So I just want to fuck this little annoying slut that sometimes ask me to go out. I say sometimes because:
a) I don't consider her my friend. I don't care a shit about her.
b) I never start a conversation with her nor I want to. She's always the one that looks up for me.
I met her like 2 years ago and in all that time, as I said, I never, ever talk to her or invite her to go out. I just don't care about her. The thing is that despite my obvious null interest on her as anything, she asks me to go out. That happens, of course, like 1 time each 2 months, and that's what annoys me since if she wanted sex, damn, just fucking tell, I'll gladly fuck you and dump you since you don't value yourself. Or, if she actually 'wants something with me', same, just tell, I'd dump you anyways.
The thing is that nothing happens! Also, I'm actually not the type of men that only wants sex. I've loved, I've been loved; I don't need to fuck girls to feel better; love of the life will eventually come. But surely isn't this little girl.
I think I'm just the 'he will always go with me' guy, or 'the toy when [boy that I like/want him to fuck me] isn't available. But since I'm getting tired of this bullshit, unfunny casual dates where nothing happens, I'm thinking of just fucking her for gods sake. And I know she's the slut, I mean, has 2000+ friends on FB, uploads semierotic photos of herself, actually told me she's kind of a slut.
But before I go nuclear, just want to know your opinion on this type of attitude:
>Am I really the toy?
>Is she actually interested on me but since I don't care about her doesn't does anything (I'm quite good establishing limits when knowing people)?
>Will I ever fuck her?.