GIOYC

new bread, old one is dying

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I want to suck a dick

For the first time in a long time, I feel pretty good about myself :)

I also need a boyfriend badly =(

I derive little to no enjoyment in life. It is honestly really my only problem left I can think of. I go to a psych, there's nothing urgent to tell him. Next time I see him I'll tell him this; we ran out of time today.
Anyhow, I have reasons to live. I have depression but its not like I think I'm worthless or want to slit my wrists. I just always feel ok, decent. I also don't know what makes me happy.
Anyways, on the bright side things are getting better all the time like The Beatles said. This is just my latest roadblock, thus the only real thing to get off my chest.

Women ruin these threads.

Fuck off

Tbh I'm just hoping the guy and the girl from last thread actually we're talking about each other

Agreed.

Seconded. Incel faggots out.

I feel like I'm about to do something crazyyyyyy, and I'm stoked about it.

Also fortnite is in no way fun

>t. slut from the last thread

Nah,
>t. random guy who wants people to get what they're looking for

Hey J... Sorry. I did a lot of fucked up things, and I regret being a horrible person. I am going to change, not for you, but for me... and thank you for helping me realize that I needed to change. We won't see each other ever again, so this is the best I can do. Sorry about that too.

>we're
Not fooling me, you stupid slut.

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Yeah no actually lemme add on
Some people become friends with me and they dissappear and it fucks me up a little. Anyone could leave me with no reason man, its happened before.
Also I have an ex who I left on fine terms and I kind of want to help her still but I feel like I got my own shit to deal with, and that she needs to learn to deal with her own shit, but at the same time she's downright suicidal so is this morally right?

Ever think maybe one of your problems might be assuming the worst in every situation?

Either
A)you're the paranoid narcissistic stupid slut
B)you're cheerleading for a paranoid narcissistic stupid slut
both are not good situations at all. Pick your poison.

I guess B but I didn't know anyone was paranoid or narcissistic. The last post the guy made seemed like he wanted to contact the girl so I was just hoping that would happen.

I think I'm falling for one of my friends, who happens to be married to one of my other friends.

We clicked really well when we met. She's interesting and easy to talk to. Intelligent. She genuinely cares and wants to know who people are. She's an amazing listener. She has the prettiest brown eyes and a cute laugh, she gives amazing hugs and is always ready to comfort anyone with snuggles, hot chocolate, and movies when they need it.

I genuinely think her and I could be best friends if I could kick the feeling of being attracted to her. Her and her husband are great people and I don't want to come between them, so I've been distancing myself, but it's hard. I don't know what to do.

You're a scumbag

Im telling you right now, you're a scumbag.

And you're doing to this, to your friend who's married to her.

Don't even fucking pursue it, that is an awful thing to do.

But maybe you should come out with your feelings, because then she'll reject you (she is just being friendly with you dumbass) and then your friend and her will cut contact with you.

... Did we even read the same posts?

My dude, you forgot option C)the paranoid narcissistic slut larping as B doubling down on her larp after being exposed.

I wish I wasn't so damn anxious and could just do shit without overthinking all the time.
Instead I spend hours pondering if I should message this girl and if yes what.
Trying to come up with every possible outcome in my head.
It's fucking paralyzing and I don't know how to stop it. I just want to do things when I want to do them.

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*High Five* Me too user! Me fucking too!

I’m always desperate for absolutely no reason,and I don’t know what to do
I’m still young,but i already have the feeling that I’m probably ending my own life soon
I feel guilty towards someone everyday,even though I don’t really do anything to hurt them,i just feel like i disappoint them
I just want to be normal again

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i wish she hadnt got to you and broken your heart, it would have been great if you had gotten your happily ever after. i would have been excited for you. but this was just bull shit. she pulled you away from me and then she decided she didn't want you. and now shes all you want, you have no interest in me because of her. i fucking hate how shitty this whole situation is

Nike? What?

I had a job interview. It felt vaguely humiliating.

just
do it

Meanwhile I'm pining for you and you don't even know I exist.

If it was that easy I'd do it. I just want to get out of my own head.

I'm kinda hoping that you will come back to me one day in the distant future. I definitely wouldn't want that right now, but I'd gladly take you back eventually. I still enjoy hanging out with you every time. I just miss being together.

I'm literally in the same boat. Whenever I have to make a decision I can never just pick one option.
But rarely I manage to just react on my instinct right away. Even if it's the wrong one you can learn from it. It's really simple. You just have to DO IT.
I believe in you, user, do what you feel. Don't think.

initials?

