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Save this photo and post when you feel appropriate, someone is asking for help, or talking of suicide.

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thats not helping
"here the suicide prevention number bro, rack up those bills because idc about being an actual help to you"

Fuck you and your crazy twisted bullshit. What the fuck.

The thing is, suicide is up to the person and not really a big deal. It's their life. They can end it if they want to. Your and my lives and everyone else's lives will go on.

Your suppose to persuade them to call or you can call help for them. Unlimited talk is standard, I don't know what bills you're talking about.

Shhhh

Aww too cute

If one fight is enough to break you up, all the stress and drama of breaking up a marriage will be futile.

"It's easy not to contact you if there is a big reason to do so.
It's not that I don't want to
I really wish I could
But I'm afraid you'll get involved in something difficult
Your safety is more important than my selfishness
Because you're the kind of person careless with your health
Even though I want to even just hear your voice
To the point that I'm crying
It is much more important to me that you are safe and comfortable
So I have to endure this alone
I'm not okay
I can't avoid you"

This is a shortened version of something I believe my ex has written. I know what is happening and it is true I was so stressed to the point of hardly eating or sleeping and crying a lot. I want to see him but it might be impossible to avoid trouble. I constantly have to reassure myself.
What can I even do?
There's nothing I can do.
I feel powerless.

If there was a button that would erase you from existence without pain and without damage caused would you press it?

Aaaaaaaaaah.
Fuck.

I have to live with my sister due to circumstances. We're in our late 20s (think 25-28) and she has such SHIT choices in boyfriends. The guy she's with now, all they do is fuck and fight. It's driving me fucking mad.
I can't say anything because I'm living in her house now. Just for a while. So all I do is clean up after her and smile. While she's fucking this fucking retard moron and I can't fucking stand it.
Every night's he's over she yells "NO!" and I want to get up and break down that door and fuck him up. But then they start fucking after a minute.

I hate this. Just a little bit longer. And then I can leave.

Oh I fully admit it, I'm fucked up. I need to work on myself badly if I ever want a reasonable shot at a good relationship. Just knowing that and actually putting it into practice is a big difference.

Oh no, we've had far worse fights with a LOT of fucked up pettiness over the last year and broke up then came back together and all. This was probably just the straw that broke my back

GOD DAMN IT I'M SO FUCKING ALONE I NEED TO TELL SOMEONE EVERYTHING AND JUST HAVE IT FADE INTO THEM AND THE WORLD AND OUT OF ME JUST FUCKING HOLD ME

I don't know who I am anymore. All I know is that I hate who I am right now. I know this is hard for you to understand, but listen to me when I say that I'm not myself right now.

in a heart beat. there is no point to me being here.

I would smack the fuck out of that button.

i would hold you while you told me everything

YES PLEASE

She sounds like a bitch.

I'm about to get 20k, should I just bounce out of town and go somewhere new?

Yes.

Got hopes with a couple applications I've sent out

R? trust me i know your not.

Good luck

The last person I got close to promised to always keep in touch and that we would be friends for all time. That was 6 years ago. She most likely is living her own life and simply forgot me, but that feeling just stuck with me, nobody likes to be forgotten. But For the first time in years I feel I have a friend,a new friend, but I’m afraid I’ll push them away for fear of rejection or abandonment.

men are fucking awful

I need you.

Emptiness. Friendless. Closest thing to a friend is my ex. Can't trust him. Least it's someone to spend time with. Too much time... Not good. He makes me smile -- but anyone being friendly to me makes me smile. Nobody else is really friendly. Others are too superficial, or I'm a ghost. Invisible.
I like school stuff, but always feel like an outsider. Always an outsider, from the beginning. Hurts. I go to various things, club meetings. Academic. STEM guys. They are friendly to each other. Maybe they're friends from highschool? I don't belong. Just want to retreat into myself, away from people. Why problem solve with/around other people? Learn better alone.
Lonely. I wish to love some person dearly. I don't know who the person is though, or if they'd even like me. I just dream.

