All of my problems come from the fact that 9 years ago, when I was 11...

All of my problems come from the fact that 9 years ago, when I was 11, my father died from cancer and I didn't have any masculine father figure growing up so I grew up to be a skinny, insecure, beta, shy, anxious, depressed loser.

What do Jow Forums

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Realize that you are a skinny, insecure, beta, shy, anxious, depressed loser by your own damn fault and stop blaming all your problems on others and fix them yourself.

I've tried every generic advice and was even Jow Forums a few months ago.

Ayy I saw you in that fat kid's thread that got deleted because he's underage saying the same thing about dick mustache.

>what do?
watch the lobster dad

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>realizes some of his problems
>blames the shit on others instead of starting with fixing the stuff
This new meme seems like the best answer so far.

How do you "try" generic advice? What did you actually do? How the fuck would browsing Jow Forums help you if you didn't implement the stuff you learned?

I meant to say that I was fit, I worked out and got fit.

So go back to it.

What else did you "try"?

Gaining weight, talking more, being the one to initiate conversations more, going outside more...

For how long did you do it? What kind of results did you have?

Also did you try the ease mode of getting a crappy job where you're forced to interact with people?

For about half a year maybe more.

No because I'm in uni

How the fuck would uni stop you from having some part time job?

How do you even manage to avoid socializing in that enviroment.

It's not America so getting a job while in uni is harder.
I'm socializing but at snail's pace and with no progress what so ever.

It's good to recognize your issues and their potential source. This way you won't be so hard on yourself. Things will take time but continue moving forward and growing everyday. You should really get therapy if you aren't already.

I'll never ever pay for people to pretend to care and listen to me whine.

instead you're here on advice where people not only don't care about you but think so little of you that they'll insult you and give you bad advice on purpose. the therapist can give you advice from an objective angle and will do their best to help you.

Posting here is free. Even if they fuck with me I lose nothing but time, which i have plenty of.

>which i have plenty of
Found another thing you're doing wrong then.

Point? I do know I have a lot of free time. I've always had.

So why not fill it with something useful? Any activity that aids your growth would do.

he doesn't want help.

I tried a lot of things, working out, programming, animating, playing the guitar, playing the piano. Nothing holds me enough. In the end I always have free time.

It's not about the other things holding you but you holding them. What do you expect from drifting from thing to thing trying and wasting the most valuable thing you have?

That was apparent from the OP but even the generic self pity threads can sometimes lead to something worthwhile.

Let's say uni is like around 5 hours, sleep 7, travel from uni to home and eating another 1 hours, you still have 11 hours in a day, what hobby can keep you occupied for even half that time?

Any of the ones you named before sans working out. If you struggle doing a single thing for so long, a combination of two would solve that.

Basically any decent hobby where you create something or learn a skill can take any amount of time.