GIOYC

This hit me in the feels.

I am a fucking mess. Fixing myself would be precision work, it requires a lot of time and effort. Time and effort I just do not have.

The drugs I used as a temporary solution do not work anymore, as expected. It's going to be a long way down from here and I don't want to go, guys, I really don't.

Isn't it funny how just when you think you've done the impossible, life just throws an even bigger problem at you? I may have said it before but this time it may very well be impossible. I cannot possibly do this in my current state.

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C, what are your fucking intentions? I don't want to be your weekly drunk mistake again.

I'm sure you've stopped giving a fuck about me eons ago. So when will I quit it already and just grow the fuck up too?

It IS fucking FUCKED, m8, but is it too late? I don't think it's too late. Is that foolish of me? Whatever. I will live life as a fool.

Doubt it. Why do you come here?

I just don't love you the same way anymore.

Why not?

Then your love for me was never real. Just a kind of fragile affection.

I want to get your body taxidermied and then CUM on your stuffed body EVERY SINGLE DAY until you're completely covered in a THICK yellow crust...

Because you are still here seeking, there is no other reason for you to be here. Who are you trying to fool, yourself? It just might work to help you sleep at night but it's not the truth.

Yah i just want to brutally beat his fucking skull in then chop his legs of with a sharp blade, then send an army of horsemen killing raping and pillaging all his relatives. You think im afraid of disgusting mixed clay like you, fucking philistine. I will shove lion dicks up your ass and chop off your fathers dick and shove it down your throat you disgusting sandnigger. I will make him watch all his loved ones get raped and murdered and throw him in a dungeon where i endlessly beat the shit out of him with new base all bats. Then I will get the priests wizards to havrest his blood and then kill him by beheading him.

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one that is imbued with divine ecstasy come back to the forum if you left I did not mean you to leave come back we can message on there somehow hope you understand my message on here.

I'm a little confused and not really looking for advice, but any comments are appreciated.

I met a girl on Tinder. First date went really well, we had just planned to get coffee but ended up spending like six hours together. Second date was shorter but even better, and it seemed to me like she was more comfortable being herself around me. She even paid for our meal, remembering that I told her on our last date that my birthday was coming up. And she got me a small, kinda insignificant gift (a kind of wristband/bracelet in her favorite color) but for me it really is the thought that counts and I appreciated it a lot. I figure that's some sort of "hey, I do like you a decent amount" kinda thing. The thing is I know she's seeing other guys. I'm not mad at that, she's young and attractive so I figured I would have some competition. I'm not super invested in her or anything since it's only been two dates and I get we're nowhere near exclusive. But she even brought it up to me on our last date that she was supposed to meet up with some other guy the next day. I just don't understand why she would tell me that. Is she trying to hint at something? Like maybe she's not that interested in me and just wants to be friends? I don't know why she would go out of her way to get me something that has any kind of significance to her then. Is she trying to make me insecure or something? Because I'll admit it's working a little, but if she cut things off tomorrow I can't say I would be too upset since we aren't that close, and she knows that. I've just never had it happen before where I've been seeing a girl and she's talked to me about other guys she's seeing or planning to see at the same time.

Initial?

What are you talking about? How am I too formal? Should I be an ass to you like your other so-called friends, sometimes I think you like to be mistreated.

You sound mentally unwell.
You too.
It makes things clearer when you're phoneposting is all.
I did not know about this until now. Huh.

I wish I could be a good person.

You sound pretty serious considering the person you're replying to is obviously just messing around "replying" to the op.

Just watched Maniac on Netflix. It's eerie how much it reminded of us.

I wish it was possible to redo the past. Maybe I wouldn’t be such a mess up and have to have this much baggage and stress everyday.

Probably gonna binge it tonight since Emma Stone is my waifu, is it good?

It's okay. A little dull but it has its moments. Very touching but strange.

Same girl (I think) sat at the table next to mine again. Again, we both ate in silence until we were finished and left.
We are already at two dates now. One more and I guess we're exclusive.

Em, I still miss you.

Everyone keeps saying the pain softens with time, or gets easier to deal with at least, but it's been almost a year now and I still lose you every time I wake up without you, still lose you every time I laugh at something you say and look up and you're not there, and I imagined the whole thing.

