Suicide

"I was doing like 1k in the low 40 min mark in sets. Once I did 3 consecutive sets of 100 pushups in 1 minute and 20 sec with 45lb. 4 min and 20 seconds total for 300 pushups (10 second break in between sets). Again, as a 16 yr old. Imagine if I had never stopped?
I've spent more time being suicidal (7.5ish years) than training (4.5 years). I already lost in life. Even with my surgeries, this faggot god already won. I am broken."

the lifting caused your growth stunt

this and psychodynamic therapy

find what you actually tolerate or like doing for a job and try that before killing yourself, if youre gonna die anyway what do you have to lose by trying?

also check if you have low testosterone levels and if you do, get testosterone from a doctor and inject it into ur ass-desu

godspeed fellow suicide-contemplating-user

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>genetics isn't real!!!!!!
>genetics doesn't control your height!!!!
My parents are midgets. My mother is like 4'11" and my father is like 5'3".

It wasn't my training that stunted my height. I just have shit genetics.

Get a nicotine habit. I'm brain damaged and have permanent depression, so arousal of the brain is low. Nothing is perfect I guess. Try overly focusing on insignificant matters. Find comfort in the fact there's no right answer.

haha didnt you know weight training stunts growth faggot

my friend is 6'3 and his parents are like 5'5 lmao

>genetics doesn't control your height!!!!
>I know what I'm talking about and am not talking out of my ass I swear!!!

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>manlet

By your retarded logic, I could have grown to be 10 feet tall because "genetics are irrelevant to height". Dipshit. Genetics is basically 80% of what determines height. It's not like you can grow infinitely taller by "doing everything right".

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