I already feel like I missed out on youth and life in general. Well, at least I'm not a wagecuck, so if I neck myself in the end, I would still keep my dignity with me
Thomas Watson
You deserve the treatment you're receiving, user. Maybe you're super ugly, maybe you're introverted, and like weird stuff. But whatever, get over it if you want to be happy. You need to make the choice, regardless of your circumstances, to be happy. You don't actually want to marry a "stacy". You just wanna fuck one. And why? You know if your floppy ass was on top of her, she'd just lay there like a dead fish while you pump once and blow your load.
Fuck her, the real problem is how you see yourself. The pretty gf is just another self-esteem issue, because you want to be seen with her, you want to be in the same picture for family photos, you want to pretend to be a chad. But you're not a chad. You're an introverted weirdo who's probably into anime or some shit and desperately wants to be some sports-loving dynamo. You know there's girls out there into the shit you like, right? They exist, maybe not stacies, but they do exist. And even they won't fucking touch you unless you bring something to the table.
And by something, I don't fucking mean stuff. You sound like Elliot Rodgers listing off your materials and arbitrary accomplishments. Chicks dig guys with confidence. That's not a meme, it's reality. Get over your empty past and fill up the future with experiences.
Hey OP you seem introspective and forthcoming with talking about yourself. Have you ever tried going to a therapist? Sometimes just talking to someone, anyone, makes a huge difference.
You also seem to enjoy exercise! Why not join a group sport like flag football or ultimate frisbee? Those are filled with socially awkward people, nobody cares. They're a lot of fun and you can get some social interaction out of them, which feels good.
I know how you feel with drifting through life, days & weeks flashing by with nothing to show for it. The only thing which really helped me here is reading books. Going on the internet all amounts to nothing - basically deletion of hours from your life - but reading books? People admire people who read books. They teach you things. Reading a book is an accomplishment which can't be taken from you. It doesn't even have to be high-culture shit, read whatever you want.
OP I think you can make it. You are perceptive and know what makes you happy & unhappy. Now you just have to self-actualize!
Get over yourself and accept that you've got a few more decades of suffering before you can die. It's not a big deal. You already know that you can't enjoy life and that you're a loser, so why waste your time thinking about it?
Samuel Ross
>have absolutely no friends, just acquintances of circumstance. Coworkers and classmates >tried lifting but just too fucking lazy and stop >stopped looking at social media >literal aspie that is only liked at work because I’m the epitome of a wageslave >Never allowed to move up because then they lose their slave >chad jaw and eyes, but socially inept >get attention from women I don’t want because I’m a degenerate fag >no attention that I do want >secretely afraid of intimacy and run from any closeness >sabotaged every relationship I ever had >spend probably 8 waking hours a day alone
Why don't you do what has worked for other people, or for you in the past.
I don't have many friends, but I made the ones I have by putting myself out there. I made them through sports, work and school. I don't have the same level of love I hold for these people as I did my first and only girlfriend but I love them nonetheless. I have always loved music, I play my guitar at a low intermediate level but still enjoy playing. Reading is lifes greatest enjoyment in my eyes, the best year of my life was when I was 15 and read 40 classic books, the beautiful language, imagery and philosophy in the Great Gatsby, the Portrait of Dorian Grey, the dystopia of 1984, Dostoevsky. I still read profusely, I have just read Norm Macdonald's mock autobiography and it's absolutely hilarious and boasts great literary merit. I'm making PR's on my lifts, making a 110kg squat today. Not great, I started in August but I hope to get 200kg by December next year. I play football every Tuesday and go to the pub with mates from time to time.
I am a manic depressive and learned a few things to cope with it. I try lots and lots of things and fail at so many things. The things I listed above is the things that have stuck. I worked a job last year where I quit in disgrace for a joke gone wrong. I travelled across SE Asia and tried, inspite of awkwardness and introversion to not only study and investigate a new way of life backpacking but to meet new travellers. I met a handful of amazing people and lots and lots of cunts. I embarrassed myself a plenty and got depressed over there big time. But I picked myself up and went again.
What is amazing I've realised is as humans, we programme ourselves on a day to day basis. If you internalise this pessimism, this malignant fucking cancerous mindset so many of you are inhabiting here, your life will be a burning hell,with no hope, no redemption. You all have to reach beyond yourselves everyday.
