The equivalent of the homeless at the bus station edition

The equivalent of the homeless at the bus station edition

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I unblocked you just to save this thread.

I was abused as a child growing up, which has given me a ridiculously hard drive. However I can't ever relax I just spend spare time working.

Anyway I've shot up in status ridiculously, ridiculously fast. The only thing left for me to do is to marry someone in from a high/elite family and I've effectively entered the upper class (have the money/education/hobbies/career already). Recently I've realised I have absolutely no more goals if I pull this off, and it makes me feel awful. Seriously thinking of just giving away all my stuff and joining the military so I have challenges to deal with cause life's just too easy now (7 years ago I was stealing food to survive)

I know this sounds like a huge larp I don't care. Anyone really succesful be aware this may be your fate.

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I'm sitting at home applying for any job I can find as I quit my new cabinetry job yesterday. A "little bit" of overtime translated in 13 fucking hours starting at 6:00am and would've had to get up and do it all over today and the entirety of next week. Possibly including a Saturday. The cock sucker straight up lied to my face in terms of salary. No, motherfucker. Nobody in that office comes even close to making 75k. Hell, the only person that make $20/hr is the fucking foreman. All your office guys barely make 15 and those dudes are in their 40s and 50s! NTM the guy who was training me installing stuff yesterday makes 45k and that's WITH 25-30 hours of overtime per week.

FUCK.
YOU.

While finances would've been screwy at the old place, I still could've made it through the winter and started applying for stuff in spring. Now I'm trying to play it cool and find something before my 3-4 months worth of rent and bills in my bank dries up.

All of this and more hits me as I sit here at 23 soon to be 24 wondering WTF I want to do in my life and if I'd even be happy should I achieve the goals I set for myself.

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>7 years ago I was stealing food to survive
Story?

Thanks for getting it off your chest

This is how I feel today.

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Coke heads are some of the stupidest people in existence. Shit is sad

Mummy wouldn't feed me when I was around 14 - 16I had no money so just went to tescos and stole stuff. Eventually felt absolute disgust towards my family and worked incredibly, incredibly hard at school, did exceptionally well. Went to great but not exceptional uni (mainly cause no confidence to apply anywhere else), did exceptionally well. By the end of uni I had a great idea of how the world worked, much better than most adults. I had 30k from maxed out student loan + work. Cut all contact with family except brother at around this time, although I never went back once I went there they still messed with me on the phone.

Originally I wanted to buy a house and retire early, then I realised I'd get bored and would have unlimited money anyway cause of how cheap my lifestyle was. Spent it all on bitcoin meme money...... got to a few mil at one point now I've got 500k left + a small house paid off. I know this isn't a huge amount but I'm only 23, AND I believe bitcoin has way more life in it yet, it's just getting started.

Went to probably the most prestigious course in the world for postrgad (part 3), did well. By this time I was starting to know lots of important people from walking/cycling and could really start to feel myself getting respectable/important. Didn't really like any of them I just wanted the status. Been NEET/retired for a year will probably apply to phds in a year cause I can't fucking stand doing nothing all day. I feel like absolute shit now I've done almost everything and so young, nothing left to do which is actually hard but not impossible. Spend most of my free time in eveneings on Jow Forums, like I have for almost 10 years now

I'm just so mad about being balding.

Everyone says "shave it off" but I'm too scared to because I already look awful in the mirror and it will just make my feelings worse.

How do people handle this.

Bald guys can be very hot. I prefer a shaved head, myself.

Bald guys with nice smiles are great.

Oh I know.
It's hard because I was always "the guy with the crazy hair" or "the guy with really long hair (like 2-3 feet long)"

To go from that to "the guy with no hair" is a huge change and I'm finding it very very hard to just do it, even though I know I have to.

I guess this is how trannies feel, like my identity is suddenly no longer aligning with my body.

Im so happy i smacked her around and raped her. It was fun.

Consider jumping off a high cliff?

She probably enjoyed it too.

The shape of a person’s head is the key to beauty. In men and women. Perhaps I’m strange but I love to see the skull and ears. It seems to bring out all their facial bones as well. Hair can mask a lot of flaws. I know a young woman with a buzz cut and I swear she could not be cuter. That’s what I’m talking about.

Women like two things in men: intelligence and kindness.

