Try youtube.com
Then look up more EFT videos for abuse.
Also have you seen pic related? Go try it. (it's partially english/hindi w/subtitles) It has several themes but a big one is a now-adult daughter who was repeatedly molested by the 'darling' grand uncle - star of the family. It fucked up her whole life, the mom denied it, the dad was clueless, etc. And at this wedding event she eyes him doing it do another younger cousin, and she flips. The wedding is almost ruined, but there was a happy ending - when it broke and they excommunicated him. Fuck disownment, you'll have a better, longer life if you take care of this now.