i still want to feel his bare skin on mine and his breath on my neck, and then it's like, oh right he's happily married, I'm a fucking moron and we haven't even spoken in months and that will never ever ever happen, hhhhhhhhhhh i need to find his replacement but they're always taken what is it with me and taken guys who browse Jow Forums, it's like my ''niche' or something

i had a dream about you last night, you hugged me and we caught up on how things were going. it was hard to wake up and after a few mins remember that you passed last month. i hope you come visit me in my dreams often, i miss you and im sorry i never got to say goodbye. until we meet again friend.

Dear A,
I went through old photos of mine (bad mistake) and saw your likes on a few of them. You look amazing! We had a ton of fun together, and I'll never live down the problems that I had and how the ruined our relationship.

But I hope you are doing amazing. I really do. You're an amazing girl, and I'm on the right path to success, and hope nothing but the best for you.

Sincerely, T.

don’t flirt with me. just leave me alone.

I miss you, C~

i think we've been through too much together to be this formal. i still want to fuck your brains out. i don't know what you're going through or if you still hate me and that's fine, fuck you too. just don't lie to yourself there was nothing there.

I want to move on from someone I really like but its so hard. I keep going back and checking to see if she sent a message. Everyday I do this to myself. I feel so fucking hopeless and lonely and i just want to kill myself at this point. I wish I had someone to talk to and just let it all out but theres no one that really gives a shit.

I am sorry mom and dad for being so stupid

I give a shit, tell me

i give a shit, ive told you you can talk to me and i want to know everything. but you just quit talking to me and tell me its not my problem. please talk to me and tell me whats going on.

if this is R message me on discord, you know who i am. tell me everything. let it out.

I'm unhappily engaged to a girl I met years ago, I don't feel anything for her anymore. I've also got deep feelings for another girl I met earlier this year, but she's also in a relationship. She seems to have feelings for me as well. I know I need to make a move towards getting out of my current relationship soon, but there's so much at stake... Nothing's going to get better if I don't do something though. I need to do this.

I'm not the person you think I am but I'll tell you.

I met a couple of friends in a game that I ended up talking to on a daily basis. It was the first time I started talking to strangers in so many years. Before I met them I would spend my time being alone, just wasting away playing video games. It was really nice being able to talk to other people, especially ones that had the same interest that I had. As the months went by I started growing closer to this one friend. My friend invited me to an event that had me go out of my state. First time flying and spending time with someone that I never met in person before. I was able to hold this person and be intimate with. The idiot in me thought I had a chance but I should have known. She was just trying to help me experience things that i have never had before. She didn't feel the same way that I did and wanted to just be friends. Now I'm struggling to get rid of those feelings. I keep thinking back to the moments we had and I want those moments to happen everyday with her. I can't get her out of my head.

I think you should keep being persistent and get your friend to talk to you. If anything it'll make him/her realize that you care and you are willing to listen to their problem. Good luck with your friend user.

thank you! =) as for you maybe try to talk to other people again. and force yourself to stop looking for her messages. i know it will be hard but anytime you have the thought dont check for it do something else instead. literally anything. as the days pass it will get easier and soon you will not think of it as much. good luck user i hope you can get past her.

You're so sweet to me. I love you so much. We met at the wrong time.

Beginning of the weekend, I felt on top of the world, tonight I feel like shit. Maybe it's cause I didn't go out, maybe I'm not getting the validation I was hoping for, I have no idea. But my mood started crazy high and has slowly sunk in. I guess I just wish I had an explanation why I feel this way so I could fix it.

>have chickenpox
>theres pus in every one of my blisters
>apparently pus in blisters is normal for adults (not sure about this)

Should I drain the pus out? Would the pus affect the healing process?

