Ritalin

Also your question wasnt really the topic but i answered anyway

> what is cocaethylene

Does it feel like it though? In comparison to speed paste for example

hmmm, maybe, maybe user.

I started with the binges, like you, and the recovery in bed, then I figured out actually doing bumps was how you maintain a habit.

For the record, always spit out the drip back, swallowing coke is god awful for your stomach and actually is the worst way you can absorb it into your body because of all the nasty chems in the stuff.

You spit out and you stipp get euphoria but you greatly reduce the sickness afterwards. Alternately you can smoke rocks, which is the cleanest way of doing coke, but again, you will lose your voice after a heavy session hitting the pipe.

Its an incredibly deteremental drug desu. As faras ritalin goes, if your are adhd you wont experience the 'speed hit' that people are saying in the thread, like the euphoria etc. As I understand it it allows you to focus on tasks more efficiently, not the opposite effect that it has on non-adhd folk, whom become restless and disorientated on it.

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I had an ex that was diagnosed with adhd and subscribed ritalin whilst we were still together.

I also had a close friend who was also diagnosed as an adult with adhd, he was an avid drug user of allsorts, so I trust his judgement of describing the effects of the medicine, for adhd it is exactly that, medicine.

>drip
This is what i liked the most desu. I couldnt wait for it to be able to swallow it (nohomokek) because the euphoria somehow instantly hit after the drip. The stomach part must be true though because i suffer from acid reflux or heartburn or whatever you call it now and i never did before.

I wanna do coke only like twice a year from now on and only when im on vacation. Do you recommend me to try ritalin out? Thanks for your post.

I would say yes, It really helped my ex with managing her time and life. Also my friend was looking to flunk his degree until he was perscribed (not subscribed in my earlier post) ritalin, he was able to complete his degree in videogame design which is considerably tougher than people think (vector calculus etc.)

Cocaine is a greedy drug, so no wonder you thought ''ohh yummy yummy, drips and my cnots all in my tummy'.

But the truth is to still feel clean and reduce the sickness, spit out the drips, blow your nose every so often, the longer you let the stuff sit in your nose cavity the more it chews your face up.

Also, the acid reflux is greatly exaggerated when drinking.

Try cammomile tea with a little honey, honestly, it really helps with those bad stomach times and stabalising your stomach pH.

Anyway, godspeed user, I wouldnt listen to the fags saying 'hurr durr addict ritalin durr', Like I say for those who need it, its medicine.

Most substances can be abused, I drink coffee every day, 3 cups in the morning, but my cutoff is midday because I know itll make me jittery, give me the shits and effect my sleep.

But doesnt change the fact that first cup gets me to where I need to be on a day to day basis.

Its medicine, and I treat it that way.

Thanks user. How are you dealing with coke and booze to this day? Are you sober right now? Do you do big breaks and then relapse into binges aswell like i did? Do you plan when you are going to consume or is it an impulsive move? I been a chaotic mess to this day. I hope to stay sober for atleast 10 months a year and then enjoy myself 2 months in a row. Where you been in south europe? I been to spain and the coke was a1 and also alot cheaper than up the north. London was the most expensive so far. Germany and holland are alright.

Im kinda ok with the coke these days desu, I dabble a little bit a few times a year. I had my time and it was some dark days when I reflect on it, im glad I got out of the cycle.

The booze is the worst for me, I did 6 months sober this year, then I hit a pothole and been drinking most days for the past 3 months, on a break again now as my liver and kidneys begin to hurt. Alcohol is truly the worst, you cant get away from it, you go to any social events with the 'normies' and everyone insists you drink or mocks you or some bullshit if you dont drink 'look how much fun were having user, LOOK HOW MUCH FUN!! DRINK THE FUCKING SHOT user, BE FUCKING UNFULFILLED LOSING OURSELVES IN THIS SHITTY HABIT TO ESCAPE OUR SHITTY LIVES LIKE US user!! FUCKING DO ITTTTT!!!!'.

I would much prefer smoke weed recreationally, but its illegal so I cant do it openly, I have to hide it from normies in my life.

I lived in southern spain for 5 years, about 3.5 years in la linea de la concepcion, coke there was fire, algeciras the nearby city was the entry point for alot of drugs (cocaine, hash and opium) into europe, the columbians used morrocco as a stop off point to get coke into europe so we always had the best shit.

Where up north are you? lived in sheffield for 3 years. desu coke in this country (UK) is always horrendously stepped on, alot of it has levimasole in it which is terrible for your heart. When I dabble a few times a year I get from a friend who has a dutch connection, get fishcale 80/85% pure.

Ironically London you can get mids coke relatively cheap if you know people, theres alot of pub grub around for 50 a g, but I knew some ukrainians that would do 8ths for 135£ of mids to high's near liverpool street station (by canary wharf, businessmen central).

Ive also had good core, and all drugs in prague, go there once a year to visit my buddy, and I also had absolute fire in jamaica, but still, spain was up there at no.1.

I will also add, that the older you get, people tend to pursue hobbies less, and just 'go to the pub' as their only socialising.

And this really fucking sucks, because if you dont want to drink, or like me with a predisposition to forming bad habits and depression from drinking, it means you cant just simply 'go out' and socialise without some pathetic culture of peer pressure.

So what do you end up doing? you stay in, and you dont see people, so like thats where im kinda at, I dont get the opportunity to really see people because all they want to do is sit in the same pub drinking the same shit beer talking the same shit, no one has the getup and go to go mountainbiking, or swimming, or to the climbing wall or just for a walk somewhere interesting.

Im 30 now and its hard to make new friends when your an adult and people are in relationships, I miss being a teenager for socialising, before we all got so fucking corrupted.

Dont you get insane coke cravings when you drink alcohol user? Thats the worst for me. I even did coke in thailand and you can legit jail time there. I have gone into complete social isolation to get fully sober. Literally ALL my friends are junkies or alcoholic normies. I had to cut them all off to get my sanity back. I was in malaga, barcelona and salou in spain. Coke was always good. With up the north i mean im from north europe switzerland. London was mostly always stretched but i got some friends from the balkans and they hooked up with good stuff. Yeah, levamisole is always an issue. The thing is unlike lidocaine you cant even wash it out with ethanol. Godspeed user stay healthy