ITT we share stupid decision
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i'll start
shared my Email and Phone number on the internet
Niggers are stupid
I am not a nigger WTF
HA got eem.
Yes you are
Got so drunk that I doxxed myself on a livestream where you could chat to the streamer on discord
>Be Me
>Get high on weed and rum
>go to /b
>Post Dick Picks on Dick rate
>Regret ever since
falling in love easily, especially with someone not in your wave length
Moving from Portland to Springfield for a girl.
had sex with ex and they left me again right after
over 20 times
ihasasad.jpg
i don't know what it was but apparently it was something bad enough to make me pay for it for the rest of my life
Yeah cumming in a woman is a life long sentence...
i spent too much on a mattress at mattress firm.
>be,me 22
>Sign up on a gambling website
>get gambling addiction
>lose almost all my money in a month
>whati'vedone.mp3
>start stealing in office to survive
>get caught
>Everyone found out about the addiction
Bah, a good mattress is worth it even if you did pay too much.
Gambling is pure retardation. Congratz worst one yet up to this point.
but mattress firm is about to go bankrupt and I paid for a warranty on the adjustable base (think hospital bed). so it likely won't have the warrany service.
so kind of him to condemn me to it
Fucking kek
How do we know its not the same guy posting his life mistakes ITT ??
Dont be a fatass and break it with your blue whale weight.
I gotcha. You dindo nuffin
Gambler fatass getting someone pregnant and buying a expensive bed. Definitly not the same person.
who hurt you? tell us, user
>implying
Who knows user
maybe its just you and me here
>REALISATION
what if i have multiple personalities
and its my multiple personalities talking to one another
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
> stupid degree choice in college, didn't set myself up for a career in-field while there, only useful if I go full-time academic
> taken shit jobs out of desperation, eventually end up in a temp call center job
> lo and behold I'm 4 years deep in call center jobs and I feel shittier every moment i continue to have this mind-numbing thankless shit job
> no funds to re-enter college for a trade, no local jobs that aren't even more menial or require experience i don't have
i have reached a depth of depression i was previously unaware of
why does this thread read like it's on b
cause OP is retarded
which country user?
> op creates a thread to shit on himself and post dumb shit because he's bored
burgerland
Sorry this cracka aint got no banana nor any meth. Sorry lil buddy. Go hump your cute chimpette a bit more. She got some lil nignog in her already so no rubber needed yaaay!
i have a master's of education focused on student affairs.
it has been about two years since graduation and I have either been unemployed or a temp admin assistant answering phones.
I spent so much time training for this and its a fucking meme degree that is a totally oversaturated market and the university bubble is going to pop soon.
Or maaaaaybe Im talking to myself and there is only me here?!?! Hello? Anybody else,?
Thats just sad. Dont even want to make stupid jokes about it.
~F~
how to feel like wagecuck work isn't a chore
but you oppressed and exploited him for centuries user. just like you do to us. after all, we are the niggers of gender :^)
now make with the gibs. we've got refugees to bring across our racist borders and demand housing for
get creative with how you spin that shit into some other field, use whatever networking you got through your degree, or get ready for self-loathing. I'm convinced 100% of corporate jobs above entry-level or other servile shit is all chosen by nepotism. meanwhile, pic related.
you are a slave, your feelings are correct
I got my own sandniggers here. Im also fucking broke and trying to get a proper job. Even got a proper non meme degree. Sucks ass.
Which path would you take if you had the money to do it?
is the thread ded
eccentric philantropic artist?
i dunno, probably audio production and studying a bunch of shit I'm interested in. local community college supposedly has an excellent program, and with some good tools and a reputation I can translate that skillset to music, theatre, film, games, etc.
secondarily something within programming/gamedev (and related skillsets)/networking or database or compsec/netsec shit (design/admin/implementation/whatever)/... something more concrete pay-wise but still relevant to my interests
whatever I do I'd also make music but i have no expectation to profit from it
in an ideal world I would be a successful writer
given the funds I would also love to do something in the world of competitive gaming
idk, it seems really hard to think of what I'd do without financial limitations after being so acclimated to having them. I imagine if I actually had the money I'd see other opportunities that aren't apparent to me.
Spent over 5k just to spend more time with the girl I love, who happens to be in love with my best friend. And they fuck. I still can’t get away from this and that situation started two months ago.
Tell us a story.
