But the lonely me all alone. I thought I was doing well talking to this girl. I just cant express myself . I cant connect with people. Thought maybe it was the self fulfilling prophecy shit, but even when i try to see things on the sunny side up, I go nowhere.
Will chainlink wealth really make me happy?
When link moons to the heavens I am buying a one way trip to Thailand and living the life of a king. Sex with top tier babes, sleeping in my hammok on the beach, chillin' like I have no care in the world.
Racemixer scum
i'll marry my half-jap half irish gf with blue eyes. WHITE$ POWER WINS AGAIN
same brother
i finally have enough confidence to talk to girls without totally sperging but it just feels draining. I do not care what they have to say and I feel nothing. I barely care about what close friends have to say.
The only part that makes it bearable is I dont seem to have as strong of a desire as some anons for a relationship. I would love to meet the perfect girl who was low maintenance and essentially a female version of me, but it feels so pointless and hollow, just trying to think of the right things to say so that I wont drive someone away that I dont truly care about in the first place
I only have 1k link.
What can I do with that?
not meming at all bro, get Jow Forums, zyzz was right it will change every aspect of your life
Yeah. Same. She said something in response to me making her laugh "it's good to smile user" , now I dont know what to say or think. I think to much about others perceptions about what I say , and how I act. I want to connect so bad. I just dont know how to take that first step forward to improving my life. It's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all.
Some of Jow Forums expressed that lifting wont clear my autism. Another girl at work who seems genuinely nice always tries to say hi to me but I just stand there like a retard. When I started lifting, she complimented my arms. It felt good but I need to learn how to talk to others and understand them. I'm so self absorbed. I'm shit. I bend over backwards for others to try to make friends or talk to girls. And it never worked out. I'm lost man.
my breed of autism is being too sincere too often, i've kind of just accepted that as a personality trait and being shredded makes it endearing rather than creepy in my experience, also read this it is very important
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That’s your problem. Stop bending over for people you cuck.