I just wanted to come by and say I hope you're having a great day. I will continue to spread this message for as long as I can.

I think I was neglected as a child and have lived with undiagnosed autism and a learning disability for 24 years. My older sibling was severely disabled and required a lot of care- she was the baby even when I was the baby. I don't think I got enough early attention or something, and when she died at age 4 my mom immediately had my younger brothers. Both of them have serious ailments and have required more attention and care than I did. As a child I look back and see I was a very lonely and fearful child. I had suicidal thoughts from age 11 and had nightmares almost every night, wet the bed until age 12, horrible social skills and got badly bullied, just hated my life and have been barely hanging on since then and I'm 24. I always thought things would eventually get better for me- I just had to get through middle school, just had to get through highschool, just had to get through college- now I'm an adult and I'm so mentally fucked I can't do anything, there was no point in hanging on. I can barely go to the grocery store without getting overwhelmed and melting down. I feel like I was pushing myself so hard just to keep afloat I've just run out of energy, I feel like everything is pointless, I would have pressed the reset button on my life at 10 if I could have, my personality is fucked and my mental problems get worse every day. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I'm a pussy retard that found alcohol/weed to numb the pain. You guys ever felt depression so bad it knocks the wind out of you, hurts your chest, feels like effort to breathe? I swear I get drunk or high and the feeling melts away, I can see myself drinking myself to death as a final solution, maybe that is what I was fucking meant for

No she resisted but once i started pumping her with my caulk she stopped fighting.

Any more context?

She came. This happened all the time

I mean more, what is the context in which you raped her? At a bar? In her home?

Yeah at home

Did you meet her at a bar or something, or break into her house?

Come on man tell us the story.

It was my ex

Kraken,

I’m sorry about everything. I never meant to embarrass and annoy you. I don’t know what I saw back then to make me drawn to you. I never meant to do cliche kid stuff, I never knew why I drew that stupid picture that Hillbilly stole from me. I should have left everything alone, if only I knew better.
I’m sorry about Hillbilly and Cecilli tryna make us go out. I’m sorry I got you a fuckin... heart shaped pizza. To tell the truth, Cecilli bought it and pawned the idea on me. I’m sorry my drunkenness ruined parts of board games. I’m sorry about my dumbass cousin.
I’m truly sorry about everything.
I still think of you, I hope you’re well, I hope you’re happy every day.
I regret everything, I hate myself, I wanna die.
I’m in psychiatric care, on meds, and I’m schizophrenic. I never meant to hurt you and I don’t have the courage yet to say this personally.
I’d been killing animals and cutting myself, I still need serious help. I’m so sorry.

-shrug christ

You really need to work on your storytelling.
How are you avoiding the rape charges?

What you mean?

Still dont have a girlfriend

I mean if you raped her won't she eventually call the cops or metoo you?

And the whole story would have been nice in one go honestly, it sounds pretty hot.

My life has moved considerably backwards these past coulpe of years. Somethings were out of my control but it's much easier for me to say it's 100% my fault. Typing it this way still feels wrong but I want to progress and move forward in life, not deflect my problems on to external factors. I went from having it all(car, job,goals, school, apartment, great body) to being a NEET with a ruined knee, living with family. This is all my fault and I'm going to make bit better by reading the books I should have, getting the job I can be successful at, having my fantastic body again and having the skills, education, willpower and confidence to live the life I want to. To be unstoppable, unshakeable and to go back to being the hero that everyone knows I can be. I will do it.

Oh ok. Yeah idk what to tell you

>Anonymous
Ah this is where the inner work comes in. Good luck

go out and get one

Are you kidding? Do you have ANY idea how many rapists are walking around freely in society without repercussions?

It's more unlikely for a rapist to actually be charged

And yet 2 of my friends got kicked out of college on false rape accusations...

The police avoid rape cases anyway.

>Women like two things in men: intelligence and kindness.
Please do the world a favour and kill yourself.