>sandniggers
doinitwrong. i think you're supposed to call them niggers of sand. saying the sand part first un"""""""""""""""person"""""""""""""""s them you see
...and yeah doing shit properly only to have it blow up in your face is pretty shit. dunno if one's better or worse between getting fucked by life and getting your life fucked but
>Sucks ass.
i feel ya. too much. way way too much.
>no feels only bantz now.jpg
civilised nogunz eurofag or fellow burger up late eagerly awaiting the trumpenfuhrer's impeachment which is definitely coming any day now?
Took a red eye and thought that it was possible to sleep in a chair with a industrial dryer strapped to the side of it.
Renting a chair that goes 600mph is all flying is these days.
> best highschool friend is girl
> mutual crush but never single at the same time
> had an online relationship while she was single and she constantly joked and begged me to drop it
> drop it, oops shit she's with that one guy again
> breaks up eventually again
> we are both single (and in college at this point)
> force myself to ask straight up
> "notReadyRightNow.jpeg"
> wait patiently
> meet a pretty cool dude at uni
> reminds me a lot of my friend, similar humor
> introduce them
> literally find them making out in my dorm within a week or two
> they both live with their parents so my dorm is the only middle ground where they can fool around
> no matter who or how many other people are around they always disappear somewhere to fool around
> continue to facilitate this for months, all the while feeling like absolute shit
it was like all that "not ready right now" shit just flew out the window, but further, she somehow never saw that this was a painful or bothersome thing to me at all or just literally didn't care
also "mutual crush" is a severe understatement, I think i'd made it pretty clear that I loved her before this point, and she responded in kind but that meant a lot less or something a lot different to her i guess
you've gotta get a window seat and curl up into a little ball and take benadryl
> get invited to dance with 3 mostly-unattractive girls in the same circle to show support for some lame music shit we were at
> don't
> lost chance at heavy social capital with girls who run in circles with hotties for no real reason
--
> girl with a boyfriend across the country who she keeps talking about dumping gets a little tipsy and starts throwing herself at me
> i have been drinking too but i'm not that tipsy
> she refuses to make the first move but vigorously maintains each level of flirty/touchy shit
> continue to not go for it because gentlemans don't make first move
--
> fucking around with hot roommate
> get to the degree of thigh fucking multiple times, she has given me a few handjobs and would later give me a couple blowjobs
> multiple times while doing stuff she would tense up, i would stop, and almost every time:
> "what's wrong?"
> "i thought you were gonna stick it in (to my ass/vag)"
> "of course not. you were gonna let me just do that?"
> "...i don't know"
> "...do you want to do that?"
> "noooo"
> "why would you just let me do that?"
> "...i don't know"
in retrospect, she wouldn't have held it against me and probably would have enjoyed it
--
> at social gather with many loose acquaintances i only see occasionally
> spot gorgeous friend-of-friend I got to hang with for a bit last year
> hyperactive male friend starts talking to her and hanging around her
> don't want to intrude, anxious, why would she care anyway
> eventually step in just to make sure he isn't badgering her
> hey, long time no see. [her somewhat odd name that i definitely remembered], right?
> yeah!
> my name's [ano--
> yeah, i remember you!
> smiles
> i melt
> oblivious friend cuts in with nonstop inane bullshit
> she latches on to social bullshit talk
> i have nothing better to talk about, i'm anxious, and she legitimately doesn't seem to be bothered by him
> wander away, avoid her for the next 3 days, go home
I decided to have a birthday party despite having no close friends. Fuck you mini me, stupid cunt.