I don't want to excel or reach new heights. I just want to be happy. I've worked hard but not for myself, rather out of self hate and the need to impress others. I know that logically the people I really care about wouldn't think less of me if I explained myself but I'm too scared. There is a chance I'm left alone and people think less of me because I didn't accomplish certain goals. In the end I don't think I'd be happy regardless of if I accomplished these goals or not, but my irrational fear of being left alone keeps me going. I just need get over this and tell this to the people I find important.

I'm going to do ungodly things to you.

In retrospect, having girls reject me was one of the best things to ever happen to me in my life. Painful, yes, but I grew so much because of it. When I look back now, I wonder how I ever wanted some of these girls - I'm simply out of their league now, although this is kind of an arrogant thing to say.

good luck

Everything is going really well. I'm taking care of myself. Life feels fulfilling. I can smile and make others smile.
What's the catch?

Don't try to replace. Attempting to "replace" is untrue to your own feelings. Also first examine your feelings. Why do you want him?

The dude is married, its best she drops that mofo. Those never end well. Its better to find someone who is single.

Don't touch it. It could get infected, scar, etc. Let nature take its course.

Lol I should've applied for an extension on this assignment. I've known I was too fucked up from all the this bullshit to get it done, but I saved myself the agony of having to explain it to my lecturers and now I'm sitting here, it's due in the morning, and I'm less than halfway. Wish me luck Jow Forums life sucks

It was my birthday yesterday, for the first time I did not even think about it till today. I am pretty lonely and for the first time wish I had friends.

>apparently every girl is bi or a lesbian
I am never going to be happy or loved... They all want to cheat on me with women...

It appears not even Japanese girls are straight... I’ll be alone forever...

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Well, at least have a kick ass photo. I liked that series.

Shitty women are eventually going to see that you're happy, and attempt to ruin it. The challenge at this point in life is to not let yourself be distracted from your goals.

That’s not much of a consolation user...

>moody, lonely career woman complains she is sad and has no friends
>I tell her to get out of the house and sleep better
>she later complains openly at work that people need to stop being an expert on her life, and just listen to her when she vents
>doesn't name me, but it's obvious it's about me
bitch, I'm the ONLY one who listens to your moody horseshit. everyone else is mostly sick of you and your attitude. and you go out and complain about the only person who listens to you? fuck off. just have to pretend to like you a few more months before I move to my next job, thank god

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I just want to add that I'm fucking sick of being some makeshift therapist for women. if you're not close to me, cry to someone else

Action > waiting. I'm in the latter boat. Waited too long. It's a struggle. No kids involved thankfully.

We are more than these bodies.

I saw you in my dream last night.

I miss you.

I look forward to when I see you again.

We will always be connected.

I send you love.

This is where this has brought me. Not my usual scene. I'd travel to hell to connect with you again. I don't know where you're at with things. If you wanted me to let you go I would. If you wanted to love me again I'd let you. If you didn't want me I would be totally fine with that I just want closure. This is a hard place to be. Its almost easier to feel and be angry. I have my guard up. I can easily push you away.

I need to know where I stand with you. What am I to you? We mesh so well, and then I get silence. The one text I get makes me feel like a long lost relative in another state. Then silence again. Only a week ago we were cuddling and napping together, and mutually loving our time together. Now I don't even exist? I'll be here when you are ready, I'll be here to help you through your troubles. Just don't throw me away without a reason.

I love you but I don’t know what you want from me. I feel empty. You have to be more direct even if it’s to tell me to fuck off. I’ve told you that I want what you want.

Also why ask why I don’t have a BMW, really?

I know you think you can't reach out to me, that I have to be the one to do it.

But I can't be the one and that's because of how this all went down. I tried to work with you when we could and you said you didn't want to.

So now I wait. I've been told it will still be a very long time before you get the strength and courage to do it yourself. In the meantime you'll continue to do so through 3rd parties.

I love you but it's not about that any more.

Nigga why WOULD you have a BMW?

What is the issue?