Thanks. It really is frustrating. Seeing other people seemingly decide and do things so easily while im having this metal block. I'll do it today. It probably will need some alcohol but I'll do it.

My very first kiss was also just a genuine reaction that I never planned, and I nailed it. Even though I was even more anxious back then. Sometimes you just gotta go with the flow. Also, yes, alcohol can help a great deal.

Go. You'll never change and I don't want you to

How dreamy
Just remember how she gets fucked senseless by him and doesn't think of you when it happens

Wow, I don't know what to say except that you definitely arent them if you honestly feel that way. I did fucked up shit to my J. Also if youre a man you DEFINITELY arent them.

Why did you say you still want to be friends and that I'm so easy to talk to, only to not fucking talk to me at all? Two year relationship down the fucking shitter.

I'd love to see him get his "happily ever after" as well but you seem hellbent on distracting him.

You did. But as you chase her now, again, you finally gave me an answer instead of stringing me along. I'm free

Oookay then... congrats man. Im just gonna back away slowly from this larp.

Messaged her after 2 bottles of beer. Now we wait and hope for the best.

Get back here bitch watch me spiral out of control as I get you tangled up in my love life

Jesus christ. Fuck no, ho. You Jow Forums women be fucking insane. You def arent her, she wasnt crazy, and I def dont want to larp with you crazy Jow Forums bitches. Go larp with your therapist.

I did it. I finally told him the whole truth and understand and accept my reality. It surprised me that he even read it at all but I guess the winds were in my favor.

And I am also getting some opportunities it seems to fulfill my life again. I don't know if I will truly make it through this but I feel almost completely free. I could die knowing I did everything I could and at peace.

Doubt your wife would like that

On the contrary I left him alone the whole time they were together. She broke up him and he contacted me right away saying that he wanted things to go back to how they were before and that he missed it then a few days later he decided it was to much and he could only think of her. He tried getting her back but she was already with someone else and now he's obsessing over her

I made good friends last year, after getting over some problems, I have finally socialised and met so many people, I can talk to someone all the time. And when there's no one I come to Jow Forums. Things got better but there was no one for me to tell this because I hid everything when I was down. I don't feel like an attention whore for approaching people. I still keep feeling a little lonely at times, I'll space out every now and then and feel just, empty.
Something positive to put is that thank you all anons for helping me out, I have improved and I'm still going. And I hope others will too really soon

my head has been hurting every fucking day for the last 5 months. i cant get help because the healthcare system in this country is fucked and all i can do is take painkillers. my cognitive functions are steadily declining and im getting more and more retarded. i dont know whats wrong but im probably going to kill myself before i lose too much self-awareness.

Right, I moved on. He and I could have worked out but you were distracting him.

I don't like having a crush on you.

I only ever loved him when I felt most free and at peace with myself. That's a hard thing to come by these days and it took a lot of fucking around and drugs and alcohol. I wish things could go back to how they were before, but, then I would never have found out he was in love with her. Funny, considering J and I stumbled into a sweet, ephemeral affair not soon after he left. You wouldn't discern it at surface level, though. I doubt she even knows. Or, perhaps that is what made her go after him?

Now I will be able to focus on my art and other things I love to make money. Maybe get back into seeing clients, or find one or two to keep me afloat til some less illegal work comes along. Maybe.

Another desultory, rainy day.

I really wish I could hold you, kiss you, make love to you... but we have gone our separate ways and those are just bittersweet days I look back on and regret not making the most out of.

**ATTENTION CRAZY LARPER GIRLS**
THIS IS NOT FOR YOU, PLEASE DON'T BOTHER

Now you're just asking for it

I'm gonna suck your dick if you let me

DON'T LARP ME

Fucking KEK

bet uve spent the past few weeks literally just sleeping, playing videogames and droning at youtube.

I think youre cute af. Like godamn. You remind me of that guy i tried to stalk once because he was so beautiful. Except youre not an asshole or politically correct.
But youre not husband material. I need to be in a serious relantionship and youre not the man for me.
And everyone thinks we should be together but if we were, it would be good but not excellent because i wouldnt love you, we'd be two lonely people looking for comfort in each other's arms.
How can I be with someone I do not love?
I wish you the best though, you deserve it.

God I hope that time comes for me too. :(

It was foolish of me to think, that after everything youd still come back to me.
Im no longer hopeful.
Can thank myself for that.
My stupidity was showing when I still wanted you after you hurt me.
We all have issues.
Im working on mine.
Good luck and good bye.