Instead of going to high school I hid in the basement and waited for my parents to leave for work. Then I'd play video games till they came back. Until my mother found my school rucksack in one of the cupboards. It was not a good day
man i really opened the floodgates
> spot cute girl in HS
> immediate crush
> never talk, no classes together, she's a grade ahead of me
> realize we take the same 2hr bus ride home
> realize we also take the same 2hr bus ride to school
> ride home involves a transfer; with my idiot machine brain I always just transferred at the last possible stop (a deserted wasteland surrounded by dirt in an industrial area with no shade or seating) but she just transfers at a nice shaded bench in front of an apartment complex
> get off at the same stop for once
> awkwardly orbit
> she is comfortable just being silent with no one else around
> make it a habit to get off at this stop for the transfer, still too hesitant to talk
> eventually she takes pity on me and strikes up inane conversation
> we start talking daily on the way home
> she's actually really interesting and smart and seems pretty interested in me too
> divulges that she's part navajo and she actually takes another hour-long bus after my last stop because she lives on a reservation
> this becomes a topic and she occasionally tells me about this culture, the language, her push to leave the res and her family's conflict about wanting her to keep the culture but wanting her to do better than they did
> asks me to sit next to her as a stranger buffer on the way to school in the mornings
> happily oblige
> one morning asks if she can rest her head on my shoulder because she's still sleepy
> accept of course, this becomes the norm and it takes probably two weeks for me to stop intermittently holding my breath and staying frozen still for fear of interfering with her rest (while I'm dead fucking tired, mind you)
> eventually get comfortable enough to just pass out too
> one day on the way home she gets quiet, looks at her feet
> "hey user, i'm turning [age]"
> "we do a kind of birthday thing on the reservation but it's a little different..."
> gives me details, mentions good food, communal tobacco, weird ritual shit, dancing
> mentions that usually it's pretty limited to family and family friends but since it's her thing she can invite people
> stops talking
> HINT HINT HINT
> i ignore the hint
> obviously she wouldn't want me there I'm a retard, i can't dance, how would i get there, i'm unlovable, etc. etc.
> after this extended silence femanon sighs, looks me in the face
> "so I was wondering if you'd want to go to this thing on the res with me"
> sweating bullets, an endless torrent of bullshit reasons why i can't/shouldn't go roll through my head
> was she actually nervous about asking me to this? i don't understand
> decline with some bullshit stammering excuse
> she looks really dejected and we don't talk for the rest of the ride
> don't see her on the bus the next morning, concerned
> see her passing by in the hallway on the way to the office... during the middle of the first class hour
> never see her at the HS again
> learn through mutual friends later that she had to stay full-time and go to HS on the reservation for some reason
> essentially she dropped out of our high school
> she adds me on myspace like 3 years later
> she is pregnant with a fiance and lives on the res
--
i'm actually still coming up with more stories, i'm just gonna stop now
>_>
Fuck man, I'm glad I'm not you
Recently, I fell in love too easily with my ex who didn't love me back. Since we broke up about a month ago I feel like I've been in a downward spiral, questioning my decisions and even myself constantly.
I've been neglecting my responsibilities and fucking up all the time. Now I'm worried about where this is going to end up.
Is she really your ex if she never loved you tho?
I think she definitely did at one point, but I never really got proper closure and still don't understand what happened.
Feels like it broke my brain
>I think she did
That's a big fat no my friend.
Here, feel better buddy
Yeah maybe you're right, fuck me if we didn't have some great times though
Well I have a few.. but lets go with the current struggle.
Working on ending (with much sabotage and subterfuge) 15 years of what really wasn't that bad of a relationship, all because I met someone online. Got the 'feels' that I've only had once in my life before and just went full steam ahead. Not even sure my new friend likes me the same, or thinks of me past the present (ie: no future?). But fuck it here we are. When I commit I go full retard, and never stray course. Hey Iceberg! I'm Titanic, nice to meet you.. oh. wait.. stahp.. what.. noo...
A True Cautionary Tale
Was born
You're stuck in a loop, npc
the shock must've messed up your code, reset yourself
I'll never understand people who are such worrywarts, live day at a time, live in the moment, stop the thinking of past and future if they're in your way of living your life, brain is able to block off that negative shit if you put your mind into it
wailing in self pity and worries is what makes you even more anxious and then you start going down the rabbit hole
I am not saying you can't think of your future, but thinking of future in constant negative stream is just pure stupidity
set goals in your life, strive for them 100%, you'll find meaning and happiness and eventually satisfactory end for your story
>set goals
>strive
>think positively
>the universe will drop everything for you and bend to your will
When I let a girl bully me and take my money because she was the only girl willing to give me attention.
Also because I had a crush on her and hoped things went further than being a punching bag.
And no I did not enjoy getting beaten everyday.
>the universe will drop everything for you and bend to your will
they will if you do something about it, above and beyond
you could be the next fucking hitler if you have the willpower to do so, get rich, join the world elite, grab illuminati by the balls, keep bankers in their place, bend police forcers to do your bidding, laugh at the world from your ivory tower and watch them burn
not positive thinking as in "positive vibes" etc.
positive as in "yes, I will get my mind through, bogs will bow to me, rotschilds will rim my asshole"
That's almost romantic. Almost.
