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i get what you're saying but you can never truly go all in with a dayjob. i get home exhausted not just physically but particularly mentally, all of my creativity and desire to create is totally drained. Just a fap, a shower and sleep is all you can really do after a full days work

I still haven’t stared my job and desperately trying to find some meaning behind it outside of survival.

At least I learn _______

>this day in age
Literacy is a prerequisite for employment brah

I feel you fren. I had college and work these past few months and it's been basicly impossible to learn technical analysis in that time. Just got done college classes and might just take one next semester or none because working while going to college basicly makes personal development impossible.

unless you're black or somehow eligible for AA

This hits so close to home, just replace game dev and furry art with music and bike vlogging. If LINK doesn't hit at least $20 in the next year I'm going to kms, as it's just getting to be too much. I told myself when I was young I'd never let myself lose sight of my creative ideals, and it's horrific watching me lose it now, slowly, day by day, at age 30, not because my value system has changed at all but simply because exhaustion and time/energy debt have totally eroded my will to pursue it.

I'm terrified I'll make it only to discover there's no dream left to pursue. Winning financial freedom and using it to just sit around all day with my thumb up my ass, every day until I die at 80 or something.

Im 26, make ok money. My monthly expenses are about $900 max after rent, food, transport etc. I make 2276 after taxes every month so I can save a bunch. I never do though, i only have $1400 in my savings account. I usually work 3 or 4 days a week but they're 12 hour shifts. If I work 6 days I'll make $960 for the week, i get paid weekly too. I have no life though. After work all I do is lay in bed and read or sleep. Sometimes I go on bumble or tinder to see what I can match with but I'll always match with hot girls and say stuff like
>Pic related

I know for a fact something is wrong with me. I look normal as fuck on the outside but everyone and anyone that gets to know me intimately will run away. I think this all stems from a traumatic brain injury I had when I was 14, fractured my skull. Dr claims there was no brain damage but if you ask me it's as if I got a lobotomy. It sucks man, my whole life has felt like I was looking through an impenetrable window and just on the other side is where I want to be but no matter how hard I try I can never get past the window. I'm not complaining though, I've lived a good life and been very fortunate and had sex with many pretty girls. I just wish I could feel normal again, when I was 14 before I had the accident

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me

We've already lost brother. If you think "my life will begin ONCE I've made it" then you already lost.

Same here.*

I have managed to put about 20k into crypto by DCA for about 15 months. Whatever I could afford to put in, I did.

I’m not gonna make it but I’m not giving up either.

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