Too many people got involved. Both sides hate the idea of us being together. Too much influence of outsiders. That's cool, we don't have to be together any more but it would just be great to be in each other's lives.

It’s not cool to let that influence you...

This has been the problem from the beginning.

I feel like I'm getting better at loving myself, and feeling optimistic about my relationships with other people. Yeah we're all flawed and stupid, but loving people and yourself in spite of that is probably why love is worth anything at all. It's time to drop my walls and become vulnerable I think. If you're hurting in this thread, I hope more love comes into your life soon, and that you find people you can expose your neck to.

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I dropped my walls and got ran over by a truck. Never taking them down again and I know I’m wrong and I know it’s hurtful to myself and others. Toobad.

Facebook keeps suggesting I friend attractive girls that I barely even know over and over. For a bit I thought maybe it was a sign they kept viewing my profile but it's more likely facebook knows I'm a thirsty bitch and is catering to that isn't it?

I feel like I'm constantly in a position where people want me to prove something. They either made demands for my life ambitions, based on my intellect, or they directly challenge me to social games, trying to invade my personal space or order me around. Old women in the work place seem especially keen towards the latter of the two.

I don't get what they want from me. My life's a nightmare, and my entire goal is escaping into some corner of normalcy and spawning a new generation in peace. You're not going to waddle your McDonald's gut towards me, until I'm repelled by the raw stench of you, and get any reaction but evasive contempt from me, nor are you going to tell ME to go take on tens of thousands in debt to go hide in a building somewhere while ignoring the things I actually want. I've already thought all of that through. The aggressive ones are idiots, and I don't want my life to be an endless ladder of sterile complexity.

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I feel like commiting suicide but I won't because to me that's the easy way out of life, not go mention all the heartache I'll cause.

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I almost killed myself yesterday
All I had to do was jump
Don't have the strength even for that
Never felt so defeated

I can't see getting into a new relationship until we actually get to talk and I have that closure. I'm still hung up on that and it would feel unfair to whoever I got involved with NOT doing that first.

Well hell yeah, I would love to, also.
But why haven't you been honest about it? If you just told me from the get-go, things would be easier.

I don't hate you, I thought you needed space

Im glad you didn't

That sucks, user. I hope you're young enough and the wound was shallow enough that it can heal.

Don't kill yourself, friend. Six months from now you could be on top of the world, but you'll never know if you go through with it. I know it's cliché to say shit like this, but watch a video or two on youtube about how unlikely it is to be alive. It's so mad to think about the cosmic needle that had to be threaded for you to experience life. I hope you fight on and look back as an old person and decide this world was beautiful enough to fight for, despite its cruelness :) Love you, man.

Also, if you're really sure you're gonna do it, take acid as a last resort. I hear psychedelic experiences can help you to appreciate how bizzare and interesting the human experience is! I don't want to advocate something like that to somebody who is only considering suicide, though, please research and test before you take anything.

>feeling bad about making a smart decision
Stop it. Getsumhelp.

Fucking him was like fucking a feral cat. I can still feel him. It was terrible, but I want him now. Last night I bombed his phone said he was the worst fuck ever but it’s not true because I woke up feeling him inside. I’m thinking about his beautiful cat body, his long-lashed dark eyes, his lips. I really told him off to drive him away but now I want him inside me.

Can't stress it enough though, DON'T take drugs if your mental health is poor unless you're 200% sure you're gonna kill yourself.

Yeah that'll get him to run back to you.

Not young and I don’t want to recover. Being alone is best.

I've kinda of fallen in love with someone and it's nice. It's nice just imagining how life would be together.

I'm just friends with the person atm, and they might like me, I'm socially retarded so I might be wrong. I'm afraid of screwing it up though. I really want to try and make it work as long as they are willing as well. I'm just not sure how.

I've got them on discord and I could message them, but I don't want to seem too clingy, or not have a proper reason to. The ball is also in their court to message me I suppose, but idk.

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