I don't think I'll ever be able to go on as if things are okay.
There just doesn't seem to be a point to anything anymore.

I'm bored. You faggots drugged me again to limit the effectiveness of my drugs. It's really obvious and I hate all of you.

let me go home. Fuck these people and fuck all of you. If you wanted to be all "See what people are like and happy with family!" when I know everyone here just fucking hates each other to their cores and almost all of you are going to prison when I'm gone so it kinda doesn't work. You just have to play nice for meeee or some stupid shit.

I hate all of you. You are all fucking disgusting and I really hope you all die horrible, slow deaths.

Give me my medications, a place to stay that has everything I need to do my work and go fuck yourselves.

I don't I'm sorry or do i.
no one is fully a good person, there is good in you.

Loving you hurts more than not feeling anything at all. Why am I not doing anything about it?

Initials whom to, whom from

Not gonna happen, srry.

I really like my penis. It's big, it works well, and has brought me an endless amount of pleasure. I am very proud of my dong. I installed a mirror in my bathroom which is specifically positioned so that I can get a flattering look at my dick while I am peeing.

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You know what sucks? When you say that all is forgiven and that we're fine but then you very obviously don't really wanna talk to me anymore. Can I lose these fucking feelings please? They're doing me no good. Goddamn.

I wish I could like my penis that much, but I just hold disappointment for it.

I want to be in love with someone who feels the same way about me.

I wanna talk to you but I have feelings too and I’m afraid you don’t wanna hear about them. You talk please.

Tch. Smart move. Loving you hurts me too. But I am split in half, know that you would never have me whole as a result. Maybe we can both do something about it one day, maybe even soon. If we can survive this pain that is.

I've learned to just fuck and then leave the person, a lot of humans are shallow creatures and unfortunately it's very difficult to find someone like that

Whatever you say, A.G. I just catch the vibe you're through. Maybe I'll try it sometime soon. Little tough to try and gather the confidence to speak to somebody when you feel pushed away. Maybe I just have an undue persecution complex.

Fucking shit I'm talking to this "girl" played by an internet stranger what is happening to me

Why do you say you are split in half?

I wish you were here with me...We're missing out on so much together...

You really are my other half...

Just ask me to come back. It won't be the same, but I would love to see you again.

why is it that the more I distance anyone I knew from high school, the better I feel?

What is the point? You probably are not the man I wish you were. Youre just a rando. If you are him, it is best to keep our larps vague. If I get the chance I will explain everything in person. But we will probably never see each other again.

When we were hanging out last night, and you were telling me about your life, I realized how bad for you I'd be if we had gotten back together. It's almost like we switched places in life. You got your shit together, you're working hard, you have a good social life and hobbies. I have gotten increasingly lazier, I no longer work 40 hours a week. I have spare time, but I do nothing useful with it. We never seem to be on the same page in life, and that's why we never got close. I feel so inferior to you now. I'm glad we're friends, but I'm also glad we're nothing more than that.

You seem way happier now than you ever were with me. We both said we moved on but i still think about you a lot. I hope he treats you right. sorry.

To whom?
From whom?

So we’re back here again. For the same reasons. I know I can’t hold it against you - there’s no point in debating or convincing anyone. It sure is frustrating to see you throw away the very thing I crave. We could’ve been great if you weren’t obsessed with failing. It’s pretty funny, when you ignore how much it hurts.

To a girl i dated for a really long before we both realized we weren't happy, so i cut it off instead of working on fixing it

I'm sorry I'm sorry....(projecting)

Degausser

I am your last resort, your back up plan, the man you settle for after you tried everyone else.
I know it, you know it and even our friends know it.

But what you don't know is I don't want you anymore.
You have the mentality of a spoilt 5 year old and it explains why ever man you like runs away after a short while.
I only think of you when I am watching chubby girl porn.

Can anyone who's experienced with other people and know how they think give me advice on my problem please?

Watch my magic. I will surgically remove the monster from this man. You know how much he has changed already? He is also going to do the right thing very soon, I believe. It is too early for me to get arrogant but it's finally coming into play. This next week will be quite a fucking ride. Heh. Obsessed with failure? No. Doing the right thing often means I fail, is all. I am obsessed with healing even when I have 0 qualifications to be one.