Do it, user. Get closure on this chapter of your life so you can move on. It might not be the answer you wanna hear, but it will help your mind escape this never ending cycle of depression that you have. Even if you just have to be blunt and to the point about it over a Facebook or text message, just do it

I don't give a shit that I cheated. You hear me? I don't. If I didn't cheat, I would have stayed with you, I would have stayed and probably ended up killing myself because that's what a relationship felt like with you. And you know what? I'm glad it was with my crush. I'm sorry he felt like shit when he found out later I was involved with you, but that just made me like him even more. And yes, now I'm trying to convince him to give us a chance anyway, despite my cheating on you with him. You're a piece of shit and I wish I could I say I wish I never met you, but at least I learned my lesson and I'll stay the fuck away from pieces of shits like you. Now I'm going to focus completely on my crush and actually show him I can be something more than just a cheater.

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eeeeeeeeeeeeeee maximum effort and minimal return i feel like the only one exerting effort into those who exert so little on me

Wow a POS cheats on a POS and confesses on Jow Forums. Novel.

If you weren't allowed to do shitty things to shitty people because they're shitty people we wouldn't be able to shoot burglars and rapists.

FavOUr
Britfag wants women with sensitivity and good taste to kill themselves so only Stacy can reject them until they can afford a fuckbot.

Get hard Brexit fucked, you fallen Empire country-run-by-a-female cunt.

>Making a promise
>Breaking promise because to pussy to end promise
>It's your fault
>I'm gonna make a new promise
>I'm gonna show I'm more then a promise breaker

Everyone trying to find the light.
Everywhere but within
Hurt people hurt people
Goodluck

I would much rather be who they are/I am telling me to be than who I was or what you are telling me to be

The Greek Chorus chimes in on GIOYC!

I suck ass at picking up women. I've tried every approach imaginable and every one has failed.

I'm probably just ugly and weird/unfunny
Regardless, I'm 26 and the last time I had a gf was 10 fucking years ago.

Singledom isn't that bad right? Anybody know of any coping mechanisms?

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Hey idc really. Not my karma. U do u

>Anybody know of any coping mechanisms?
Yeah but they're kinda destructive.

I don't know what to do anymore. I thought I had finally become self-reliant. I've done so many things and acquired so many skills just for myself, yet I'm still bogged down by loneliness. Everyone just keeps saying, "Be patient, be patient" and it makes me want to put their head through a wall. I've been alone for as long as I can remember, and I am a great person with a lot to offer. I shouldn't have to fucking wait for a relationship to fall in my lap. I should be able to just take it without a fight.

But I don't know how. I'm too much of a sperg to understand how you can just walk up to a girl you like and just make her like you. It is completely foreign to me. I know on a factual level that I am handsome, talented, witty, generous, and virtuous. So why don't I really believe it, deep down in my gut? Why can't I fight this doubt?

you guys have got to find shit to appreciate about being alone or you're going to be fucked for life
You can't possible be an adult and expect to spend your whole life just prancing through the flowers with someone

Like, death, nigga-- there's so many things wrong with your plan but death, did that not occur to you

It will get better.

I want to break up with my boyfriend. It’s rough when he is going through a tough time but I just keep seeing this wimp and thinking is this the person I want to marry? I wish it was something easy like me cheating or that I’m not happy. I just feel so defeated

Super.

It's better than having one and you settled to get her

You’re sad.

And when we run out of things to appreciate and the lack of any sort of affection in our lives finally breaks through the rampart, what? What then?

Thank you.

Getting past the aesthetic of having someone to spend your life with the the health (mental/physical) benefits of having a partner that are seemingly straying further from my grasp by the day, I could get used to just distracting myself until I die alone in some shady apartment complex.

I'm aware life isn't 1 big ray of sunshine, I just wasn't ready for the perpetual torment not having someone besides your dead relatives to love would bring.

I know that not all of my life will be with someone, because up until now none of it has been that way.

But can't any of my life be like that? If only for a little while?

I told you not to fall in love with me. I only wanted sex and now you messed everything up.

If you do come here, we will go to the beach, even if it's raining, and i will kiss you.
No buts, i am sick of dancing around, i wanted to do that since i first met you, and this time, i will.

I’m sorry to hear that.

It’s not your fault.

Hold on to that feeling.

What are they telling you to be?

Lol.

I'm trapped.

God no, not another one.

But...

Who aren’t?

People can’t help falling in love.

He’s really beautiful physically. His hair, his eyes, his nose and mouth his body his feet. I’d want him in my bed every night, fucking until we both come and falling asleep and then waking up and doing it again... I want to cuddle naked with him while we watch The Simpsons.

