I am fairly accomplished in life and have a lot going for me, but I'm pretty much the angriest person ever to exist. I hate almost everyone and almost everything for almost every reason.
I generally know how to act, I get people wanting to be my friend and invite me to stuff and hang out, but usually I'm smiling and nodding while internally hating them for a laundry list of reasons. When nobody is blowing up my inbox seeking my company I almost never seek it out, I just do solo stuff until somebody bothers me. I play offline games because other humans bother the shit out of me. I watch exclusively nature documentaries and old/niche anime because I don't want to see any normal humans. I listen to almost exclusively instrumental music because I don't want to hear any human voices.
I am tired of being such a crank, I feel like it's putting a real dent in my life. However, I can't ignore the reasons I feel how I do.
Is there a chance psychedelics might be able to fix me somehow?
dont ttake them they are bad for your heatlh and brain
Christian Reyes
If you want to take a low dose of acid, go ahead. Psychedelics offer the rare opportunity to reflect on your life from a different perspective.
Don't take too high a dose, don't take them often, and don't believe every realization you have. Otherwise you get the brainrot
Gavin Hernandez
They'll fuck your brain royally, trust me. I've seen people go fucking west on acid.
Brayden Hughes
Shrooms or acid could be extremely helpful
Mason Hall
they created new concepts for me to chew on. namely the concept of family.
I dont know if psychedelics are what you're looking for, but sober introspection to the edge of disenfranchisement might do you some good
Parker Robinson
DMT is what you want, it’ll completely turn your view of life upside down, especially if you get to the third inhalation and break through. It’ll feel like dying and being reborn again and it’ll give you a whole new respect for everything around you.
Otherwise, Gabapentin works in a similar way to alcohol without the side effects and can make you much more tolerant and social, at least, it did for me.
>edge of disenfranchisement Interested in this, what do you mean by it?
Jack Morgan
Might help.
Daniel Thomas
can confirm, gabapentin is fucking great. not a psychedelic, tiny bit addictive, but a very nice drug
Alexander Carter
psycadelics put your brain in a feedback loop with your senses and mind, thats why people that are high on shrooms or acid can look at their hand and think its so profound, essentially it distorts the clear signal going to your brain from or senses and makes you unable to think and see things clearly for what they are
Colton White
drugs are defined as sorcery in the Bible and are a sin
Elijah Nguyen
The creators of the Bible don't want you to know the truth. That's why it's a sin
Jackson Jones
the same bible that tells you that if you hear the voice, you need to sacrifice your child
Carson Cox
I hate everyone too and i love psychedelics.
Daniel Sanders
Hey just FYI not everyone is a fat protestant american. Shocking, I know
Blake Reyes
At least op have feels. The last 5 years I feel indifferent about everything. Honestly I dont give a fuch about this petty planet, blow it up, for all I care. Booze trigger me, and helpfully slowly kills me. Op, go for really long walks, cost nothing and it helps...
Christian Brooks
Shrooms and dmt are the shit you want... dmt is hard to get, so take aome shrooms man, talk about it with close friend. Their helpful words will open doors. Don't fuck with lsd. It fries people.
Jacob White
>live a holy life, be pure! you just dont want me to know the truth!
ironically thats what luciferians truly believe that lucifer gave us knowlegde when he helped us destroy our innocence