Jeremiah Fisher
To conclude the last trailing thought that we programme ourselves everyday, you have to invision an ideal you want to reach. I was journelling the other day and remembered this beautiful quote 'We are all in the gutters, but some of us are looking at the stars.' Believe in yourself and do what you can to reach that vison you have.
Kevin Moore
I regret not going to the hooker walkups in Soho when i visited London on my lonelyboy Hosteltrip.
I went to Soho on my last night and had an Asian MILF and a thicc azn thot try to lure me into their walkups. Said no both times. t. 28 y/o wizard aprentice Can you go there and fugg the hookers in my stead, I regret not doing it.
Also was bumped into by qt3. 14 blue eyed ""drunk"" white thot who asked me to help her find her Uber ride. Once we found the uber ride she invited me to her hotel. I said no. Do you think she was trying to bait me into her hovel so that her and her bf can rob me or did she really want the D?
Hold on I dunno where tf you think you are but this is no place for real, genuine advice. you're supposed to call him a faggot or brainlet or something
Andrew Price
OP, you're basically in the same situation I am. The thing I decided to do was to commit myself to my craft, which is building video games and art for other people. And it helps a lot once you have that sense of purpose. Bukowski once said, "find what you love and let it kill you." I think that's the key.
Nicholas Morgan
I didn't shag any prossies where I went. I went over there thinking I probably would, but I found it all gross once there. It's funny, I don't know whether I regret it or not, for me it's a great ethical, moral and primal conflict. My penis said yes, and my mind was conflicted. I kept thinking of Nietszche's 'morality disguised as cowardice,' to really glean my beliefs. I'm still unsure, however I'm not against hookers at all.
I met some European girls, a really killer German girl. She was my height (5'10) with very slender chiseled features and long blonde hair. She was remarkably feminine in spite her physique. Had meals and lay on the beach with her watching the sunset.
With the blue eyed girl, who knows with that. How'd your interaction go?
So to answer your question, I don't know whether you will really regret this or not. I do believe breaking that barrier and just going for it will empower you more then it could damage you. But that contradiction in your soul can't go unlooked. That coffee looks nice. Where are you now?
Ethan Bailey
>I went over there thinking I probably would, but I found it all gross once there. It's funny, I don't know whether I regret it or not, for me it's a great ethical, moral and primal conflict. My mind genuinely can't comprehend this. I would have sex with any girl I was attracted to if I got the opportunity. I feel like they would enjoy it so I'd never perceive there to be any ethical or moral conflict.
Bentley Taylor
The intetaction with the Uber ride girl was brief, Maybe 10-15 minutes at the most.
She appared out of nowhere and had trouble standing so she was holding on to me and i had to hold her as support, got to admit it felt cozy.
What was suspicious to me was that she managed to work the uber app easily on her own while leaning on to me in drunken stupour.
>Keeps falling over so I have to hold her with arm, for support >She keeps looking me in the eyes with unnerving strange flirtatious deep stares >Her ride arrived within 5 minutes >It's a black BMW with shaded windows >As she was leaving we hugged each other and i told her "I love you" while hugging and she said she love me too.
When she left I had panic attack because my phone was missing. Luckily it was just in my other pocket. If she was baiting me into being mugged, I was probably chosen because I had my phone out at all times looking at maps.
Also was a bit tipsy due to going to a fish and Chips Pub earlier in the Evening.
I'm in commieblock area random caffe in Split, a Croatian coastal city.
>be ugly This is where you fucked up. Fix this or nothing will change.
Carter Foster
Fucking based post
David Rodriguez
Oh man your looks are not your problem. I'm at least a 9/10, I literally have zero friends, get laid anytime I want. Biggest eye opener in life was "you don't have friends?? But you are so handsome!" regarding that social skills are only looks. My problem is I'm borderline insane and a complete schizo. I just really hate people.
I have a decent crypto stack tho.
Jonathan Harris
You don't belong here. You are a failed normalfag.
The fact that you want to have a social life or women means you are a failed normalfag.
LEAVE YOU FUCKING FAGGOT AND KYS
Anthony Fisher
>tfw ugly face dooms me no matter what truer words never spoken
Chase Ross
this is the truth.
Landon Reed
>implying anyone here doesn't want a social life or women
I don't want women OR a social life. You are a failed normalfag who doesn't belong here. Reddit is more appropriate for you.
Ayden Walker
>The fact that you want to have a social life or women means you are a failed normalfag.
