I made the love of my life absolutely despise me beyond redeption because im a piece of shit mentally ill waste of space.
I have severe depression and this basically destroyed me, ive been planning my suicide since i woke up.
He hates me and its all my fault and im so fucking disgusting i deserved to be killed and my body to be thrown in a ditch and never indetified because i dont deserve a funeral.
My sick fucking ass didnt realize all the ways i tried showed affection just made him uncomfortable and he was just being polite by not telling me to fuck off.
I don't know what to do i fucked up so hard and i still love him so much, im sick and obsessed its disgusting i cant live like this.
Basically i went full on stalkerish-obsession on a poor guy ive liked since 9th grade, and i didn't realize what i was doing was wrong. I fucked up our friendship he feels disgusted even looking at me.
We already talked and he called me all the names in the book, said i was creepy and didnt want to deal with me anymore.
I wish you the best of luck user, you will find your love.
Easton Cooper
>My sick fucking ass didnt realize all the ways i tried showed affection just made him uncomfortable and he was just being polite by not telling me to fuck off.
Sounds like a 10-ply idiot OP. If he doesn't have the balls to tell a chick that he's not into her, he was either trying to have you as his side bitch or was just a pussy.
This is a really dumb thing to get bent up over.
Christian James
Why did you like him in the first place dude?
Colton Lewis
Idk this girl I knew totally liked me but her parents are like mine, fucking assholes. Sometimes I worry about her health cause she's special in my eyes but Idk I'm the bad guy.
In person or online? If he says this to your face, he meant it. If not, then it doesnt matter. Idk I hate how every zoomer would rather look at a pic of someone through a screen then hold their hands in real life.
That's sure as shit true. Be glad you didn't end up actually fucking the guy.
Matthew Foster
Sadly, he is somewhat of a pussy. He didn't want to create drama in our social group and make me upset. He's quite passive about everything. He is extremely kind and sweet, funny, and dertemined on what he does, ive never seen him give up of something he could do, no matter how hard. I felt like i could talk to him for 12 hours straight and wouldnt get bored. I met him back in school when we were quite young and while we hadn't gone through puberty i had one of those dumb kid crushes. Rekindled somewhat recently as young adults and i went downhill.