But he’s got Autism and says obnoxious things. He complains constantly when he’s not searching on his phone. He’s impossible.

feel cheated and used for God knows what purpose. Also sad that he has so little sexual interest in me. I wish he’d left me alone,.

Yes it is.

I want out

Life is so mind numbingly boring I don't know what to do.
I want to do something stupid just to make a change.

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I think I'm an addict
Good thing I started talking to professionals
Please let me find my purpose
This way of living is boring and depressing me out of my own mind
Give me the ability to love again
Allow me to find something worthy of love

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I'm going to break this habit of stalking you online. It's pathetic and I'm nothing to you. Why the fuck would I be anything to you?

I'm insane.

I thought I was tolerant and soft, but holy shit my roommate. He stutters when he speaks, speaks really softly, always stares at the fucking ground, can't take social cues (I'll say 'goodbye' and he'll just stand in my doorway and stare at me), and is really thin. I'm guessing he has autism, but I'm thrown off by how soft and weak a man can be. I'm not going to be a jerk to him, but I don't like him either. He's a good person deep down and I feel like I should be the person to help him, but I'm busy as fuck. He also is offering me free food, which sort of pisses me off because he's always doing it.

Yes, I realize I'm an asshole

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You'll do it. I know it. Why? Because you want it

That'll help you feel better about yourself. Gain your dignity back

I still feel like shit after my breakdown yesterday. I feel like it's all just pointless. But I know that a lot of my current feelings stem from my inability to be honest about how I'm feeling and accept the help that's offered to me by others in my life. I miss one guy in particular so much. I really wish I could talk to him again, even though it's been a year and he's so absorbed into his work and life/gf/etc.

I can’t do this anymore. It’s not fair to you. I can’t waste your time. I know you want to go. I have to let you. I feel so selfish.

Thank you for this little spark

Once I get enough money saved up, I'm outa here!

>sick and tired of Catholic hypocrites who embrace their own sins but preach against others'
>already too involved in this religion so I can't turn into an atheist
What do?

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I don't even believe myself anymore when I say I care. Care about anything.

I think I've realized that I've been lying to myself about it this whole time and I don't care about that either.

Honestly, I feel so removed from it all anyway. I can't even reach myself anymore.

I'm starting to notice how manipulative I am, and it's more than I thought.

I'm not even trying to accomplish anything here. I'm just watching it unfold.

I kind of like it.

why is it so hard for you to accept that someone could possibly like/love/appreciate you? to the point that you disdain and lose respect for those who do? is it so hard to believe you might just deserve kindness and affection?

Become JW and you can be obnoxious on people's doorsteps

Sounds fun but nowadays the JWs in my country don't seem to use that tactic anymore. They now just sit and wait at parks until people come to them. Of course, no one actually does, but it seems like a way more comfy lifestyle. They do it at daytime so I wonder what they actually do for a living.
I'm not super cool with how JW women don't wear pants though because I don't believe in rules about clothing since fashion inevitably changes all the time.

Start your own religion

I wish I could but I don't think I have the personality type of a charismatic leader, like David Berg or that scientology guy. And that's a requirement, right?

Why any religion? Why not just spiritual?

I wish I could lose my virginity before meeting my actual gf. She had like 5 different dicks and I just one coochie. Hers.

Good point. Yes I guess that fits better with me, it's just that I've been too involved in Catholicism and I keep falling back into it, despite the fact that it's clearly taking a toll on my mental health... or well it seems like it is (I've been depressed before becoming a Catholic too anyway).
Or maybe I just have that need to belong somewhere when it comes to religion (for almost everything else I'm a natural contrarian).
Thanks for the advice

You can find me in the club, bottle full of bub Look mami I got the X if you into taking drugs I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love So come give me a hug if you into to getting rubbed


YES

I think I might be a sociopath. I'm way more influential than I thought possible, and I'm always looking after my self image.

I don't know if that's what a sociopath is, but having this kind of influential power can't be healthy.

I thought this too. Gifted with a silver tongue and the ability to spin shit into silk. However apparently the clinical definition is heavy as shit. Like REALLY FUCKED UP, animal molestation, wetting the bed, etc. You are probably just a very manipulative and charismatic individual, with very self centered views.. welcome to the club, it's fun, use your powers for good.. or at least without hurting *too* many people.