You want those things too, everyone does to some extent. You just haven't been successful, possibly because you never tried out of fear of rejection. So you convince yourself that you don't even want it as a coping mechanism. Textbook sour grapes mentality.
Jose Miller
Fuck off volcel
Mason Nguyen
For me personally, I don't actually want either of these things. If I could live in a room by myself with the internet for the rest of my life, it would be awesome. I only want them because without them, my brain starts to slowly get more fearful and anxious. It appears to be genetically hardwired this way, although through extensive meditation it slowly gets easier to handle.
Colton King
Because you're still young. Once you hit your mid to late the 20s the internet starts to become boring, and then you start wanting a gf and social experiences. But now you're too autistic to have any of that.
Brody Reyes
Implying I fucking come here by choice. I hate this place, but it's all I have.
Oliver Smith
>Even junk food barely keeps the pall of ennui and boredom away anymore
But alcohol does. Go buy yourself a 24pack of beer. Take it from another introverted loner loser oldfag who has given up long ago.
Sebastian Thompson
>drink xenoestrogens
No.
Tyler Campbell
Quite the contrary. I had a lot of social experiences when I was in high school and college. Smoked shittons of weed with my friends, went to parties, clubs, etc. Now I'm far more interested just being absorbed in my work, as well as lifting and meditating. I've had enough experience to understand the futility of social interaction very thoroughly. On a scientific level. For all of our striving, we are still animals, and an animal will always feel more at home in this world than an intellect.
Cooper Powell
read the bible, start with that
Noah Martinez
>real, genuine advice
He didn't give any advice. Just "go out there and try stuff :^)"
Tyler Turner
some points (maybe 3d blue-pilled? idk.): - consider that males often fall in love with (non-sexual) feminine traits rather than sexual ones, making some go so far as to want to reject sexuality as a whole (i read some posts about males not wanting to have intercourse with their girlfriends, while they would smash porn hoes instantly. maybe because their girlfriends are unattractive relative to the unrealistic image given by porn stars.) - acknowledge that discipline (dying for somebody or foregoing sex) can be a display of greater love than indulgence (sex) = if sex is love, no sex is even greater love - try watching things like idolmaster (2d with kawaii or elegant outfits) instead of degenerate porn (3d) - appreciate how some people not desensitized by western degeneracy might consider cum dumpsters to be repulsive
granted how i would most likely do the same IF i were to be the only male alive and all these cute 2d waifus want to be made to feel like princesses. but since morals and co are made up by society, social living and discipline (the "dying for somebody" or foregoing sex case)...
i am in my mid-late 20s and had this mid-life crisis phase for about a month this year. it now disappeared and i feel about as good as i ever have. could most likely even piss off into the mountains and live as a hermit. (still admitting that i might return in case cute 2d waifu robots become a thing)
Jackson Bailey
Sounds like she was just drunk as shit. Slags are easy to shag in that state, don't take it too seriously.
Nofap hardmode 90 days (and then keep going) Go a week without any technological screens if you can Mindfulness meditation 20 mins per day "Read The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle (you're focusing on everything that is not the present which is making you upset, you're also judging things super negatively) Look up rsdtyler, he is an old, short, balding, fat, ginger, ex-autistic, introverted dude who got really good at picking up hot women (but he doesn't do typical pickupy advice and canned line faggot shit) If all else fails do a megadose of lsd (1mg+). All of these things have helped me a lot and can be a good way to kickstart yourself into finding confidence and motivation to do hobbies and be social.
Sounds like schizoid personality disorder, I think I have this too to a degree. A lot of people say it's to do with dopamine and there are anecdotes that cutting dopamine sapping activities like watching porn and browsing internet for long periods can drastically help. Also meditate. Fuck the other day I was on like day 7 nofap and meditating every day for a while, I just felt genuinely happy in the present moment and wanted to meet people, especially girls.
are u meme, i was a failed shit with no gf watched tyler and started meditating and practice mindfulness, also read bunch of eckhart tolle books, now i trade cryptos as a job have a nice golden retriever and a gf for 1.5 years
Aaron Phillips
Don't worry, OP, this kind of stuff is genetic. I've been an autist/anti-social since I was a kid, and nothing I ever did ever changed that. Just try to enjoy yourself and be happy with what you have - you're literally nothing like other people
Jack Taylor
u needed a chadbro, Ive lived on different chads wings usually get the less attractive of the girls, but hey when one is 7/10 and one 9/10 does it really matter?