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I wish being a hopeless romantic wasn’t immediately dismissed as being a pussy or being a faggot. I can’t even talk to my friends or coworkers about why I’ve never had a long term girlfriend because it’s always
>oh you don’t have to marry her just fuck her huh huh

where does your kind live? i want one...

I'm lonely as fuck, and don't see a way out

I keep thinking I have erectile dysfunction but I don't even know how it works. Every guy in porn seems to have his dick go all the way up, mine just points straight and its always like 90% hard and every few seconds it feels like its "pulsing" . I can't tell if thats what it is or if I'm just not excited enough. Is ED complete lack of erection or could it be partial? I'm 23 and never had sex so I don't even know if my dick will be able for it in the state that its in. I've also lost my sexual drive about a year ago, not completely but hardly anything gets me hard these days and I have days where I don't even want to jerk off. I feel weird about it and worried, maybe its stress? a lot is happening right now, I just don't want this to be something I've to worry about...

Or maybe she does.

Same. I really, really like being your friend but these feelings make me uncomfortable.

it would really put my mind at ease if my immediate family all disappeared in the next few months. there isnt any point to moving out, i cant just fuck off and live my life without breaking some kind of moral ideal and my mother recently told me about what i could expect in terms of inheritance money when she dies just so she could hold it over me like a carrot on a stick, since she doesnt believe that ill actually do what she wants after she dies. my fucking sister has downs syndrome and will never be able to take care of herself, let alone live on her own without some kind of permanent support, and my mother isnt considering any kind of outside help as "a reasonable idea". in her eyes, family are the only ones capable of taking care of her, and im the only family around apart from her ex, who she doesnt trust to take care of her

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No... scumbag? just because he loves someone?

I miss you, Sean. I wish you didn't own guns.
I wish that girl didn't manipulate you and your roommate.
I wish you hadn't distanced yourself from me.
I wish you would have been more honest with your feelings.
Not a day goes by where I don't think about you.
I can still hear and see you. You're here. I just can't touch you like I used to.
I wish things weren't so complicated between us.
I wish we could have worked it out.
I love you so much. It hurts so bad that you're gone.

-A

I love how you mindfucked me
>everything is great while we're dating
>talk about future together
>no issues
>call me out of the blue one day and say you have feelings for a friend

that's cool. then why did you activate your dating profile again just now? did shit not work out or were you lying to me about your friend? I wish people would just be fucking honest.

I had ANOTHER dream last night that I cheated on my bf and liked it. Second one I've had. What the fuck?! I will admit that I sometimes have my doubts about our relationship but when push comes to shove he is my one true love and I don't think I ever want to leave him. I hate waking up feeling guilty.

I'm with you, he's not a scumbag for loving someone. That can just...happen.

distance, user. hang out with her / them less. don't get drunk with them.

i got involved with a married woman for a few months several years ago and it was the worst fucking mistake i've ever made. 100% not worth it.

yep people and their fucking mind games user

Dear GOD i want you so fucking bad... its not fair, why do I have to feel this way? Seeing you at work makes it so much harder. Its like I cant even run away from this feeling.

I still can't believe I meet the most amazing girl on Tinder. I can't believe I made her my gf and I can't believe she likes having sex with me. Guys like me aren't supposed to be successful on Tinder, and I'm not supposed to be able to get girls like her. But somehow, I pulled it off. Thank god I'm funny and engaging I guess

I think I need you to leave me...

what kind of self defeating bullshit is this

It’s not. More like self preservation.

then you leave?

If I could I would.

either you need to elaborate, or that’s the self defeating bullshit i was talking about

It doesn’t matter. I vent here. If I didn’t I’d say things I regret. I already regret it. I don’t want him to leave ever.

the feeling of absolute loneliness. having exactly 0 people to talk to. Dreaming about going back and fixing the to-be life ruining snowball of mistakes. realising after so much efforts got to a much better life but still dead to everyone. Not even thinking anymore about true love/family.
So it will be another double for me barman. Thanks

Seriously?

I fucked a 75 year old woman when I was pledging a frat in college. Since then I've fucked 8 different women over the age of 70, plus another over the age of 80.

If he were a woman people would be calling him a homewrecking whore.

Please be fabrication.

He says he is forming feelings, calm down. Also, the people who say that are full of shit.

Yes.

Nope. There's something about hitting on old women and scoring with them that I love.

Why’d you delete then?

why tho

>calm down
>to person being rational and truthful

This isn't an appropriate time to tell someone to calm down

I dont think being a sociopath is a bad thing in today's social climate

Lucky them! How old are you?

Not tryna trip rn, why do you care