Interesting perspective user. I have also a similar story. Started a similar thing with a friend from university and was really hyped about it in the beginning. But after some time I didn't give a fuck about it anymore. If we succeed this could yield in like 10,000$ per month. Luckily he pushed it forward himself recently. If I were him I would have kicked my lazy ass out already.
Maybe it's a good idea when you drop me your Telegram handle or so per E-Mail and we keep motivating each other with that NoFap thing, so we both succeed?
How do I become successful?
Nathaniel Hall
Jaxon James
I procrastinate on my current app development as well. Hell I remember when I started creating an android game and when it was ready enough to play it, I always played it 90% of the time and 10% was me actually developing the game. And before I got to it I was browsing YouTube, listening to music, browsing biz etc. I always felt like "I dont quite "feel" it, let me just listen to some music and then I'll get to it". Best way is to just get to it right away and quite literally force yourself for like 15 min. This happens only sometimes to me where I don't want to do it at all or when I'm mentally too tired or something. I usually actually enjoying developing, but sometimes the stupid flutter errors keep pissing me off. Solve 1 error and 2 other androidx package errors come up or some other shit.
Liam Cook
I was in exactly the same boat. I know exactly what you mean by the self-hatred. I have lived this, and I've beaten it. I found psychedelics like magic mushrooms really helped to change my perspective. I had a decent dose (3.5g) and my eyes were opened to the good int he world. Soon after, I started exercising, eating right and sorting my life out. I'm now 4st lighter, and much more proactive. I've found a hobby I love (streaming) and my life is much better. I highly recommend psychedelics for treatment of recurring negative thought patterns, and depression. I'm a huge advocate for them, and they certainly do work. Just find a good setting (sunny day in a park/garden) and open your mind... I wish you luck OP
Carson Long
You dont feel utterly destroyed after a fap? You’re an anomaly
Nolan Butler
>And before I got to it I was browsing YouTube, listening to music, browsing biz etc. I always felt like "I dont quite "feel" it, let me just listen to some music and then I'll get to it".
Same. Let's say it's like 10 am and I am like "okay, I will start at 11pm." And then I am every hour like "Okay I will start at xx". And suddenly the whole day is gone. And when I start and actually do something, then I can concentrate for like 15 minutes before I end up somewhere else again. I wouldn't say that I am stupid, but I waste my talent and ressources big time.
Jose Bell
Thanks user. I read about that stuff already quite a lot some time ago. But then I again ended up not taking it. I am also a bit scared that my situation could become worse from it
Nicholas Collins
In 1915, you would have been sleeping in a trench while artillery shells exploded over you head for weeks on end. You would have watched your friends and people you know die horribly everyday. People are so fucking soft these days its embarrassing to be human anymore. Seriously, you have the ability to change your life just like every other bonebag. No one is going to do it for you.
Liam Flores
Meditate.
Luke Cruz
It really will help, the science is coming in on it now. Do your own research, there are several papers coming out now which support this. Google psylocibin for treatment resistant depression, and have a read. Just make sure if you do try it, that you have a good setting, and are in a reasonably good mood. Find a nice sunny day when you have nothing to do, find a nice open park or forest, and try it. Even if it's a small dose. It will help, 100%. Again, best of luck user
Mason Miller
Thanks user. Really appreciate it!
I will look into this stuff again