I almost went out with her on Valentine’s Day but when she wanted me to confirm it I panicked and said it was all a lie.
Friend who wanted to hook me up with her stopped talking to me for like week because I rejected my bully.
I chose the wrong college degree and I'm about to finish it, and I'm gonna be in serious debt and since it's a meme degree I'm gonna have trouble finding a job
fml
deciding to be a "Profesional" musician at age 10 and never being able to shake the habit for a actual paying job
>feelslikealoser.jpeg
You taught her a lesson at least
Did amateur fetish porn in college and got fairly popular.
Now as an adult idk when it's gonna come back to haunt me.
>deliberately threw my expensive new smartphone overboard on an interisland ferry for no reason
Male or female, straight or gay, what fetish
Dated a girl for 2-3 months that admitted to me multiple times she wasn't that into me, and was too different from me. My dick and my loneliness spoke louder, but my mind knew her whole person was one gigantic red flag. Yet I still went on, thinking things would change.
Every time I remember this, I cringe.
I ghosted this chick because I realized she was more than a little unstable, she had already been to my place and done everything but.
It's been too long to talk to her now but she could accuse me of shit
This is going to sound strange but the worst decision I've ever made was not dropping out my senior year of high school.
>Realized tachers were cunts
>all the cooler older kids were moved on.
>Very few of the lower grade people were worth talking to.
>Students in my grade all became vapid, and annoying
>if I had dropped out my parents would have kicked my ass into getting a job. Jobs suck but time wasted in exchange for money is better than just time wasted.
>Inb4 " ur in skull to lerb not dalg do beeble :----DDDD" I didn't learn fuck all either.
Taking adderall since I was 15
Dumb hs me didn't actually need that shit, I do now but my tolerance is way too high for it to be effective.
12th grade just another year, but important to obtain that paper that makes you average and raises your job cap
When I was like 19 or whatever I was dating this girl for about a year and we were seeing each other like 3-5 times a week and I was the first guy she had sex with and she made me more of a "normie" than I had ever been at that point and we were close to probably moving out together - and then probably out of nowhere I broke up with her because she wasn't political enough.
I still like to think it was the right thing, because after I broke up with her I did double down on my dumb teenager beliefs and getting into trouble. I likely would have been a bad influence on her, she was absolutely crushed when I broke up with her but at least she got her life together after that while mine kept going into a tailspin. Or maybe she would have kept me balanced.
>tfw went through exactly this a week ago
Joined the military at age 17.
Oof
Dropped out of college like a betamax cuck 7 years ago and now its hard to find a job. B
Also in highschool I drank and drugged alot and my judgement is fucked. And years on Jow Forums didnt help.
I'm seriously a stupid retard filled with regret
Posting in this thread.
i have this right now
>"don't worry, she will like you eventually. you just have to be her friend first and orbit. It will happen eventually"
missed out on dating a lot of girls most of my life, some even better than my crush in every way; but I kept trying anyways.
oneitis is a bitch
I came to Jow Forums in 2006
>met qt foreign girl
>hang out and enjoy the weird dynamics due to cultural differences/idelogies
>talk to friend about her
>friend is known to give really shitty unsolicited advice
>tells me I should make a move on her despite me being perfectly confortable with the friendship
>decide to do it anyway because it sounded like a good idea to stupid me in that moment
>make a really insincere approach with girl resulting in a cringefest
>get rejected and she doesn't talk to me again
I didn't even had the hots for her, I was cool with being friends. I cringe everytime most because the decision.
Gave in to my ex's insistence and let him take pictures of myself in lingerie (without my face). Also a video of him fucking me. It was after he cheated on me and my self esteem was at its lowest. I desperately hope no one ever saw them. Never doing that again.
Not taking my own life when I was at my lowest, and believing the social workers in the country I live in, could actually help me.
breaking up with loyal girlfriend to hook up with and ex and friend.
I have used the services of a prostitute five separate times.
I turned down an opportunity at an engineering firm where I'd probably be making six figures because I was worried about taking a small paycut to start.
I stopped working out and have gained almost 100lbs.
I dropped out of three different unis in three consecutive years
>2009
>newfag on Jow Forums
>see post about dude buying pizza with bitcoin
>bitcoin was less than one dollar
>I didnt even buy any bitcoin
mfw
shared ass plugged pics on soc
Same