Initials whom to, whom from

I am certainly impersonal. I don't know anyone it seems and I don't seem capable to connecting to anyone. There's something fundamental I must have lacking but it seems that is something that will remain out of my control and capability.
Oh well.
However,
I realize that any capacity that I may have is rendered moot if for those other people who find my personality at least tolerable would most likely find me too boring to invest time in (and who could blame them in that case).

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Come back only if you are ready for me.

When I get absolutely plastered the night before, I wake up feeling exorcised and unbothered by anything. I couldn't stop thinking about how I could have died last night, and how nice that would be considering I felt like shit all day.
No one really knows how hard I party. I'll do bumps with some friends in their car outside the bar, go in and get redbull+vodka with someone different who doesn't know those friends, find more friends and smoke week or do more bumps, go to a different bar and drink more or do more drugs, sometimes leave with someone to pick up drugs or attempt sex on drugs (never works). It's a wonder I make it home at all. Sometimes I wake up in bushes or in bed with grass in my hair. I don't plan on stopping anytime soon.

Babe... How do I know it’s you?

Oh my god I said it and waiting for the response feels agonizing. I'm shaking. God I hope she likes me too.

Ha! Guess you will have to give me a test to put our suspicions at rest. Ask me something only I would know, easy.

Here is mine. We never dated, but we lewded.

All is clear now. I got too much in the moment wanting so bad that to be you... I don’t think I ever lewded, so rest assured you’re not the one.

I give up. few to trust.
Going back to drifting away

This is my 2nd year and college and I want to quit again. I'm just not motivated enough. I wish I could go to high school again, where everything was decided and everyone had to do the same thing. Much easier.

>I don’t think I ever lewded
You dont think? Depends on your definition of lewded. I never had sex with them if that's what you think, but I did give some mean bjs lol!

Excuse me but what is lewding on here? Is it "fucked" but the site changes it like 2 to honest to desu?

I thought it’s exchanging underwear pics? But I don’t know anymore haha

I don’t have a dong lol

It's another term for perverted you know webcam sex online, in real life bjs, etc.

will you fucking stop with this shit dude, it's obnoxious

you seemed like the best relationship i've had so far so i'm hoping the next one is even better. cause you have some fucking problems

Kek! Well that settles that for sure. :^)

Is your middle initial J?

today i found out that i’m pregnant. i also found out that my boyfriend of two years decided that sticking it out with me through two more years of college with a baby isn’t worth it

fuck you

you’re not a man

i hope you don’t show up in the delivery room

Nope, don’t have a middle name

what the fuck?

Initials?

leave me be

Everyone and I mean EVERYONE Aja’s problems. You’re no better.

I don’t want to be alone :’(
I haven’t spoke a word in hours and idk when tomorrow I’ll have an interaction with another human being. Most of the time it’s cool but rn I just feel way too lonely and unloved.

Has* fuck the autocorrect.

sending you an internet hug, we all want someone to care for us

Internet hug is sent

Thank you C: I want one from someone I care about but this is good enough to keep going on.

My friends are boring idiots. I want new friends.

Having both deep-rooted misanthropy and the hardwired psychological need for other people is a bitch.

>Humanity was a fucking mistake.
Hear, hear. If there's one thing you can count on from people, it's that they'll do reprehensible shit to each other without giving it a second thought. Anyone who believes that "People have a natural predisposition toward good" drek is a naive fucking idiot.

Good luck ho. Being pregnant by itself is hard enough, at least you don't have some shit boy causing you more emotional problems now. Embrace it and make sure not to put him on the birth cert, just tell them you don't know who the father is and you'll get taken better care of. Most men just cause problems when it comes to this shit.

I've been with my girlfriend for 3 years and she keeps nagging about marriage. I'm having second thoughts. She's not white , and I think about my grandparents and ancestors that died in wars to preserve their homeland and their family. And after all that I'd be spawning some mongoloid freak that barely looks like me. It seems my only options are to get a white egg donor or to break up with her. I could see being with her for a long time but the thought of the children makes me hesitant. Fuck.